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Pile 1 - The Father | Megara (she's a princess to me, ok?)
You went through a certain ammount of suffering in life, especially when it comes to romance or close relationships. Some backstabber stole the light from your eyes, but not for long. Your heart went back to life like a phoenix from the ashes, tho a little bit colder and bitter than it was before. You are stronger than most people, down to earth and intelligent. Your wishes come true once you no longer care about them, help tends to always come when it's no longer needed - but your bad luck will turn into abundance at one point and life will make the struggle up to you.
Pile 2 - The Witch | Tiana
Magical and unusual things happen to you your whole life. At one point you've learned how to go with the flow of life, to accept transformations and lessons the Universe has in store for you while not letting go of your dreams or your strenght. Everything works in your favour at the end of the day, even if it seems to be a tragic situation at first. You have strong allies both in spiritual and material realm. You're PROTECTED.
Pile 3 - The Adventurer | Rapunzel
You crave more freedom and simply to feel alive. You probably had insanely strict parents. You might invest lots of energy and effort into your looks. When you were younger you let some people exploit you (some of them were close to you, such as family or close friends), so at one point you had to learn assertiveness and rebuild your identity around something else than people pleasing. Your rebel phase was/is/will be spectacular.
Pile 4 - The Librarian | Belle
You dream about a house with huge underground library and dishes that wash themselves. You're not delusional about men, you see past the surface and performative behaviour can't fool you, yet you see good in people if it's there. Beauty and the brains. You seem to be down to earth but secretly you're a huge dreamer. You prioritise the people you love and stand up for those weaker than you who can't stand up for themselves.
Hi Pile 1! This feels like an old soul; I'm strongly getting mentor/tutor vibes. I see that this person will come into your life to bring you clarity. I feel like you're at a point where you feel a bit lost or in a kind of limbo, unsure whether to continue or change direction. I see that this person will come into your life to show you options for how well things can get for you. I feel like you'll see yourself reflected in this mentor.
This will be a breath of fresh air for you. You'll finally gain the confidence you need to continue on your path or to take a new one. Whatever decision you choose, I see that it will be the right one and the one that aligns with your happiness. I also see that this person will open the door for you to meet people very different from you, but who will offer you new and better perspectives on life and career. You'll see that other people can do what you so deeply desire, and this will motivate you to finally pursue what truly fulfills your soul. This will be a very revealing time for you, pile 1. I see that your dreams may become very vivid during this time, so pay attention to the signs you may receive from them.
✮ ⋆ ˚｡𖦹 ⋆｡°✩Pile 2:
Hi pile 2! I feel like this is my more spiritual people!!! I see that deities are trying to contact you, like A LOT. I feel like you've been in a mood of seeing these signs but not being sure if they're really deities or if you're just crazy lol, in that case let me tell you that you're not crazy pile 2. You've evolved spiritually, I feel like something changed in you during this last year and this has made you grow spiritually in many ways.
Don't be afraid to step into your more spiritually intense side, you're ready pile 2. It's a good time to start working with these deities and also with your spirit guides. The main deities I'm picking up are Apollo and Hera, so keep that in mind. I'm also seeing that music and especially art, drawings and paintings can be many signs for you during these times. It's time for you to truly discover yourself deeply, it's time to heal your inner child and make space for the new connections coming your way. This is the main reason for this spiritual encounter, to prepare you for future soul family connections <3, they are closer than you think.
✮ ⋆ ˚｡𖦹 ⋆｡°✩Pile 3:
Hi pile 3! This feels like a pile 3 reunion, I don't know, it feels like a divine reunion lol. This person is from your past but has changed SO MUCH, not only physically but also in personality. I feel like this is someone you had chemistry with in the past for a brief moment, but due to external circumstances. The universe brought you together again because it's finally the right time for both of you; you're both on the same wavelength and looking for the same things.
I don't know why, but I feel like this reunion will make you very happy pile 2, and yes, I feel like this could turn into something romantic. It's like it's finally THEIR time, this is so cuteeeeeeeeee stoppp. I'm so happy for you guys, this will definitely be a time of reconnection and love for both of you. You'll give yourselves the opportunity to explore each other, and who knows, things could go very well for you in the future. Truly look forward to this with open arms because I see that it's going to pleasantly surprise you. And enjoy being in love and happy, u guys are awesome <3
✮ ⋆ ˚｡𖦹 ⋆｡°✩ Thanks for reading and let me know if it resonated ✮ ⋆ ˚｡𖦹 ⋆｡°✩
Hi pile 1! Well pile 1... i feel like you have been really close off love lately, like for REAL. Maybe you are just tired of waiting or tired of relationships in general. But this energy it is honestly just pulling the love out of your life. And hear me out, i get it, it is tiring but i feel you are not giving yourself the chance to actually get to know someone new. You seem like you do not even give them a chance 😭😭😭.
What i want you to know its that there is someone for you out there, you just need to give yourself the chance to actually get to know those who are trying to get your attention. There is something about being judge by others, and that is a valid fear but others feel this same way about you too. They are also scared of getting judge by you, so cut them some slack my love. Someone might really surprise you for a good reason.
I also feel like this is a great time to let go, even if you are scared of the outcome. Just let yourself be, everything will be okay my love!!!! Stop rushing everything around you and you will see how easier your life gets!
⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹Pile 2:
Hi pile 2! First of all, if you are someone who is currently dating or has someone in mind, i do not think this person it is the right one for you. What im seeing it is that this individual is STRESSING you OUT, and that is not it babe. Someone who loves you, and most of all, a potential love interest should not be giving you this many problems queen/king.
This person has a lot of ego fr, what they do not see its that YOU are doing them a favor lol. You could find someone SOO much better pile 2, please get ou of there 😭😭. I also feel like this connection is blocking you from meeting your actual important someone, this feels like it is someone who is right in front of your eyes but you have noy had the chance to talk or really see them in a romantic light because of this stressful situationship that is going on. Im mainly getting that you have being thinking about leaving this connection or just to stop fucusing on them, and this is the right choice. I do not like their energy AT ALL. Please get out!!!
I also feel this a great time to remember who you are, what you deserve and how good you know you are. Stop giving dickheads the time of the day pls. Love u!
⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹Pile 3:
Hi pile 3! I see someone coming into your life! I feel like this person it is closer than you might think, and all will happen in a really unexpected way. What the universe it is asking from you its to get out of your comfort zone. You have being comfortable for a while now, this is a great time to try something new. Go to the party you dont feel like going, take an unexpected trip to somewhere, go out by yourself, etc.
Once you put yourself out there you will see how fast your love one will come into your life. I also feel called to tell all of you to start posting on social media lol. I feel like you have being really desconected from yourself lately, so its time to get back at it. Go out, post pics, have fun, even if you dont feel like it. Please do not let the lazyness win babe 😭😭 you will meet your person once you start living more, so GO! lol.
I also feel like this person will 100% be your type, like you will be so surprise once you see them. You might have manifest them, so stay tune and get out of your cave.
⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹Thanks for reading and let me know if it resonated⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹
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Pile 1 🐬
Hey, my lovely! So, starting this reading I pulled a card with the word 'purification' on it, and then was triggered by something and started doing some OCD compulsions. I'm taking this as a sign for you guys that you might be struggling with your mental health this month. You could possibly lose something/someone this month, there's a sense of sadness and grief. This could be a loved one, an old way of life, or could be disappointed that something didn't work out for you, like not getting the job you wanted, not getting accepted into the university that you wanted. Take what resonates.
However, I do have good news! This situation is very much a 'rejection is protection' scenario. You won't be getting what you want, but you'll be getting what you need. There's healing, hope, and a new beginning starting for you. You'll be getting help when you feel it's furthest from you. This could be some money, a new job, a new home - but it's mostly monetary in some way. You'll be starting to work on something that you'll be in the long haul for, but it'll be solid work that will last your lifetime (i.e. a home, a career, a relationship).
The start of this month and the end of this month will look very different, so remember this when you're struggling. These hard times won't last! Everything will work out and you'll be okay. Please remember this and be extra kind to yourself this month. Take care and much love 🩵🌟
Take care - enemies are working against you.
Muddled, unclear thinking.
Family matters.
A distant friend is thinking of you.
Great passion.
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Pile 2 🏄♀️
Hi, my lovely! It seems like you're achieving something big this month! Something you've been working so hard on or trying so hard to achieve is finally happening for you. You're reaping what you've sown this month for sure. Seems at the beginning of the month you'll be taking some time to reflect on something. There's some news that you're hoping to receive but I wanna let you know that it's gonna be delayed for a little while. I think you'll still find out this month, but it'll be a couple/few weeks into the month. There's some hidden delay about something you're expecting. This could be an acceptance letter, an job interview, a package, travel plans, etc. Another thing this could be is someone who is an air sign (Aquarius, Libra, Gemini) aren't being very nice about you behind your back. They could be spreading rumours to others about you, being flaky, being untrustworthy, or just blurting your own secrets to everyone. If you're working on a project that requires writing and/or communication, you might need to dedicate more time to you than you initially thought you would as you might be missing some details, so just make sure you proofread and double check things.
You seem a bit busy this month, but a good busy. It's possible you're starting a second job, starting a new side hustle, or just getting a second stream of income in some way. You'll be working hard but you'll be able to enjoy your hard work too. You might be a bit anxious and worried that you doing have enough money. Advice is to just make sure you're budgeting, check your expenses to see what's actually going in and out of your account. Overall, as long as you're smart, you should be okay, and with this new stream of income coming in, you'll be sorted out I should imagine. Good luck 💗🌸
Someone working against you behind your back.
Control your anger or you will be sorry.
Muddled, unclear thinking.
You will be shown the way.
Good advice from a wise person.
Solid foundation. Success with effort.
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Pile 3 🌺
Hi, my lovely! You might be really desperate for a break and I see you getting this break very soon at the beginning of this month. You really need some alone time. You might even be taking a solo holiday and travelling, or you could be staying at home and doing your hobbies. Self-care is a big priority for you this month, you're being asked for self-care to be your main focus this month. Try to do a small self-care thing for yourself every day. For example, making sure you take yourself to bed early that night if you're especially tired, doing a face mask and having a bubble bath, doing one of your hobbies that you've been wanting to do but felt like you had to put it off, getting yourself a little treat, having your favourite meal for dinner. Your choice.
It's very possible you might be entering in a new romantic relationship this month! You have both the Queen and King of Wands (fire signs, Sagittarius, Leo, Aries placements), The Lovers, and The Empress. This is a bit of an insane pull, you actually really couldn't get much better than this. This is a super hot and super loving relationship, for real. You're both equal partners and both on the same wavelength - very like-minded. There's so much affection here. A very nurturing relationship. You both could go out for dates a lot, even if you're not really the type to do that. It's a very fun, carefree, and exciting time together. Fireworks but not fleeting. It's a thrill but you both can be chill with each other too. Fun and domestic all in one. A really beautiful balance! You'll have to let me know how you get on with this. Much love 🩵🌟
Someone going out of your life or the end of a situation.
You need to defend yourself (I feel this is more about the self-care).
