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can you remember who you were?? do you ever lie awake wondering?? you had a HEART OF GOLD a girl with pretty brown eyes& a mind full of thoughts.you were thoughtful & warm. . . saw the best in everyone !just as your mother taught.though it was your father that gave you your FIERCENESS & BRAVERY. it was a life you thought you'd know forever.until it all broke apart like SHATTERED GLASS.a little loss of innocence as you realized that never again would you be gentle, only bloodied knuckles & scuffed elbows.everything you LOVED became everything you LOST.& you couldn't even realize it.it's all a bit tragic, really, isn't it ??

[memetaped]

the foxman taken from the 1977 gary paulsen book.

it’s strange, how things happen and they don’t turn out like you think they will.

i’m sorry we fought.

a little sleep and you’ll be as good as new.

aren’t you going to eat?

you’ve got to live.

and that’s a kind of love. having somebody do that for you.

because it’s snowing. hard.

you’re awake. how do you feel? 

drink it hot so it gets down.

thank you for saving me.

you’re still here.

it’s nothing to worry about. you go to sleep.

i was afraid.

there isn’t much time to be a kid out here.

you rest for now.

don’t die.

kind of cut my arm. a little.

damn, it seems like yesterday.

but life has a way of pulling the rug out from under you just when you need it least.

i fought sleep as hard as i could.

you can’t stay here, you’ll die.

there was beauty then – beauty and love. then it all went to hell.

i’ll stay as long as it takes, as long as you need me.

just double-checking to make sure there isn’t anything wrong.

i know, i know. it’s all right now.

what time is it?

you’ll spend the night.

don’t worry – it’s all over now.

go away. leave me alone.

it seems like everything they call growing up has to jerk your guts out and just about wreck you and i’ve never been able to understand why that’s supposed to be good for you. 

it just sounded dumb to me.

which made what happened a lot harder to live with, i can tell you.

sometimes it would be nice if life just kept happening the way it’s happening, if things got to a good place and just stayed there, didn’t change.

they have to try or it was all for nothing, and nobody likes to do something all for nothing.

this place gives me the creeps.

it’s dumber than falling in love and freezing your ears until the lobes almost fall off.

i think it’s sad. that’s what i think.

always ask the second question. don’t just ask why, but why why? 

i figured you’d need a colorful picture to look at – cheer you up.

so nothing. never mind.

i just wanted to see you, i guess, talk to you.

we’re about the same age but you act a lot more grown up. 

there was no way to tell it was going to happen the way it happened, no way to stop it, really, even if i’d known it was coming.

i was thinking of a time and place that you couldn’t understand and should never have to understand.

[margotskarsgard]

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THE MORAL OF THE STORY IS, I WILL GUT YOU IF I NEED TO. I WILL CARVE MY WAY OUT WITH ONLY MY TEETH

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Miller  ⟾  @komtona

his  father  wasn’t  here ,     but  she  was .     and  even  if  he  was  itching  to  know  to  hear  about  his  dad ,     he  also  knew  there  wasn’t  really  a  point  to  it .     knows  the     shame     of  him  being  here .     the     son     of     a     guard .     but  it  would  be  good  to  see  him  again .     he’ll  chew  on  that  for  a  moment ,     before  attention  is  back  on  her .     because ,     she     is     here .     she  showed  up     &    he  could  try  and  spend  time  with  her  while  he  can ,     instead  of  thinking  about  his  dad .     more     than     enough     time     for     that     later .     ❛     see ,     that’s  a  upside  being  in  here .     no     finals .     ❜     tho ,     he’d  rather  flunk  those ,     than  being  in  here  any  given  time .     chin  lift  just  a  bit ,     amusement  wash  across  features .     ❛     really     ?    miss  me  as  your  sparring  partner  yet     ?     ❜

She  knew  it  hurt  him  more  than  he  let  on ,  that  his  father  was  out  there  &  he  was  in  here.  but  that  was  the  thing  about  nathan          &  his  father  as  well ,  really :  NEITHER  were  really  good  with  expressing  their  emotions  or  what  they  were  thinking ,  whether  you  could  see  it  on  their  faces  or  not.  but  for  his  sake  she  wouldn’t  PRESS  him  about  it.  instead  just  be  here  for  her  best  friend  however  she  could ,  &  do  whatever  he  needed.   ❛  yeah ,  yeah          rub  it  in.  ❜   amused  shake  of  the  head ,  swift  roll  of  the  eyes.  all  she  knew  was  is  that  she  was  excited  to  be  graduating  soon.   ❛  i  DO !  ❜   hands  would  hit  at  the  table  then ,  bright  smile  spreading  across  her  face  as  her  head  tilted.   ❛  you  have  no  idea  how  much  more  boring  training  is  without  you.  i  have  to  either  do  it  by  myself  now          or  with  alex.   &  he  sucks.  ❜

[alina-aleksanders]

[amneisla-blog]

