I'm just one man.

“There is nothing either good or bad, but thinking makes it so.” Blog for my character Sihn'a Venha and Sihn'to Vehna from ffxiv. Asks and subs are open for those who are willing to send.

[fawkesfire]

This is by far my favorite review of Darkest Dungeon.

[amgarrak-blog]

So it looks like my Christmas will spent in the hosptial! Mother had to be admitted because of her ever growing back pain. I really hope she gets better soon. I've become really worried about her.

[jewishmagpie-deactivated2018092]

submitted by @amgarrak: I made cookies at 1am.

Happy Holidays, mate!

That is a great way to spend 1am, they look awesome! Happy Holidays to you, too!

[adulthoodisokay]

i enjoyed this very much, thank you andrew huang.

[five-flats]

this sounds like beethoven on lsd

[hotguysfugue]

bach and shostakovich do the diddly-do and have a lovechild

[amgarrak-blog]

Hiatus

I'm going on a hiatus for this blog and its characters because of things that have come up. I do not feel inspired to rp them at the moment are will be on ice till I do.

[pink-temptations]

THEY FOUND ME

[miqotemischief]

They also called their friends

[pink-temptations]

oh NO

[dividusyliaster]

FREEZE FILTHY ERP SCUM!!!

[pink-temptations]

YOU’LL NEVER TAKE ME ALIVE!

[amgarrak-blog]

Attachment Style test | Sihn’a Venha

Relaxed-Avoidant (Dismissive): Individuals in this quadrant often take a dim view of others, preferring to keep their distance and guard against invasions of their autonomy and privacy. Relaxed-Avoidant personalities tend to have a strong belief that others are too different from them for truly intimate relations to be worthwhile. They may have a spouse and family, and even be solidly anchored in a stable network of friends and acquaintances, but at the end of the day, they tend to avoid entering into relations where emotional interdependence and intimacy are required. Unlike individuals who fall in the On Edge-Avoidant quadrant, Dismissive personalities tend to be quite content keeping their deepest feelings and views to themselves, and they often have a deeply-held belief that the opinions of others are mildly irrelevant or even second-rate. Consequently, many Dismissive types are often quite good at dissimulating, that is, appearing to share their innermost thoughts, while in reality, they are simply appeasing others without ever letting them come close.

Independent and proud of it, these individuals can typically achieve remarkable feats of social manipulation and self-restraint, but on the downside, they may have trouble kicking bad habits (such as drinking or smoking) which they can enjoy in solitude and use to comfort themselves, independently of the company of others. They can frequently be unmotivated or lazy with regard to the duties that others expect of them, but on the other hand, they are often very original (since they are not hindered by concerns about having to conform to the expectations of the group). Finally, they also tend to be intelligent risk-takers, since they are at heart relaxed and cool under fire.

Tagged by: @shirtlesslizard

Tagging: erryone

[amgarrak-blog]

“No, but I know what can help it.”

[valvala-deactivated20141226]

i like how when people say “i love couples with size difference” they mean tiny girls with waists so thin the large men they are dating can put their entire hand around them and by love i mean where the FUCK are my tiny vain princes and their huge muscular knight women who don’t put up with any of their shit and hoist them over their shoulders and walk off when they’re having a princely temper tantrum you’re all WEAK

[starscreams-tiara]

[amgarrak-blog]

38. What do they admire in others? What talents do they wish they had?

Sihn’a admires honesty even if he cannot be completely honest himself. It helps him become more comfortable with being honest with someone if they do it first. Talents Sihn’a wishes he had was to be able to speak what was on his mind without doubting himself. It takes a lot out of him to open up to someone due to a past trauma. The only person he doesn’t need to explain himself to is his brother, Sihn’to. The man always knows what’s on his mind.

Sihn’to admires loyalty. When you align yourself with someone, he admires it when you don’t abandon them when things start to look grim. It takes a lot for people to stay on a sinking ship and most people don’t have it in them to do so.Sihn’to often wishes he had any skill in magic because he is completely inept in all known forms of magic. It makes it harder on him to do things in his line of work without it and he has to constantly think of ways to keep up with everyone else.

[amgarrak-blog]

Screenshot Lyric Meme | Sihn’to

Take a screenshot, existing or new, and pair it with a song that reminds you of your muse! Link the song in your lyrics if you like or just tag it. Feel free to do multiple or group screenshots.

You're so excited to bleed,

You've got me on my knees,

You woke the dragon in me,

I'm not giving up,

I can't get enough,

Dragon in me - Seether 

tagged by: @theqoipond

[penny-polendina-isms-blog]

Just a PSA

Reblog if you don’t ignore rps and asks but sometimes it takes you a while to think of a response, or you only have time to answer a question or two before doing other things.

[scholaroflight]

Some times it takes me a whiiiiiiile >.>“

[imperiousmax]

It takes me forever to even think of plots.

[angry-healers]

Don't do this

Just finished a run of Sirensong Sea. For context, I’m leveling WAR and I have all my healers to 70 and PLD to 70 with WAR and DRK at 62. I know how both sides of the tank/healer relationship is supposed to operate.

First pulls go as normal. But then I get to the first set of mobs and establish aggro as usual. I notice the healer runs past and this pops up in chat:

[sedatayuun]

Atlan and his very serious mission to keep the world safe.

[saerdha-deactivated20181209]

*rewards with a bowl of sour cherry and aldgoat pilaf*

[amgarrak-blog]

38. What are their goals? What would they sacrifice anything for? What is their secret ambition? (Either or both, up to you~)

Both Sihn’a and Sihn’to don’t have any real goals they are currently trying to accomplish because they are both still recovering from a past event. In the past they would have sacrificed themselves for a woman, but she is has deceased for several years. Now? They haven’t found anything worth sacrificing anything for.

Sihn’a wants to be able to move on from the past and Sihn’to wants to find ways to better himself physically due to his handicap of barely having any ability to use magic.

[amgarrak-blog]

37. Do they like to read? Are they a fast or slow reader? Do they like poetry? Fictional or non fiction?

He likes to read, but is limited to the little bit of Eorzean he bothered to learn growing up and the language he and two others made while young adults. Sihn’a can vary from being a fast or slow reader depending on if he is interested in what is being said. Sihn’a doesn’t mind poetry and prefers fictional works.

[amgarrak-blog]

22. What are their favourite insults to use? What do they insult people for? Or do they prefer to bitch behind someone’s back? For Sihn'a

Sihn’a knows many words which means he knows many possible insults. One of his favorites is dolt. It’s straight to the point and

most

people know what it means. He has many others that he uses, but they are for different people and are situational.  Sihn’a could possibly insult someone for not doing something properly or choosing to do something they shouldn’t. And because Sihn’a isn‘t a very talkative person, he doesn‘t say most of his insults aloud, but in his head and isn’t the type to bitch behind someone’s back. He doesn‘t find it fulfilling or a good use of his time.