Announcement.
Use your intuition to make beneficial changes.
Spiritual love.
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PICK A CARD: read this to realise how much of a baddie you are
Hello and welcome to this new post! This time I’m giving you a reading on who you are as a person and what parts you need to pay more respect to, because its BADDIE material. I hope you enjoy!
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Pile 1
Girl. I genuinely need you to read this and stop for one second because this is actually ridiculous at this point. You are attractive. Like, extremely attractive. And I know you do not fully believe that because every attractive person somehow thinks attractiveness means looking perfect all the time or being desired by every person alive. That is not what being hot is. Being hot is something people notice when you walk into rooms and then think about afterwards. It is the thing where someone sees you and then randomly remembers your face days later. You have that. I am being serious when I say I think a lot of you underestimate yourselves because you look at yourself everyday. You see every flaw, every angle, every weird facial expression, every insecurity. But other people do not. Other people just see you. The whole thing. The way you move your hands, your voice, your eyes, your style, the way you laugh too hard at something stupid. All those things combined. And you definitely do not realise how attractive all of those things become together. You are also forgetting something important. There are people who are pretty, and then there are people who have presence. Presence is worse because it stays in peoples heads. Presence is the type where someone says ‘I cannot explain it but there is just something about her.’ That is the dangerous kind and I think many of you are that type. You think because you are insecure that automatically means you are average looking. It does not. Some of the most attractive girls alive genuinely think they are ordinary because they got used to themselves. You got desensitised to your own face. That is all. And this sounds dramatic but I mean it. Some of you walk around everyday not understanding you are someones exact type. Not just slightly attractive to them. Their exact type. The type they would look for in other people after meeting you. Which is insane if you think about it. You also need to stop thinking attractiveness is only physical because frankly that is not true at all. There are people who become hotter the more they talk. There are people who become hotter because they care deeply. Because they are funny. Because they are strange in a specific way. You definitely have things about you people notice instantly even if nobody says it. I think some of you need to realise confidence was never meant to come after becoming attractive. Confidence comes when you accept you already are.
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Pile 2
You need to realise something because it is getting slightly ridiculous at this point and people around you have definitely noticed it before you did. You are so unbelievably hard on yourself because you are terrified of coming across as arrogant, full of yourself, or like one of those people who think they know everything. And because of that you have almost created this habit where every time you do something impressive you immediately downplay it after. Every achievement gets an excuse attached to it. Every compliment gets rejected. Every time you do well you think ‘well anyone could’ve done that’ when frankly no, not everyone could. You are very intelligent. Like genuinely. And I do not mean intelligent in a way where you know random facts or can recite information because a lot of people can do that. I mean intelligent in a way where your brain works quicker than people around you and you have noticed this since being younger. You pick things up immediately. Someone explains something once and while other people need repetition, examples, extra studying etc. you already understood halfway through. And you almost feel guilty over it. There is this energy of you watching other people struggle with things you find easy and because you are empathetic you make yourself smaller over it. You do not wish to be the person who says ‘oh I did not study and still got a high grade’ because you know someone next to you studied for weeks. So instead you almost pretend things are harder for you than they actually are. Not always intentionally either. You have convinced yourself you are average because average feels safer. But you are not average in intelligence and I think you know that already. The thing is as well, you compare yourself to impossible standards. Because when you are naturally good at things you stop valuing your own achievements. Getting a good result does not excite you because in your mind you think ‘well I should’ve done that.’ Understanding something quickly does not impress you because you expect it from yourself. But if someone else did exactly what you did you would think they were incredibly smart. There is definitely an energy here of school, studies, exams, qualifications etc. and you have outperformed people before while putting in way less effort than them. Which sounds mean to say but it is true. There are people who revised every evening, made schedules, stressed themselves sick and still got lower than you. And instead of accepting maybe you are just clever, you thought maybe they were lazy or maybe the exam was easy or maybe you got lucky. You did not get lucky every single time, because at some point luck stops being luck. You are one of those people who notices patterns quickly too. You understand people quickly. You know what someone means before they finish speaking sometimes and it slightly frustrates you when others do not catch on as fast. Not because you think you are better than them but because your brain already moved onto the next thing and you are waiting. I also think because you are intelligent you have this weird thing where you think everyone else secretly knows more than you. You walk into rooms assuming someone will expose you as not being smart enough. Imposter syndrome honestly. But then time passes and again you become the person people ask for help, ask for answers, ask for explanations. And it keeps happening.
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Pile 3
You need to realise something about yourself because I think you genuinely do not understand how rare you are in this aspect. You want success, and not in the way many people say they do where they think ‘oh I would like a nice house’ or ‘I would like more money’. You have this desperate need in you to become something. To become someone, to prove to yourself and others that you can do it. And while that sounds a bit sad almost, or intense, it is definitely not a bad thing. Because do you know how many people wish for things but do not have the actual fire in them to get up and go for it? A lot. Most people actually. A lot of people settle, alot of people decide life is hard and because of that they should not try. But you are not someone who settles mentally. Even if physically right now you feel stuck, even if right now your life is not where you wish it to be at all, mentally you are constantly thinking. Constantly planning. Constantly imagining a different version of your future. That matters, it matters so much more than you realise. It is the fuel to your future success, the thing that will make you get where you want to go. You think your ambition is a burden sometimes. You think wanting more makes you greedy or unrealistic. But I genuinely think your ability to not be content with less is one of the biggest indicators that you will actually make something of yourself. Because you do not want average. You do not want to just survive, you want ease, you want money without panic, you want to buy things and not think twice. You want to travel, you want freedom, you want to wake up and not dread your bank account. And I think for a long time you have almost been embarrassed by wanting that, but you should not be. Money would not make you evil, and success would not make you selfish. If anything, you seem like someone who wishes to have enough because you are tired of instability, tired of worrying, tired of thinking ‘what if’. And you’re allowed all of that. Allowed not to feel that way. You are meant to have more than this. And I know some people reading this immediately go ‘well if I was meant for more why am I not there yet?’ because you think destiny means instant success, and it does not.
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PICK A CARD: why you should love yourself (down-to-earth)
Hello and welcome to this new post! This time I am giving you a reading on how you should love yourself. I hope you can do something with this, find it interesting and potentially even useful.
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Pile 1
There is something very simple but also very hard in this pile and it is the fact that you are the only person you will definitely have to deal with for the rest of your life. Like there is no escaping that, there is no moment where you can just step away from yourself and be like okay I will come back later when I feel better about this. You are always there, in every situation, every thought, every feeling. And I feel like you do not always realise how important that actually is. Because you spend so much time thinking about other people, how they see you, how they treat you, what they think of you. But those people, they come and go. Some stay longer, some shorter, but they are never guaranteed. You are. You will definitely stay. And it almost feels like you treat yourself as if you are temporary, as if you are someone that does not need that much care or love because maybe someone else will give it to you. But that is not how it works. Because even if someone else loves you, even if someone else cares for you deeply, if you do not love yourself it will never fully reach you in the way that it should. It will always feel like something is missing, like something is off, and you will not understand why. It is because you are not giving yourself the same thing you are expecting from others. If you really think about it, if you do not love yourself you are basically putting yourself in a relationship with someone you do not even like that much. And that someone is you. And you cannot leave. You cannot break up, you cannot take space, you cannot just ignore it forever because it will always come back. Every single day. And that is honestly just very miserable. It is like being stuck in something that drains you constantly without a way out. And you do not deserve that, definitely not. You deserve to feel comfortable with yourself, you deserve to feel safe within your own mind, your own body. And I feel like you sometimes forget that that is even an option for you. Like you think maybe this is just how it is supposed to be, like you are just supposed to be hard on yourself, criticise yourself, never fully be satisfied. But that is not true at all. That is something you learned, not something that is meant for you.
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Pile 2
You have a lot of potential in you, way more than you allow yourself to actually see or acknowledge most of the time. It is not just in one area either, it is in many different parts of your life, things you have not even fully discovered yet or given yourself the chance to explore. There is this sense that you could definitely become something great, or do something great, but you keep holding yourself back in small ways that over time become very big ways. It is not always obvious, sometimes it looks like you just being realistic, or you trying to not get your hopes up too much, but in reality it is you limiting yourself before anything has even had the chance to begin. Your dreams are not unrealistic in the way you think they are. They might be big, or they might require a lot from you, but that does not make them impossible. You definitely underestimate what you are capable of, and at the same time you overestimate how much you need to already be perfect or ready before starting anything. For someone to actually flourish and grow into their full potential they need to be treated well. That is just how it works. If someone is constantly put down, ignored, or not taken care of properly it will not grow the way it is supposed to. You are very quick to dismiss your own ideas, your own talents, your own progress. You do not give yourself enough credit, and you definitely do not give yourself the same kindness you would give to other people. There is also this thing where you wait for other people to validate you first before you allow yourself to feel proud or worthy. But that kind of validation is not always going to come, and even if it does it will never feel like its enough if you do not already believe it a little bit yourself. So you stay stuck in this cycle where you are waiting and waiting, while also not giving yourself what you are waiting for. If you think about it, you would never treat someone you care about the way you treat yourself sometimes. You would definitely encourage them, you would tell them to go for their dreams, you would remind them of their strengths. But when it comes to you, you hesitate, you doubt, you pull back. And that is exactly why you should love yourself more. Not in a forced way, but in a way where you start treating yourself like someone who actually matters, someone who actually deserves to grow and succeed. Because you do. And the more you start to treat yourself like that, the more space you create for that potential to actually come out and exist in the real world, not just in your head.
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Pile 3
You should love yourself because you are amazing, and I do not think you fully understand that. You say it to yourself sometimes, or you hear it from other people and you kind of just brush past it as if it is something small, something normal, something that applies to everyone equally. But it definitely does not apply in the same way, not like this. There is something about you that is incredibly intricate, and it is not something that can just be easily explained or copied by someone else. You are layered in a way that makes you interesting without even trying, and even if you sometimes feel boring or like you are not doing enough, that is really just your perception and not reality. You think in ways that other people do not, and even when you think you are being simple or just going with the flow, there is still a depth there that people notice. It might not always be pointed out to you, and it might not always be appreciated in the moment, but it is there regardless. The way you connect ideas, the way you understand things, it is definitely something that is unique to you. And even if someone else is intelligent as well, or creative as well, it will never be in the same way that you are. That is something you really need to understand, because you keep comparing yourself as if traits are just shared in identical ways when they are not. You are creative, but not in just one specific sense. It is not just about art, or writing, or anything like that. It is in the way you approach situations, the way you solve problems, the way you make something out of nothing when you really have to. Even in your hobbies, there is something about them that becomes more interesting because you are the one doing them. You might think your hobbies are random, or not that special, or maybe even a bit silly sometimes, but the truth is that they reflect parts of you that are worth loving. They show how your mind works, what you enjoy, what you are drawn to, and that in itself is something incredibly valuable. And you are intelligent, even if you do not always feel like it. Intelligence for you is not just about knowing facts or being good at something academically, it is more about how you perceive things. You notice details, you pick up on things that other people miss, and even if you do not always act on it, you definitely see more than you allow yourself to admit.