Miller  ⟾  @komtona​ meme starter :  [ comfort ]        Her  first  instinct  was  to  push  him  away ,  to  tell  him  not  to  touch  her.  because  after  all  of  the  UNSPEAKABLE  things  she  had  done ,  starting  with  following  pike’s  orders  to  being  under  alie’s  hold          she  hardly  felt  like  she  deserved  comfort  from  a  friend.  ever  since  they  had  returned  from  polis ,  the  girl  had  done  nothing  but  shut  herself  away  in  the  training  room.  SEPARATING  herself  from  other’s  &  trying  to  deal  with  her  own  personal  pain  as  best  she  could :  through  endless  hours  of  training  &  exhaustion.  though  it  wasn’t  just  what  she  had  done  that  was  affecting  her ,  but  also  the  returned  memories  of  the  life  she  thought  was  once  lost.  she  hadn’t  told  ANYONE  yet. . .  not  a  single  soul.  but  now ,  as  her  hands  began  to  tighten  their  grip  on  the  fabric  of  his  shirt  on  his  back  &  tears  started  to  sting  at  her  eyes          she  knew  that  her  BEST  FRIEND  had  the  right  to  know  first.   ❛  i  remember ,  nate. . . ❜   her  words  choked  &  soft.   ❛  i  remember  everything.  ❜

[amneisla-blog]

just wanna give a quick shout out to my love @komtona and the endless support she gives always.  i love her so much !  wow !  

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Niylah  ⟾  @komtona Meme  starter :  [ guide ]  

      She  had  been  minding  her  own  business ,  keeping  her  head  down  &  staying  quiet  as  she  had  learned  to  do  during  their  time  in  the  bunker.  however  LONG  that  would  be ,  after  all           possibly  the  rest  of  their  lives.  body  stayed  close  to  the  wall ,  as  far  away  from  the  cage  as  she  could  be  whilst  the  other’s  around  her  watched  the  death  match  in  the  ring  unfold.  shouting  &  chanting  HURTING  her  ears  just  as  it  always  seemed  to.  but  before  she  knew  it          a  hand  was  at  her  back  &  she  was  being  led  elsewhere.  body  stiffens ,  short  breath  through  the  nose  though  her  gaze  kept  to  her  feet  as  they  walked.   ❛  what  is  this ?  where  are  we  going ??  ❜

[margotskarsgard]

[adelaidekanefans]

[adowgifs]

Satu wanted to see my power. She tried to rip me apart. All right. I think you’d be more comfortable in bed. Shall we?

[devotedecay]

❥      NON - SEXUAL   ACTS   OF   DOMINANCE . 

feel free to edit or elaborate as you please .   ( add  ‘ reverse ‘  to your message if you’d like to see how my muse would perform the action ) . otherwise , send in one of these for my muse’s reaction to   …

[ lit ]  your muse lighting a cigarette , spliff , etc. for mine . 

[ order ]  your muse ordering for mine at a restaurant or bar .

[ guide ]  your muse putting a hand on mine’s back to lead them .

[ pay ]  your muse paying for mine at a store , bar , restaurant , etc . ( you can specify where or for what . )

[ open ]  your muse opening a door for mine .

[ dry ]  your muse drying mine off with a towel after a shower , bath , swimming , etc . 

[ instruct ]  your muse giving mine instructions / telling them what to do . 

[ groom ]  your muse adjusting mine’s appearance , such as straightening a tie , fixing their hair , or buttoning their shirt for them , etc . 

[ direct ]  your muse taking mine by the chin and telling them to look yours in the eye .

[ disagree ]  your muse sternly telling mine  ‘ no ‘ .

[ rest ]  your muse resting their arm over mine’s shoulder / s .

[ clean ]  your muse cleaning a smudge of something off mine’s cheek , forehead , etc .   feel free to specify what and how . 

[ answer ]  your muse answering a question meant for mine . 

[ coat ]   your muse holds mine’s coat out for them while they put it on .

[ pilot ]  your muse taking mine by the arm , hand , shoulder , etc . to lead them . 

[ stare ]  your muse staring mine down . 

[ placement ]  your muse telling mine to sit down .

[ teach ]  your muse taking control of mine’s hand , arm , hips , etc . to make sure they do something correctly .  

[ patience ]  your muse telling mine to be patient .

[ tears ]  your muse wiping away mine’s tears .

[ swat ]  your muse swatting mine’s hand away from something they’re not supposed to touch .  

[ jewelry  ]  your muse clasping a piece of jewelry for mine , such as a necklace , or earrings . 

[ enough ]  your muse commanding mine to stop talking . 

[ retrieve ]  your muse requesting or ordering mine to retrieve them something .

[ invite ]  your muse inviting mine to sit on their lap .

[ lean ]  your muse inviting mine to lean into their side while they’re sitting or laying together . 

[ calm ]   your muse telling mine to  ‘ just breathe ‘ .

[ scold ]  your muse scolding mine for something .

[ comfort ]  your muse pulling mine into a reassuring hug .

[ approval ]  your muse complimenting mine on a choice they’ve made .

[ beckon ]  your muse beckoning mine to them without speaking . 

[ laces ]  your muse lacing , tying , or zipping something for mine , such as shoes , a dress , or a jacket , etc .

[ stay ]  your muse telling mine to stay in the car . 

[ defend ]  your muse defending mine’s reputation , dignity , or safety for them . 

[ feed ]  your muse feeding mine something , feel free to specify what .

[ volume ]  your muse demanding mine speak louder .

[ read ]  your muse reading something to mine .

[ refill ]  your muse refilling mine’s glass for them . 

[ possessive ]  your muse resting their hand on mine’s leg or the small of their back while they’re sitting beside each other . 

[amneisla-blog]

starter / plotting call. 

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starter / plotting call. 

[quotexcerpts]

All the bright, precious things fade so fast. And they don’t come back.

F. Scott Fitzgerald; The Great Gatsby (via quotexcerpts)

[delustive]

[anditslove]