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PAC | The dark truth about you nobody says out loud
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PILE 1 -> 3
Pile 1:
Cards pulled: The World rx, Death rx, 4 of Swords, Ace of Wands, The Tower rx, 9 of Cups, Strength
Confirmation this is for you: You already know deep down that something in your life is changing, even if part of you is resisting it. There is instability around a relationship, situation or old version of yourself that can no longer be ignored. Spirit is confirming that your intuition is right, and you are being called to protect your peace, stand your ground and stop forcing stability where it no longer exists.
People secretly see you as someone who is unfinished in the most intimidating way possible, like there is still so much more to you that they cannot fully access or understand. There is an energy around you that feels emotionally restrained yet dangerously powerful at the same time. You naturally carry a magnetic spark that makes people hyper aware of your presence, even when you are silent.
What nobody says out loud is that your calmness unsettles people more than loudness ever could. You come across as someone who can completely transform their life at any moment and that unpredictability makes others nervous. Someone here especially triggers people who are trying to avoid change, accountability or emotional destruction in their own lives.
The channeled message coming through is that you are far more desired, admired and emotionally craved than you realise. There is also a strong indication of inner resilience here, people may underestimate how strong your mind actually is until they see you survive things that would break others.
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Pile 2:
Cards pulled: 10 of Pentacles rx, Page of Wands rx, Knight of Pentacles, 9 of Pentacles, The Hermit, 7 of Cups, King of Cups rx
Confirmation this is for you: You may currently be emotionally guarded, frustrated or struggling to communicate how you truly feel. There is delayed movement around something you expected to progress faster, but spirit is asking for patience instead of forcing outcomes. This is your confirmation if you have been waiting, overthinking or silently questioning whether your efforts will eventually pay off.
People secretly see you as someone who does not fully depend on anyone emotionally, financially or mentally, and that independence quietly intimidates others more than you realise. There is an energy around you that feels selective, self contained and difficult to influence. Even when you are unsure of yourself internally, people still perceive you as someone who naturally carries standards, discipline and quiet confidence.
What nobody says out loud is that your consistency makes people reflect on their own lack of direction. You may not even realise how many people compare their lives, success or emotional maturity to yours in silence. Someone here especially triggers individuals who isolate themselves emotionally or secretly feel disconnected from others.
The channeled message coming through is that not everyone around you is emotionally clear or honest. There are people projecting fantasies, assumptions or confusion onto you because they cannot fully figure you out. At the same time, there is an emotionally immature or emotionally overwhelmed energy surrounding this pile that spirit wants you to be cautious of.
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Pile 3:
Cards pulled: 8 of Swords, The Hanged Man rx, 7 of Wands rx, 5 of Cups rx, 7 of Cups, Queen of Pentacles rx, 4 of Wands
Confirmation this reading is for you: You may currently feel mentally overwhelmed, confused or unable to fully express what has been weighing on your mind. There could be unspoken truths, miscommunication or a situation where you are struggling to see things clearly despite constantly thinking about it. This is your confirmation if your mind has been restless lately and you have been searching for clarity, answers or emotional honesty.
People secretly see you as someone who has gone through intense mental or emotional battles yet still manages to carry yourself with surprising softness and resilience. There is an energy around you that feels emotionally aware, observant and difficult to manipulate. Others may assume you overthink a lot, but they also sense that you notice things most people miss.
What intimidates people is your refusal to stay stuck forever. Even after disappointment, heartbreak or confusion, you somehow continue moving forward and rebuilding yourself quietly. What nobody says out loud is that some people find it difficult to argue with you or overpower your perspective because you naturally make others confront truths they try to avoid.
Someone especially triggered by you may be projecting fantasies, assumptions or unrealistic expectations onto your life because they cannot fully understand how you remain emotionally composed after everything you have experienced. The channeled message here is to be careful of emotionally draining or overly controlling energies around you, especially people who become insecure when they cannot control your attention, growth or peace.
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⊂⊃﹑18+ PICK A CARD : your sex appeal; fantasies people have about you
mdni; strong mentions of sexual content.
little bit of a different format since i don't have the time to do my usual one. this is my first nsfw pac as well as the first pac of the year since i've been crazy busy with academics. hopefully, i'll be able to be more active soon.
pile 1 ₊⊹
If this topic is triggering for you, please feel free to skip it. This reading will still be here when you're ready to read it.
Quite a few of you have a very difficult relationship with your sexuality. In fact, the phrase "stilted seduction" came to mind. You could have been conditioned to believe that any self-expression even remotely sensual, not even sexual, is almost equivalent to "asking for it."
Most of you have a difficult time imagining you have a sex appeal at all and could have chosen this PAC to get validation that it is not the case. However, I honestly don't feel comfortable diving into the sex appeal of this pile because there's so much resistance and discomfort, that I sense you just want to force through instead of doing the work to deconstruct the shame you feel around sex. If you identify as a woman, you could not feel like a "whole" woman or a "real" woman because you can't access being sensual or seductive. You feel that you don't have the charm your peers easily wield nor can you get the person you have your eyes set on as easily as the others.
There's also a lot of anger and resentment underneath it all due to being unable to express yourself this way. Anger at the people who've instilled this shame in you, anger towards the people who have it easier than you and get what you want, anger and disgust towards yourself even.
Once again, if you identify as a woman, you might have had a phase where you thought it's easier to be thought of as "one of the boys" rather than a genuine romantic interest. And you really leaned into this, because it was the only way of getting attention from the people you liked. Some of you might have had a pick-me phase too. Growing up "ugly" or attracting unwanted attraction could be something you faced that also added to this stunted relationship with desirability.
I know that the PAC is meant to get into your sex appeal, but there is far too much fear and anxiety surrounding this topic and I do not feel comfortable forcing it. I've already tried to work on this pile for weeks but it just isn't happening so I'm going to take that a sign. Even a scenario I channeled was quite sad and from your end, rather than what others think about you. Some of you feel that even if you do get chosen, you're only the consolation prize and your person will always imagine someone else in your stead.
Pile 1s, what you need is a whole lot of healing and kindness towards yourself as well as others. I'm sensing some of you could have been quite nasty or passive aggressive to those close to you during rough patches due to envy or jealousy. You've judged others for being "overly promiscuous", for freely enjoying even pieces of media that depict sensuality/sexuality, but now that you've somewhat found in in yourself to explore it yourself, you fear others will do the same and get defensive in advance.
We all have moments we are not proud of but it is important to forgive and move ahead.
The messages for this pile are quite blunt and I don't feel called to sugarcoat it. Normally, I'd provide suggestions on how to go forward from here but Spirit merely wants attention to be brought to these patterns so that you are aware of it. And to do the work required to overcome this. Some of you have a habit of spiraling into shame & resentment, followed by quick fix of some kind to make yourself feel better. There's a whole lot of denial going on within that needs to be looked into.
Even though this wasn't what I intended for this pile, I still hope it provided some helpful insight for you all.
channeled messages : "it is easier to be competent than sexy."
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pile 2 ₊⊹
It’s giving Higuruma from JJK. Would not be surprised if y'all had dark circles that added to your appeal. Something about your tired expression, or the somber tone could get people going. Sex could be a huge part of your wind-down or stress release routine.
Also, the way you guys refrain from giving in way too easily. Not necessarily playing hard to get, but you don’t mind waiting. It’s like an unaffected mountain of patience and calm while the other person is deep into their desire. Even if you verbally affirm something (like yeah I'll come over to your place at 7) the other person could read it as simply another appointment to you because you don’t react to specially to it. You’re constantly busy and some of you could have pain in your shoulders or back.
I just heard “I could fix that.” The people you attract with your appeal are very eager to please or want to be of use to you in bed. They seek acknowledgement or praise or some evidence to see that they affect you too.
I feel like you come off as apathetic to most people. Because of this, whenever someone sees you passionate about something, whether it's for work or a hobby, they find that incredibly alluring and dare I say, even sexy.
I feel like if someone communicates this to you, you’d be a little amused and tease them. If you aren’t confident in your sexuality now, then perhaps this is later on in your journey, or just your admirer’s obsession (less likely), but I imagine you teasing them like “aw, my good girl/boy doesn’t see how affected I am by them, hm?” while touching them and getting them worked up. I feel like you’d tease them mercilessly through actions or words, before letting them take control as a way of apologizing. You’d whisper into their ear about what they do to you, about your arousal and take pleasure in their reactions.
Your sex appeal is coming through as chill, laid-back and confident. Primarily, you use it as a stress-relief or at least that’s what your partners perceive it to be. Some of your lovers do end up feeling a bit neglected/ not getting as much care or attention as they need, so pay attention to that and try to open up a dialogue.
You could blurt out sexual stuff quite bluntly (with tact ofc) that gets others flustered and you enjoy that reaction. You prefer it aa your method of flirting because it takes less energy and still has quite an effect them.
They’re very eager to please you. I feel like most of you have arrangements for sex rather than a committed relationship.
Idk if you set the boundaries properly, but communication doesn’t really seem to be going on unless it’s for a booty call. But it’s a 180 during sex, you’re more attentive and all that attention is finally present now. It’s very flattering for other person and they once again want to please you. I feel like you could get head often or people definitely fantasize about giving you head often.
Going to be honest pile 2, you should communicate with your booty call cause they ain't getting all that from their sex life with you when it comes to the emotional part. Maybe the aftercare isn't quite meeting all their needs or something else. It’s on them to communicate too but I feel like they place you on a pedestal and are a bit intimidated. It is the same if you're in a relationship. They don’t want to seem too difficult “otherwise you’ll stop calling” is what I heard.
Your strengths lie in prolonging the softer moments, long make-out sessions with you where there’s loads of sensual kissing, setting up the atmosphere, edging, etc. A wilder side is unleashed that your admirers are enchanted to see and want to be the only one who gets to see such a side of you.
channeled messages: "i wanna ride," cross-fading
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pile 3 ₊⊹
It's giving forest-recluse-faerie who’s happy with their animals, doesn’t go out into town much and is a bit skeptical of people approaching their, especially with romantic intentions. But a hunter who catches sight of her is bewitched by them.
There’s something very pure about you and I don’t mean it in a virginal sense. Pure of heart. You could be very kind to animals and have lots of compassion for beings or causes that people normally overlook, but when it comes to humans you could view them with a natural distrust and keeping your distance. This fascinates people. Especially someone who’s seen you be so kind to strays for example is a bit confused when you’re standoffish and cold when they approach you.
It’s not as if you’re completely closed off. You have a rich inner world that you have painstakingly cultivated (and brought back to life is what I’m hearing) People in the past have trampled on your heart so now you’re very careful about who you bring into your inner sanctuary. There’s this one specific memory where you show someone something really precious to you and then they sort of dismiss it like “That’s it? That’s what you wanted me here for?” For some of you, they could have also tried to get into your pants right after that which made you really jaded. For the ones you do care about, you share freely with them and others wonder why they can’t get that with you. You might find that people are even more insistent on getting with you ever since you imposed stricter boundaries as they view it as a challenge.
But even when they can’t get past the wall, they can still see the sharp wit and intellect. It’s something most of them struggle to keep up which is why these sort of people don’t usually impress you.
Which leads me to the sexual fantasies— they want you to touch them with wonder. They want you to direct that gaze of curiosity and awe when it comes to them. They want to "train" you. Hear you. They want you to trail your hands all over their body. They dream of you approaching them and then seducing them, like some sort of fairy nymph that just sits don on their lap one day, teasing and playing until they finally can’t bear it anymore. They're very in awe of your body. Most of the fantasies are just unabashed checking out and exploration your body, being able to touch you and to gaze at you when you’re at your most intimate. Some of them want to watch you masturbate. They want to look at that blissed out look on your face so that they can have something for their spank bank.
channeled messages : "There you are again," hide and seek, roleplay, CNC, impact play, voyeurism, peeping tom roleplay/fantasies.
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i had originally planned to do written scenarios for each pile but i was practically writing smut so i scrapped it. i'll save that for future readings.
like i said, this is my first nsfw reading so i'd love to hear yall's thoughts on it!! pls do comment and reblog if you enjoyed it xx
How will your future spouse show you that you are theirs?
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Pile 1 - The Fortunate
They will show that you're theirs by spoiling you. You will never find yourself lacking anything by their side, and the engagement ring you'll be given will be sure to blind any possible suitor with it's shine before they even open their mouth to pursue you. They want to treat you so well that it will simply be illogical for you to go anywhere else. Some of them might want to keep you by either being a provider or running a bussiness with you.
Pile 2 - The Chaste
They will prove that you belong with them by putting a ring on it as soon as it will be socially acceptable and you'll allow them. It's not in a creepy way, they aren't trying to trap you. They just know what they want and you're 10/10 in their eyes. They could never imagine being married to anybody else. They are very protective of you, the type to say that they trust you but they know just how the other men/women think so it's best to stay careful. Still, they don't have it in them to be controlling so don't worry.
Pile 3 - The Saint
They will make you theirs by becoming everything you need (in a useful way, not a creepy one). They will learn anything for you, help you with every matter that brings you any trouble, fix every broken thing and take care of stressful matters. Since you're theirs, they have a huge need to take a good care of you and support you just the way you want them too and then some more just in case. They will become the most reliable person and therefore the only logical choice of a partner.
Pile 4 - The Levitator, The Dancer
They don't feel the need to prove that you are theirs to you or nobody else. They trust you fully as they know, that you'll never hurt them or risk the bond you've built together. They feel very secure in this marriage and will do anything in their might for you to feel just as safe and trustful. I however see that if heavily provoked (for example by someone flirting with you and making you uncomfortable) they will be quick to act. Not to make you even more uncomfy but to protect you.
How will you and your future spouse mirror each other?
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Pile 1 - The Balancer
You will never have to argue about lifestyle, the way you do your household chores or spending money. You have very similar habits and as soon as you start living together you'll seamlessly merge your routines. You might come from similar backgrounds, either culturally or economically. Your relationship will work perfectly on a daily basis in a completely effortless way. Your household will be very peaceful.
Pile 2 - The Contemplator
You will understand each other on a soul level. Indeed, for many of you you'll actually marry your true soulmate. You might have a feeling like you've known each other in past lives, and for some of you it's actually on point. Your views on spirituality might be very similar, or when it comes to life philosophy. Even if you don't look perfectly matched to the other people, your souls are very much aligned, which results in an extremely harmonious and fulfilling relationship.
Pile 3 - The Media, The Conductor
Your marriage will look like a perfect match on the outside - you show up to every party in clothes that complement each other ( such as the same color of dress and necktie), you do lots of fun things together and support each other strongly with equal effort. However, it won't be given to you out of nowhere. This harmony will be the result of choosing each other every day and both of you deciding to show up for the other person. It will be worth the effort.
Pile 4 - The Giver
You will mirror each other in the way you take care of each other. Nobody will feel either exploited or neglected in this relationship. Both of you will understand that you're building your future together, and it takes a shared effort. There will be no resentment or unappreciated labour. Perfect amount of support and dotting for the both of you to feel like you won't find such giving and caring anywhere else. All needs and wants fulfilled.
Reader’s note : This reading is for specific group of people, who have physical scars, or marks from their trauma. I decided to do a reading on how your scars are perceived by people, because some of you maybe curious and I want to satiate that curiosity just a little. By no means am I promoting cutting, or other self harm behaviour, this is just a reading on people’s perception, that’s all. Do not engage if you are sensitive to these topics.
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How to choose your pile : Take a deep breath, close your eyes and allow your thoughts to clear, and then pick an image or number, which draws you in the most, choose that pile. If you are not drawn to a pile, that’s okay, you may scroll past this reading, maybe there’s a message for you somewhere else.
Pile one : welcome to your reading, pile one. You are seen as someone who has conquered over your fears, trauma, and your shadows. People see that you have come out of the situations victorious. And they admire that, almost like “this person got out of something tough, it’s admirable. ” type of way. People see you as loyal, grounded, and a go- getter. They see that you are someone who is wealthy, not in terms of money, but in the way you move through life. There are some people who feel emotionally off, you trigger people’s suppressed emotions, and everything they keep buried, when they see your scars, it is as if seeing them reminds them of their own struggles. They see that you are not fulfilled, or something is missing from your life, it could be family, happiness, fulfillment. There’s definitely energy of self - love here, for some of you. Some may even want to approach you with a cup of love, just because they see how courageous you are. People also know that you have been hurt, but you couldn’t hide your pain. They see that you may have had a time when you didn’t have much financial stability, or that you didn’t feel good within yourself. There are people who see you as someone who didn’t believe in themselves, someone who was not intuitive. (Past tense because that is what came up for you). Overall, there’s admiration, but they may also project their perspective on you, pile one.
Thank you for sharing your energy with me, pile two. Bless your life, take care of yourself, make sure you are being your best self, even if you’re not at your best, you are still progressing, and that matters. Paid readings are open, please reach out to me via my email id — “[email protected]” Thankyou for sharing your energy with me, pile one. I’ll see you in the next one.
Pile two : welcome to your reading, pile two. Let’s start with how people see you, my loves. They see you as someone who has had faced a lot of situations that kept you awake, overthinking things, having nightmares, suffering through pain, but then they also see that you have or already walked away from a situation that was stealing your peace. They think that you didn’t have a stable foundation, or people around you were not sensitive enough to notice what was happening to you, they know that you have not had a stable familial connections, maybe your friends or closest people failed to see you truly. They see that you have moved forward in life, you are not addicted to bad habits, you don’t cut or you have stopped indulging in things that you know will cause you pain, they notice that your pain does not control your actions anymore. The hold of the chains around you has loosened. You don’t let your pain take over you. Also, some people feel like your scars are judging them, meaning your presence makes them feel called out. Your scars are wakeup call for them, it could either be to stop harming themselves, or look at you, and take inspiration from you that you have gone through shit, but still stand today with strength. They feel that your scars hold a lot of strength, almost like a testimony. Maybe they look intimidating (to them) and it makes them reflect and think about their life, your life, and many questions swirl in their head. They also notice that you are now free from the things that once made you weak. Then, they see that you are passionate about everything, you are creative person, someone who does not stop shining because light stopped shining on them, they see that you have zest/ thirsty for life. They feel that you are someone who holds a positive look on life even after everything that happened to you. Their thoughts are so quick, when they look at your scars pile two. There’s a sense of seeing you not ruminating over what was lost. They know and feel that you don’t look at your past anymore, over what was lost, over how hard you worked on something or could be your life. They feel that unlike them — you build things now, instead of worrying about outcomes and obsessing over things you can’t control. There is respect over you, but it’s silent. They won’t tell you, but they feel it.
Thankyou for sharing your energy with me, pile two. Take care of yourself, disappoint people, if they are toxic, and happy life to all of you. Paid readings are open, please reach out to me via my email id — “[email protected]” Thankyou for sharing your energy with me, pile two. I’ll see you in the next one.
Pile three : welcome to your reading, my loves. The way people perceive you and your scars is funny. People think that you are withdrawn, cold, and you don’t engage much, you think that you are afraid to put yourself out there. They think that whatever you went through has made you turn inwards, instead of toward the world. I got an example of min yoongi from the boyband BTS. Yoongi also went through too much in life and people’s first impression of him is that he’s cold, and probably sassy, but in reality, he’s a soft boy, who’s heart has been broken too many times, but is a secretly soft for people he loves, and loyal to a fault. People see you as someone who passion, drive for life has been snuffed out, someone who has lost control over your power. The way they see you is so different than other two piles. People think they know your story better than you, pile three. They see you as someone who didn’t take help when needed, there’s arrogance in the way people view your scars. Ugh, these people feel defensive. I saw two electric currents spark but they are repulsing away from each other. Okay, these people see you and know that you are smart, confident, but something happened and now you have come back stronger, while they stay stuck where they are. They don’t like your energy, pile three. I cleaned your energy from them, of course. They know that you may have lost your determination to live once but you’re building toward it again, instead of letting life happen to you. They also think that you victimise yourself to gain sympathy, but that’s their perception, even if you haven’t done anything, and oh my god, this one particular thought is so loud, they think that you don’t hide your scars because you want attention, which is true for their situation, not yours. Flip your middle finger, pile three. Seriously, they are so loud in my head, and sinister, you know those situations where people are gossiping, snitching behind your back, when you’re present in the same space as them. Yeah, I see you at a restaurant, or office, these people could be your colleagues, or coworkers, pile three, spirit is asking you to be careful, because these people can be deceptive, and you don’t need that energy into your life. They are also asking me to tell you to do energy cleansing spells, protect your energy, because it is being pulled by energy vampires, your guides want you safe. Try meditations by teal swan, or meditation without guidance but soft music, physical practices like water spells, where you keep a bowl of water at night near you bed, and tell it, “dear water, Please absorb all the negative energies around me, energy vampires who are feeding from it, thank you. ” and drain the water into your toilet in the morning after you wake up, do not drink that water, or touch it, just throw it away. You can use this same spell into a positive way too, by giving positive affirmations, and thoughts, since water is an element of nature that is similar to a baby. One last message is be aware of who holds your best interests in mind and who doesn’t. Because not everyone is for you, some are against you just because they enjoy seeing you downplay yourself.
Thank you for sharing your energy, pile three. I love you, I can still feel your energy, I will protect your energy like a warrior, and so should you, believe in yourself pile three, always. You are a beautiful person, doesn’t matter what and who wants to pull you down, and sometimes i know it is exhausting, but always hold your head high, because i’m joining you, and sending you strength constantly, don’t worry, you’re not alone in this. Paid readings are open, please reach out to me via my email id — “[email protected]” Thankyou for sharing your energy with me, pile three. I’ll see you in the next one.
PICK A CARD: WHAT'S THE TEA ON YOU? (MEME EDITION)
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PILE 1
ABSOLUTE CINEMA..
U are literally the CEO of ur own emotions right now. People think ur just "chilling"...but u are actually incredibly intuitive.
The TEA?
★ˎˊ˗ U see through everyone’s BS before they even speak, but u keep it classy. U aren't reacting...u are observing.
Maybe ur exhausted from holding ur ground. People might think ur being "distant" or "difficult," but the truth is ur just protecting ur peace from unnecessary drama. Things are moving fast behind the scenes, maybe u are flooded with DMs or opportunities that u aren't sharing with the world yet.
The tea here is that while everyone else is out partying or chasing clout, ur locked in. U have been lowkey obsessed with perfecting a craft or a new skill 🚀
★ˎˊ˗ Also, U finally got some mental clarity to cut off anything (or anyone) that doesn't serve ur vision. The reason u have been so private is because ur manifesting a total life upgrade. This isn't just a "phase"... ur LITERALLY building a foundation that brings u genuine happiness and emotional security.
★ˎˊ˗ Some or ur friends or people think u are "gatekeeping" ur success or ur glow up rn. They feel like u have pulled away, and they are interpreting ur boundaries as u acting "better than" them LOL 🔥🔥
★ˎˊ˗ Someone in ur circle who is silently competing with u. They are watching ur every move (probably via a burner account or just heavy lurking) to see if u will trip up. They see u as the "final boss" they have to beat, even though u aren't even playing their game. People do know u are UP to something. They are literally waiting for u to fail so they can say "I knew it"...but WRONG PERSON! U are giving them absolutely nothing to work with.
They talk about how "unbothered" u are, but it actually frustrates them that they can't get a reaction out of u anymore. U have OUTGROWN the drama, and it makes those still stuck in it feel exposed 😉
★ˎˊ˗ AHH SHI- HERE WE GO AGAIN! There is someone from ur past...could be an ex (fuckin knew it) or an old "frenemy"...who is terrified of ur comeback, They’re scared 💀 that u have found a peace and a level of success that DOESN'T include them, and they hate that they have been "blocked" (literally or energetically) from ur new life.
Soon expect a major "hard launch" of success or a relationship that makes everyone realise why u were so quiet. The tea on u is that ur way more successful and focused than u let on. U aren't "stuck"...just waiting for the perfect moment to drop the mic. But what's going on behind ur back? I definitely feel some PLOTS 👀
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PILE 2
I LOVE THISSSS...
The energy here is chaotic but in a "cleansing fire" kind of way. Ur literally in the middle of a MASSIVE life pivot ❯❯❯❯
The TEA?
★ˎˊ˗ Ur officially DONE.
U have emotionally checked out of a situation that was draining u. Whether it’s a friendship, a situationship, or a toxic habit, Ur walking away toward calmer waters. U have found a new source of self love, and pouring all that energy back into urself instead of wasting it on people who don't appreciate u.
★ˎˊ˗ This is ur BOSS era. U have stopped asking for permission and started making the rules. U might be super observant...lurking with a purpose, gathering information, and sharpening ur mind. That sharp tongue is READY if anyone tries to play with u 😎
U might be planning a total "rebrand" or a new business venture that’s high energy and high risk.
★ˎˊ˗ The tea is that someone in ur outer circle is acting like they are happy for ur new direction, but they are actually praying u fail because ur growth makes them feel stagnant.
★ˎˊ˗ There is someone u walked away from who is constantly checking ur stories or asking around about u. They are proud that u actually had the guts to leave and haven't looked back. They thought u would crawl back, and u DIDN'T! 😂😂
Right after u walked away people are whispering that ur just "distracting urself", They are telling everyone u haven’t actually moved on and that ur just "acting" happy to spite an ex or a former friend. They are waiting for u to have a breakdown, but ur busy having a breakthrough.
★ˎˊ˗ Also, people think u have become "cold" or "arrogant." Behind ur back, they say u have changed and that u think ur "too good" for ur old circle now. In reality, u just stopped letting them walk all over u, and they hate that they lost their easy target 🤪
★ˎˊ˗ Someone is actively monitoring ur social media...not just watching stories, but analysing ur following list and who ur tagging. They are trying to find "dirt" or a reason to "cancel" ur new vibe because ur glow up will be making them look DUSTY.
★ˎˊ˗ Someone is playing the "I'm just worried about u" card to others while ur juggling things. Behind your back, they are saying ur "spiralling" or "unstable" to make themselves look like the stable friend. It’s a total projection of their own insecurity 🗿
They talk about how u "forgot where u came from"...but the truth is u just realised where u were going wasn't with them.
★ˎˊ˗ BRO- Ur the main topic in a group chat u aren't EVEN in. They are analysing ur every move, trying to figure out where ur getting this new confidence from ⚡
But, Because ur juggling so much, some people are whispering that ur "all over the place" or "unstable"....The truth?
They are just jealous of ur versatility. They CAN'T handle the heat ur bringing with that energy!
★ˎˊ˗ The tea is that u have evolved. U left the old u behind, and it’s making everyone who knew the "old u" very uncomfortable. Keep moving forward, the water is better over there. But, what's plotting behind ur back? 👀
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PILE 3
OMGG NO WAY...
U are in the middle of a literal EGO death.
★ˎˊ˗ Everything u thought u knew about urself is being stripped away. U have been stuck in limbo for a minute, looking at ur life from a completely different perspective.
Ur shedding ur old skin. This isn't just a "change"...it's a total shutdown of the old version of u. Ur becoming a magnet for attention. People see u as charismatic, bold, and untouchable❤️🔥. U may have been feeling "left out in the cold" or worried about money/resources lately...acting like ur fine, but internally, u have been stressed about "making it", U feel like u have had to do everything on ur own with ZERO support.
★ˎˊ˗ Someone is literally being a "snake" behind ur back. They are moving fast, trying to take credit for ur ideas or stealing ur aesthetic. There is a secret "campaign" to make u look impulsive or "crazy" because of how fast ur changing. They are talking about ur "reckless" behaviour to anyone who will listen 🤡🔎
★ˎˊ˗ The tea is that u have people who are obsessed with u but act like they don't care. They study ur posts, ur outfits, and ur "vibe" just to see how u do it. Behind ur back, they say ur "too much," but in private, they try to copy u.
★ˎˊ˗ WTF...People from ur past are holding support meetings (group chats) to talk about how u have "lost ur way" or how ur "acting weird"...There’s a "fan" who acts like a friend but is actually a HATER. They see u looking toward the future, and it makes them sick. They talk about how ur "delusional" for having big dreams, but in secret, they are terrified ur actually going to make them come TRUE 🤫
★ˎˊ˗ Some friends secretly gossip about ur struggles. They love seeing u down because it makes them feel superior. They talk about how u "lost ur touch" or how ur "struggling" now that u have cut people off.
Also, People are whispering that u have "disappeared" or "fallen off", They think ur stuck. The secret is that they don't realize ur actually planning ur next move in silence. They be mistaking ur stillness for failure.
The tea is that ur undergoing a transformation so big it’s scaring the people who knew the "small" version of u. Someone is trying to play u, but ur already three steps AHEAD in a different dimension 🤫🧏♂
But, what's plotting behind ur back? 👀
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DAMNNN...
U are deep in ur feels.
★ˎˊ˗ There is a specific person, or a choice between two people...that is taking up all ur mental real estate. U might have received a "soft" apology or a sweet message recently, but are wondering if it’s actually real or just breadcrumbing.
★ˎˊ˗ Someone is "sliding into the DMs" or trying to sweep u off ur feet, but ur hesitant to fully believe the hype...maybe even stressed out, babe. U have been losing sleep over analysing every text, every "like" and every VIEW 🚩🚩
Ur carrying way too much emotional baggage, feels like the "weight" of this relationship or situation is all on u. Ur doing the emotional labour for two people, and it’s exhausting u.
The TEA?
U are finally coming back to ur senses. I see u focusing on ur routine, and ur self care ✨
★ˎˊ˗ A truth is coming out. If someone has been lying to u or playing games, the universe is about to serve them a "receipts" platter. KARMA is coming to collect.
★ˎˊ˗ A certain "choice" ur making isn't as clear cut as it seems. Behind ur back, someone u care about might be keeping their options open while telling u that ur the "only ONE" ⚠️
★ˎˊ˗ Some people are whispering that ur "doing too much" or being "too sensitive"...They are calling u "anxious" behind ur back because ur calling out their inconsistent energy. They want u to feel crazy so they don't have to be accountable.
★ˎˊ˗ Someone u care about is telling others that ur "overthinking" or "making things up"...They are gaslighting u behind ur back to make themselves look like the chill one, while ur the CRAZY one. They want to discredit ur intuition because they know u have actually clocked their LIES.
★ˎˊ˗ The tea is that someone is portraying themselves as single or complicated to other people while they are giving u soulmate energy. Behind ur back, they aren't nearly as committed as they lead u to believe. This person is complaining to their friends about how "high maintenance" or "intense" u are. The truth? They are just intimidated by the fact that u actually have standards and expect them to step up. They talk to their friends about how they can "still get u" whenever they want‼️
★ˎˊ˗ Someone is talking about u to others, but they are portraying u as the "one that got away" or the "one they can't handle". They are making u the villain in their story to justify why they can't commit to u.
★ˎˊ˗ There’s a secret that ur actually "carrying" a group or a partner. People know u do everything, and behind ur back, they are laughing at how much u tolerate. They are taking ur kindness for weakness 🔍
U have been "carrying" a situation that doesn't deserve u. Losing sleep over people who are sleeping soundly. U will be getting the clarity u have been crying for!
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chiron was discovered as a small planetoid in 1977 between saturn and uranus. in some version of mythology, chiron is saturn's rejected half-animal half-human son; a procreation of a secret affair between saturn and philyra. chiron's rejection upon birth is symbolic of the feelings of rejection we experience in our lives, depending where chiron is in our birth chart.
chiron is typically referred to as a wounded healer because of his ability to confront his wounds and use the lessons and trials of hurt and rejection to teach himself and others the value of healing and expansion. how he overcomes his flaws or wounds is mainly through self-expression where he partakes in astrology, music, art, service, and whatnot; but the general consensus here is expressing the wound or flaw in a way that "brings it to life" rather than suppressing it and further enabling karmic or evolutionary cycles.
so, where chiron sits in our chart is not only the area of our lives where we may have experienced rejection or illness throughout our lives, but also a more subconscious source of power and transformative healing that becomes inspirational to others. chiron is typically used in synastry charts where the mutual wounds between two people are analysed, but chiron can be used singularly, too, in informing the self where and how some of our more subconscious feelings self-restriction, rejection, and and limits manifest.
chiron takes about 50 years to complete its orbit, thus staying in each sign for around 3-4 years. it ranges, however, because some signs such as libra take around 1.5-2 years, and aries up to 8 years. the placement of chiron in the houses, however, change every 2 hours or so.
chiron in aries or the first house–
if you have chiron in aries or the first house, your life will reflect a greater lesson of understanding your identity, purpose, and method of self-expression.
your wound or flaw may surround your identity and body. for one, your independence and self-reliance may have been undermined as you could not develop your own sense of independence or "oneness" with yourself because there was always somebody holding your hand and keeping you under tight control. in some cases there may have been nobody at all – perhaps you were abandoned or left to fend for yourself quite young. bullying or physical harm are quite common here, as these later become very prominent lessons in establishing your inner resilience and values... if you can defend yourself, if you believe in yourself, and what you're willing to do to protect your autonomy... and so on. you may have a very poor self-esteem or a lack of confidence within you, proving to be your biggest obstacle to success.
fears of rejection may come from feeling rejected or overlooked during childhood. if there were feelings of shyness or anxiousness, these feelings may have come from being afraid to express the self. there may have been parental influences that encouraged you to act and talk a certain way that was completely unoriginal to you. you may have felt misunderstood by others because, in actuality, you barely understood yourself, thanks to the lack of real guidance you lacked in childhood. in relationships you may experience drawbacks or disappointments due to feeling misunderstood or not seen... maybe to an extent, you feel rejected because your needs for independence or personal space are not respected.
how you can heal this trauma or wound is through creating and following your own path. you will naturally gravitate to opportunities that enable you to be "one" and "whole" in yourself... further down the line you may teach others the value of independence and fighting for your beliefs and autonomy. by recognising the value in being rejected by others you can strive to become your own version of "value" and success. you learn to embody the belief you don't belong to anybody and that you inherently own the right to your own identity and space. your sense of purpose will be found through what you deem to be valuable or relevant to you. all aries/1h placements are concerned with purpose and meaning, and thus there is a more compelling and instinctive need to follow internal impulses and desires to achieve real satisfaction and power – through following what you truly desire, this is where you establish the real fork in the road and begin a completely new journey of self-discovery
chiron in taurus or in the second house –
if you have chiron in taurus or in the second house, your life will reflect a greater lesson surrounding your personal values, inner strength and worth, and your relationship towards money.
your wound may surround your personal values and how the use of money collides with these personal values. in almost any wounded taurus placement exists a lack of responsibility with money. in some cases money is used as a manipulation tactic or to buy others; in others, the self may be sold in return for material or financial security. there may be frugality or greediness, or at least a very dire need to hold on to and control money. money is used to compensate for the lack of inner security and worth. for you, you may believe money is an essential thing in proving who you are to others. so, you may put value on things society deems as acceptable and valuable, rather than following what you truly relate to or align with. the lack of dignity you have within yourself follows you throughout every other area of your life, such as in relationships or career, where you may have malicious intentions to secure money in some way, rather than engaging and building relationships with others. in romance and love, specifically, you may look for what others can provide for you rather than what type of person they are. this, in certain extremes, can breed a very selfish, egotistical, yet highly insecure individual that sees everything as something transactional.
fears of rejection may manifest in the form of needing money or material things to be worth anything to others. you believe you have little value unless you can provide something for somebody. you may lack the inner character you need to get on intimately with others because of your obsessive reliance on money or material things. you may limit yourself from love or relationships because you may think that, deep inside, you have no real value... no real qualities or traits that can provide happiness or security to somebody else.
how this wound may be healed may be through recognising how money o r material things have influenced your life and how you may eject the reliance of money out of your life. you need to realise the constant focus on money is not sustainable longterm and that, time and time again, you will find yourself suffering more losses than gain as you continually sacrifice yourself for the security and safety of money. you must establish what within you is valuable and how you, as a person, with no money, add real value to others.
chiron in gemini or the third house –
if you have chiron in gemini or in the third house, your life will reflect a greater lesson of communication and friendship.
your wound may surround your confidence in your capabilities, both mental and physical. you may struggle expressing your thoughts, beliefs, opinions, whatnot, because you feel judged or different to others, or because you experienced some form of loneliness during childhood. maybe you had the misfortune of being the shy or bullied child. there could have been significant environmental changes, such as constant movement, that made you increasingly insecure in your ability to maintain friendships. you also may have had your mental or intellectual bodies undermined... maybe you lacked education.
fears of rejection may come in the form of: being afraid of expressing your opinions or beliefs, feeling misunderstood by others, and lacking a concrete understanding of yourself and the world. there's an internal push to interacting and engaging with others but also a fear of closeness or deeper commitment with others. maybe nervousness or anxiousness is present here, as well as other compulsive mental issues. whatever relates most. you may typically take words or communication quite personally or harshly – maybe you are the type to easily offend others or be offended. in any case, you may resort to silence or isolation because of how you feel being with others.
in some instances there may have been a significant wound relating to siblings – death, a bad relationship, and so on.
how you may heal this wound may be through recognising the value of communication and closeness with others. clearly, there's a desire to communicate with others, express your opinions and beliefs, and establish your own network of people. internalised and past habits or experiences prohibit you from experiencing relationships the way you want to. thus, the first step is deeply acknowledging how your life has affected you and in what ways are you prohibited from moving forwards. then incremental steps may be taken to heal you of these internalised fears of rejection from others. sometimes wanting to be a teacher or somebody of intellectual authority or status can be applicable here because you may heal through the communication of knowledge and different perspectives with others.
chiron in cancer or the fourth house –
if your chiron is in cancer or in the fourth house, your life will reflect a greater lesson surrounding emotional vulnerability, family, and motherhood.
your wound may surround experiencing a difficult family dynamic wherein the mother or siblings were ill, disabled, absent, and whatnot. feeling rejected by your family, you may have naturally become very receptive to the pain and needs of other people. perhaps the feeling of being unwanted, unloved, or not nurtured caused an interest in you towards healing or helping others. the major issue lies in how extreme you take your need to help others because you may, to some degree, reject your own needs or feelings for the sake of others.
feelings of rejection may come when you try filling an emotional void by helping/healing others and still feel emotionally dissatisfied. you may find it difficult to truly connect with yourself because of your lack of inner security or safety, thus projecting a very needy, clingy, or overly intrusive character upon others. constantly trying to rescue the unloved within you, you over-extend yourself for the approval of others because you fear being perceived as "unworthy" or "incapable" and thus rejected. thus you consistently prove your worth through neglecting your own real needs and consequently not only reject yourself but also become rejected by others for being overly needy.
how you may heal this wound may be through establishing your own emotional network between friends and family. you may naturally follow the way your parents or family laid out for you because of the predictability or stability it gives you. however, issues arise if old methods simply don't work for you and you keep going back to what's familiar and what "works". your greatest challenge will be breaking out of your comfortable shell and into the raw world where you can use your intuitive/psychic ability to heal yourself and others in a way that serves you rather than serves the opinion of others, especially your family
chiron in leo or the fifth house –
if you have chiron in leo or in the fifth house, your life will reflect a greater lesson of understanding your ego, purpose, and method self-expression.
your wound or flaw may surround your confidence or sense of value. in childhood, your creativity or confidence may have been undermined by others. you may have lacked a concrete identity to relate to or you were taught to follow a certain way of living and expressing yourself, further limiting your real creative potential. in some cases there may have been a recognition of real potential but it may have been abused by others for their financial or reputational gain. there's an inner desire for attention, popularity, or fame of some sort, but is heavily restricted by feelings of anxiousness and unworthiness. maybe there was a lack of friends during childhood.
fears of rejection may manifest in the form of: following societal norms and values rather than following what is true to you. maybe you feel pressured to conform to a specific way of being or expressing yourself. maybe you feel your creativity has dwindled in childhood and will never return again. there's a dire need to create something, anything, to express the self. maybe you're interested in music or art because it allows you to express how you truly feel inside. in the context of relationships, there may come issues where you purposely reject relationships in fear of being or feeling rejected by others. in some fashion, you may have internalised the belief that, the second you are tied down to somebody, all of your independence and modes of self-expression are gone. thus you feel compelled to keep things superficial and simple, even though this is not what you truly want at all. you want to be understood and seen by those you connect with.
in general, major themes of learning your personal values and inner worth are key here, as you may find yourself doing things for the sake of others' approval... whether this be for popularity or attention, there needs to be a more personal reason for doing things. thus establishing your personal truth and inner strength will be major for you with this placement.
how you may heal this trauma or wound is through connecting with others in a way that is joyful, childlike, and self-expressive. limiting your creative and joyous energy only dampens it and causes you to resent and judge those who are unafraid of expressing themselves. there needs to be more chances taken in love and friendship because of the plethora of knowledge and wisdom you learn from others, and, eventually, you can teach others. your purpose will be found through expressing your creative identity and finding your truth in the art or relationships you create/make with others. finally, by establishing a dignified set of values and boundaries, you can learn to protect your personal space whilst expressing yourself truly and fully.
chiron in virgo or the sixth house –
if you have chiron in virgo or in the sixth house, your life will reflect a greater lesson of health, service, career, and routines.
your wound may surround your literal health – physical and mental condition. there may be significant mental problems such as nervousness, anxiety, depression, or potentially more compulsive mental issues. when it comes to your physical health there may be a history of issues surrounding the body or general illness within the family. you may have had a very critical and tough upbringing where your body or appearance was scrutinised by others. perhaps there's an element of disliking your body or feeling uncomfortable in it.
this placement can produce excessive cleanliness or an obsession with insignificant details... being too detail-oriented, perfect, overly humble, too concerned with the "what if"s and so on. in some instances there may be a tough work ethic to compensate for the lack of inner security or stability because work is what provides value to you, rather than the other qualities you may have... or there may be a very guilty conscience that struggles picking up work. in the latter instance the case may be that you struggle taking accountability for your actions and responsibility because you feel it's not your fault you're suffering some type of way.
to som extent, maybe you struggled with having your mental or physical health overlooked in childhood. as a result, you may neglect your health and tend to others instead.
how you may heal this wound may be through the service of others. the deal is, you have a lot of internal resources to work hard for yourself and others... the issue is you have a lot of mental distractions that disallow you from putting these strengths to use. there's a more internal calling for you to help yourself through helping others, so perhaps medicine or holistic methods are something you're interested in, or simply things that surround teamwork or humanitarian aid, and whatnot... but there must be a new, more holistic or spiritual way of doing things, rather than overly mental... you need to get out of your head and start moving! in relationships, you may have the habit of prioritising others over yourself – this is a subconscious habit you have internalised early in your life, and the first step to healing is prioritising your own emotional, mental, and physical wellbeing; and realising work, routine, or responsibility is not the only thing that adds value or excitement to your life
chiron in libra or the seventh house –
if you have chiron in libra or in the seventh house, your life will reflect a greater lesson of communication, partnership, and personal values.
your wound may surround your ability to communicate with others, particularly romantic partners. relationships are deeply affected by this placement, especially if in childhood you experienced a shunning or isolation from friends or family and thus your ability to communicate to and relate with others was affected. in later life you may find yourself chasing love and being afraid of it at the same time. a deep longing for commitment and love is imminent with this placement, but so is a deep feeling of rejection from others. you may attract partners that manage to open up your wounds, or you may be the type to uncover others' wounds. relationships are treated as teacher/mentor dynamics where relationships seem to be more of a lesson than a loving and mutual experience.
feelings of rejection may come in the form of: feeling rejected by romantic partners, or fearing rejection through communication or your opinions. there may be hurtful experiences through separation from a loved one or hurtful experiences through idealised notions of love and the reality before you.
how you may heal and transform this wound may be through individuality and achieving more security from within yourself. there's a more urgent need to establish strong personal values that guide and direct you in all of your relationships. the lack of personal values causes you to rely on the companionship or existence of other people for your romantic and personal identity development... so it's natural you need to learn how to be by yourself and achieve a more balanced dynamic from within you. when this balance is achieve relationships will be seen as less of a need and more of a want. and through prioritising your own self you establish a more balanced harmonious existence within your life.
chiron in scorpio or the eighth house –
if you have chiron in scorpio or in the eighth house, your life will reflect a greater lesson surrounding sexual and emotional vulnerability, your sexual identity, and the power of spirituality and control.
your wound may revolve around the themes of: being aware of your sexuality from young, feeling sexually rejected or "queer", and struggling with power or control. your childhood may have reflected these themes in abusive ways, or there may have been a significant power/control dynamic during childhood. whatever the instance, there may have been an acute awareness of your sexual identity and feelings of power and control. as you mature, you may be questioning your sexuality or your power. there may be religious inclinations such as celibacy or abstinence. there could be a broader question of the meaning of life and how you may gain more control or power in your life through establishing a stronger spirit from within.
feelings of rejection may come from feeling inadequate in relationships, especially when sexual matters are involved. you may deliberately manipulate others for the sake of power and control through the misuse of sex or misuse of your psychic abilities. in a way, you are masking your true power or sense of control by playing somebody that's not really you. alternatively, there may also be an avoidance of sex and thus an avoidance of relationships and intimacy, which is another source for the divine, karmic retribution/healing you so look for. you may feel prompted to help others solve their sexual issues but unable to solve your own. in essence, your sexuality gives you a lot of power and control because of how much your sexuality can bring to you: attention, opportunities, love, relationships, and so on; that when you experience a lack of knowing your sexual (and thus spiritual self), you feel spiritually and sexually rejected by others.
how you may heal this wound may be through establishing how your early environment may have played in your sense of power and control. if there was fear of rejection or "having something taken away", there must be more shadow work done in this area. there needs to be a confrontation with the fears and anxieties you have internalised from young. relationships are a good power source for you – you need to let yourself go and flow more. basically, you learn true power from working with others and encouraging yourself to be more genuinely vulnerable and at service for others rather than in isolation or in your own little fearful world.
chiron in sagittarius or the ninth house –
if you have chiron in sagittarius or in the ninth house, your life will reflect a greater lesson of identity, spirituality, expansion, and purpose.
your wound may surround your spiritual identity. in childhood, you may have suffered from a lack of independence, movement, or freedom; you may have been bound to one place because of poverty or insufficient means to travel or move around, or perhaps because there were more controlling or malicious parental forces at play that prohibited you from discovering yourself. the question of spirituality or faith may come from a household that may have lacked faith or may have had an excess of faith. in the former case, there may have been deeper questions about life and your purpose in the world; and although there was no concrete belief in a faith, you may have had a sense of "otherness" in the world, where life was not really as it seemed. in the latter case, there may have been overly dogmatic or restrictive beliefs that prohibited you from questioning life and your individual purpose in the world. ultimately, in either case, there comes great insecurity in your knowledge of life, the world, and your spiritual beliefs. you feel quite purposeless or subject to the control or hold of other people.
fears or rejection may come from following what is socially true and rejecting your personal need for movement, freedom, and empowerment. on a more instinctive level exists a need to establish your own personal truth and way of living. for you, there needs to be more action and movement, but you may undermine your ability to be independence or self-sufficient. you may think too lowly of your mental and physical capabilities and hold yourself back from experiencing life in a more expansive and spiritual way. your wound, generally speaking, may be healed through informing yourself of higher philosophies and pieces of information to better equip you with an understanding of life from multiple perspectives and mindsets.
how you may additionally heal your wound may be through taking a more intuitive and faithful approach to life. throughout all sagittarius placements exists the fundamental need for movement and personal truth, so in the case of having this placement, you must prepare to embrace a lifestyle that reflects your personal truth and empowerment. it involves letting go of the (dogmatic) limiting beliefs you have soaked up throughout your life and to establish your own perspective on life... what life means to YOU and not to others!
chiron in capricorn or the tenth house –
if you have chiron in capricorn or in the tenth house, your life will reflect a greater lesson of materialism, responsibility, status, and recognition.
your wound or flaw may have originated from childhood where you lacked independence, recognition, or status of some sort. perhaps you were overlooked or never given the opportunity to express your independence. as a result, your autonomy may have been delayed and you may have only began "living like an adult" later in your life, experiencing what others have already experienced. thus there's a compulsive need to control and manage your life and potentially the lives of others. you may have rebelled in childhood as a way to establish your boundaries or identity, but whether you failed or succeeded largely depended on your external environment. nonetheless, you may be fiercely independent in your later life because of some internalised wounds or fears relating to being tied down, overlooked, having your identity and autonomy undermined, or your qualities taken for granted by others.
in relationships, you may struggle forming bonds because of your natural tendency to act cool and detached. emotional intimacy may be difficult because of how being vulnerable makes you feel. wanting status, recognition, or power in your relationships may be normal for you, as this is something you want in general anyway. fears of rejection may come from feeling rejected in society or feeling naturally rejected by others. you may keep to yourself because you feel you know what's best for you. the compulsivity in achieving independence and remaining independent can spoil many good connections for you, so you must learn to embarrass yourself sometimes and express the more emotional parts of you to enable healing
how you may heal this wound or flaw may be through working with others who have been rejected. alternatively, you may heal this by embracing the more spiritual and vulnerable elements to life; for example, relationships, family, close friendships, etc. that challenge you in expressing your more nurturing or caring qualities. there must also be a rejection of the system to follow your own set of values and beliefs. capricorn, contrary to popular belief, is a highly rebellious sign. when in powerful placements such as pluto there's a generational shift towards rebelling against the traditional system for something more inclusive and contemporary. chiron in capricorn works similarly. actually, capricorn recognises a broader question of humility and human condition: the marginalised or impoverished, etc... that need help. so you may enable your healing by helping those who are disabled or impoverished, giving them the authority and power you also drive towards... or simply working somewhere you can work and cooperate with others for a broader, more mutually agreed role
chiron in aquarius or the eleventh house –
if you have chiron in aquarius or the eleventh house, your life will reflect a greater lesson of friendship, community, and communication.
your wound may surround greater themes of friendship and community, where you may have felt awkward, shy, nervous, or quite lonely during childhood. there may have been an internalised fear of belonging in groups through feeling different or because of hurt experiences through groups and friends. ultimately, this pain could act as a way to further self-analyse and understand just how you do truly function in society and friendships as a whole. in turn, issues with communication may arise when expressing personal feelings, thoughts, or beliefs. these may feel original to only you; you may feel like you stand out against others because of your experiences, feelings, or thoughts.
perhaps to some extent, you may have radical and progressive systems of thought that you realise can help others but you feel they are stupid or unworthy. this is where your feeling of rejection comes from – being different or original. ironically, others may ask for your assistance and guidance and find you to be an incredible mentor or helper. when it comes to you, you find yourself unworthy and unwilling to hold yourself to the same standard others hold your advice and help to. perhaps this attitude comes from following the old and pre-established ways and rejecting the new. it should be the opposite. that would be your key to healing. lastly, feelings of rejection may come from friendship or communities where you feel insignificant or incapable of maintaining friends.
how you may heal this wound may be through empowering your creative and revolutionary mind and breaking the boundaries of others by offering insightful advice and help to others. this placement may be typically seen establishing some form of network with the community – perhaps humanitarian aid, through community centres, teaching, mentorship, guidance counsellors, and so on. in essence, there's a broader calling to establish more original and progressive networks that validate your need to communicate, help, and transfer information/knowledge/and help. so, through breaking from past experiences and finding your "tribe", you may heal your wound through allowing your progressive thoughts and notions crystallise into reality.
chiron in pisces or the twelfth house–
if you have chiron in pisces or the twelfth house, your wound may reflect a greater lesson around spirituality, service, and karmic retribution.
your wound may revolve around the feelings of: feeling spiritually and emotionally disconnected, feeling spiritually guilty, feeling trapped in the self, wanting to purge and release the self, so on and so forth. generally, childhood may have been a difficult experience for you if you were emotionally hurt or overlooked. there could have been a lack of support growing up – maybe you were forced to grow up quite young. perhaps a lot of responsibility throughout childhood. this internalised victimhood carries feelings of shame and guilt in your later life where you feel useless or unproductive if you cannot help or save others. in some form, you may help or save others but cannot do the same for yourself. why? because you don't see the needs of yourself like you see the needs of others. this may be your key to healing but also your worst decision – so balance must be achieved somehow.
feelings of rejection may come from feeling unable to help others. you may feel rejected from others because you lack what they need to "get better". in reality, you put yourself on an unachievable pedestal and expect something of yourself others can use to manipulate you and use you. these feelings of guilt you have for others is abused and in turn you enable cyclical experiences that continually challenge and hurt your boundaries. unhealed wounds may be buried in the deep subconscious and these wounds may indirectly play out in the relationships you have with others. you reject yourself by not rejecting others enough. sometimes you have to come first!
how you may heal this wound may be through establishing stronger boundaries between yourself and others. there needs to be more power and control come from your intuitive and psychic abilities. releasing your childhood (or adulthood) traumas and working through them enables you to see your mistakes and lessons from an objective and thorough perspective. of course, it's only expected of you to feel called to or drawn to opportunities to help others, but this must be done in a way where you feel emotionally secure and stable in yourself to limit other people's reach for you. there needs to be a more practical way of figuring out your wounds and traumas (6h polarity) rather than staying in your head and trying to find the meaning to everything. by continually looking and seeking for some sort of spiritual redemption or saving, you distract yourself from the only thing that can indeed save you and help you reach the redemption you look for – yourself! careers in medicine, spirituality, holistic healing, and whatnot, may be suitable. also teaching, mentorship, education in general, and so on. get creative!!
♥︎ The Part of Him That Feels Exposed by You - 4 of Pentacles
You make him feel like he's losing control of what he's been holding onto. His composure, resources. His carefully managed image. You threaten the vault he's built around his heart and his cock. When you look at him, he feels like you can see how tightly he's been hoarding everything. His money, his power, his emotions, his cum. You make him want to let go of it all and that terrifies him. He's been edging himself on self-control for years, and you're the first woman who makes him want to spill everything. His wallet. His secrets. His load. You expose his greed: not for things, but for you.
♥︎ The Version of You He Desires in Private - Ace of Wands
Pure. Primal. Ignition. He wants you raw and new, like the first time he ever got hard. You're not polished nor are you a performance....you're instinct. He fantasizes about you touching yourself for the first time, discovering and learning all about your body while he watches. He fantasizes about you reaching for his cock with curiosity, hunger, and no shame. He wants you dripping and desperate. Completely untamed under his gaze. He dreams of you on your knees, mouth open, eyes locked on his, waiting for him to fuck your throat like it's the first dick you've ever worshipped. You're his beginning. His spark. The one who makes him feel like a virgin all over again, except this time he knows exactly how to ruin you.
♥︎ The Taboo Element in His Fantasy - The Chariot
Conquest. Movement. Possession during motion. The taboo is that he wants to fuck you while you're going somewhere....literally and metaphorically. In a car. On a plane. In an elevator between floors. He wants to take you while you're in transit, while you're not supposed to stop, while the world is moving and you can't escape. There's an intense, more taboo war fantasy here as well. He wants to claim you like a trophy. Pin you down in the backseat, hand over your mouth, fucking you while you're supposed to be somewhere else. He wants to own you mid-journey. To make you his before you arrive. The kink here is control during chaos. Fucking you until you forget where you were going.
♥︎ What He's Afraid You'd See if You Knew - Ace of Cups
That he's a romantic. Underneath the dominance and the dirty talk, he wants to pour his entire heart into you. He's afraid you'd see how soft he is. He's afraid of you seeing how much he wants to worship you, not just fuck you. He dreams of going down on you slowly, making love to you, even shedding a tear from pure desire and overwhelming fulfillment. He's terrified of cumming inside you and whispering "I love you" before he can stop himself. He's terrified you'd discover that when he fingers you, he's trying to find your soul. Every thrust is a confession. He's afraid you'd see that he doesn't just want to make you cum, he wants to make you stay.
♥︎ The Power Dynamic He Secretly Craves- The Moon
Illusion. Mystery. Psychological dominance through ambiguity. He doesn't want clear roles: he wants the power to shift like water. Sometimes you're on top, sometimes he is. Sometimes you're the prey, sometimes you're the predator. He craves the mindfuck, the not-knowing. Psychosexual dominance and play drives his cock crazy. He wants you to be unreadable. He wants to fuck you in the dark and not be sure if you're using him or if he's using you. He gets off on uncertainty. On the possibility that you're playing him. That you know more than you're saying. That while he's inside you, you're three steps ahead, manipulating him with your moans. He wants to be haunted by you. Controlled by what he can't see....
♥︎ The Truth He Hides Behind Romance - 8 of Cups
That part of him wants you to leave first so he doesn't have to be the bad guy. The truth is: he wants to fuck you, love you, break you open...and then walk away before it gets too real. He hides his emotional exit strategy behind flowers and "I miss you" texts. He'll eat your pussy like he's starving, hold you after, whisper sweet things but still have one foot out the door. The romance is a cover for his fear of staying. He wants the fantasy of devotion without the commitment. He wants to give you everything and take it all back before sunrise. He's the man who makes you cum so hard you cry, then ghosts you for three days. The truth? He's already halfway gone, even while he's still inside you.
♥️ Erotic Translation
He sees you as the woman who could make him lose everything he's been holding onto. And he's both terrified and desperately aroused by that. He wants you primal, raw, untouched by performance. The fantasy involves taking you in motion, claiming you before you can escape, fucking you like a conquest he can't resist. But underneath the dominance is devastating softness: he's a romantic pretending to be a player. He craves a power dynamic built on mystery and mindfuck, where neither of you knows who's really in control. And the darkest truth? Even while he's worshipping your body like an altar, he's already planning his escape. He wants to love you and leave you. To fill you completely, then disappear like smoke. You're the fantasy he'll never let become real.
𝑃𝑖𝑙𝑒 𝑇𝑤𝑜
♥︎ The Part of Him That Feels Exposed by You - Queen of Cups
You see right through him and he fucking hates it. You're the mirror he didn't ask for. You feel everything...his guilt, his hunger, his shame....and you don't flinch. He feels exposed because you possess emotional intelligence that strips him naked without touching him. Around you, the walls he has built dissolve so easily and effortlessly. He can't perform and can't pretend when it comes to you. You look at him with those eyes and suddenly he's the one who's aroused, the one trembling, the one who can't hide what his body is doing. You make him feel seen in a way that borders on violence and intrusion. He's used to being the one who reads people. Then you came along and flipped the script. Now he is the one who's exposed, raw, dripping with feelings he'd never admit out loud.
♥︎ The Version of You He Desires in Private - The World
Complete. Finished. Fucking perfect. He wants the version of you that's fully realized. Not a fragment, not a phase, but the whole woman. He wants you dancing, laughing, playing. Triumphant. Enveloped in your own power. He fantasizes about worshipping every inch of a woman who is already whole without him. You don't need him to complete you and that's what makes his cock ache. He wants to fuck the woman who has already conquered herself. You wrapped in velvet, or wrapped in nothing, spinning sensually and slowly in front of him like a painting come to life. He wants to kneel at the altar of a woman who is already everything. And when he finally gets inside you, he wants to feel like he's fucking the entire universe. Every curve, every sound, every shiver a reminder that you are the most complete thing he's ever touched.
♥︎ The Taboo Element in His Fantasy - 8 of Wands
Fast. Sudden. Zero warning. The taboo is in how fast it happens. How quickly you go from fully clothed to completely ruined. He fantasizes about the snap: one second you're talking, laughing, pouring wine....the next he has you bent over the kitchen table with your dress ripped up your back. No buildup. No foreplay. Just an instant shift from civilized to filth. He gets off on the shock of it. The way your breath catches and your eyes go wide. He wants to catch you completely off guard. Mid-sentence, mid-laugh, and make you forget every single word you were about to say. The taboo isn't about what he does but how fast he does it. No permission asked, no warning given. Just need. Raw and sudden....and your body surrendering before your brain can catch up.
♥︎ What He's Afraid You'd See if You Knew - 4 of Pentacles
That he's hoarding you. Tightly holding on with everything he's got. This is not just wanting you. He's collecting you. He's afraid you'd see the obsessive way he holds onto every detail: the way you laughed last Tuesday, the exact shade of your lipstick, the sound you made when he touched you there. He's afraid you'd see how tightly he holds on to this fantasy, how he refuses to let it evolve or change because if he loosens his grip, he worries he might lose it. He's afraid you'd see the man who screenshots your Instagram stories at 2am. The man who replays every interaction in his head like a film he's watched thousands of times. He's clutching you like a treasure he's terrified to lose. The shame? He knows it's not healthy. He knows part of this is not about loving you but possessing you. But he can't fucking stop.
♥︎ The Power Dynamic He Secretly Craves - 3 of Pentacles
Collaboration. He wants to build something with you. In bed and out of it. The power dynamic isn't about dominance or submission. It's partnership disguised as foreplay. He craves the version where you're both working toward the same orgasm like a shared project. He wants to learn your body like a craft. He wants you to teach him what makes you scream, and he wants to master it. He gets off on being good at fucking you. On earning your moans. On "unlocking" new parts of your sexuality. He wants the dynamic where you guide his hand, where you tell him "harder, softer, here" and he listens and follows like your devoted erotic apprentice. The power is in the exchange of the connection. He wants to prove he's worth your pleasure. When you finally cum screaming his name, that is his reward. His masterpiece. The thing he built with his own hands and his own hard devotional work.
♥︎ The Truth He Hides Behind Romance - King of Pentacles
He wants to own you. Not metaphorically. Not poetically. He wants to fucking own you like you are an empire. The romance is a beautiful cage he's built with expensive dinners, gorgeous jewelry, and the way he looks at you like you are the moon. But underneath it all? He wants total possession. He wants you dependent on him. Financially, emotionally, sexually. He wants to be the man who provides everything so that you never have to leave. He wants to wrap you in luxury and lock the door. The truth is that his love is indistinguishable from control. He'll buy you anything. He'll fuck you like you're sacred. But the endgame? You belong to him. Completely. Irreversibly. He doesn't want a partner. He wants a possession so beautiful, so pampered, so thoroughly fucked and fed and adored that you'd never dream of walking out his door.
♥️ Erotic Translation
He's the man who sees you and wants to consume the whole thing. You're complete, you're powerful, you're everything. But that's exactly why he needs to own you. He feels seen by you in a way that terrifies him, so he compensates by gripping tighter, building higher, fucking deeper. The fantasy is sudden and consuming: no warning, no foreplay, just instant hunger and total surrender. But this isn't just lust. This is empire-building wrapped in orgasms, moans, and screams of his name. He wants to master your body like a craft, earn every sound you make, and then cage you in comfort so thick and sweet you'll never want to leave. He doesn't want to fuck you. He wants to acquire you. But he'll dress it up as romance so convincingly, even you might not see the bars until you're already inside...
𝑃𝑖𝑙𝑒 𝑇ℎ𝑟𝑒𝑒
♥︎ The Part of Him That Feels Exposed by You - King of Cups
He is supposed to be the one in control of the emotional landscape. "The stoic king." The man who holds everyone else's feelings without ever spilling his own. But you shatter that completely. Around you he is not a king...he's a mess pretending to be one. You make him feel things he doesn't have the words for, and that terrifies him more than any woman ever has. He's used to being the calm one, the composed one, the one who holds space. You made him cry during sex but he'll deny it to his dying day. You cracked open the vault he's spent decades sealing shut and now everything is pouring out and he doesn't know how to stop it. You exposed the man behind the crown: desperate, tender, and aching to be held instead of being the one who holds.
♥︎ The Version of You He Desires in Private - 6 of Pentacles
He wants the version of you that receives. Fully. Shamelessly. He wants you on your knees taking what he gives. Not just his cock, but his devotion, his money, his time, his worship. He fantasizes about being the generous one: pouring champagne into your mouth, draping jewels around your throat, sliding himself inside you. He wants you to need him. To open your mouth and take whatever it is. To look up at him with gratitude and hunger. He gets off on being the provider, the giver, the one who fills you up in every sense. He wants to watch you receive his cum and say thank you with your mouth, eyes, body. He wants to spoil you so thoroughly, so relentlessly, that your body becomes addicted to what only he can give. You, soft and open and dripping, entirely dependent on his generosity.
♥︎ The Taboo Element in His Fantasy - The Hierophant
The forbidden part is the reverence. He wants to fuck you like a prayer. He wants it to feel sacred, sinful, and holy at the same time. The taboo isn't the act but the meaning he attaches to it. He fantasizes about worshipping your body like scripture, kissing every inch of you like ritual, making you moan like a sacred hymn. He wants sex that feels like confession: dark, raw, dripping with guilt and devotion all at once. Maybe it's fucking in a place you shouldn't....maybe it's the way he says "oh god" when he's inside you and means it. He wants the version of sex that would scandalize everyone around him. Not because it's rough or public, but because it's too real. Too deep. Too close to something spiritual for a man who's supposed to be untouchable. The taboo is that he wants to be undone by you in every way.
♥︎ What He's Afraid You'd See if You Knew - 7 of Swords
He's stealing from you and he knows it. Not money. Not possessions. He's taking pieces of you. Your trust, your vulnerability, your openness and keeping them for himself while giving you back a more polished version of who he is. Not because he is cruel but because he is afraid you'd see the man who collects your secrets like currency. Who files away every intimate thing you've ever told him and uses it later, consciously or not, to keep you close and feeling taking care of. He's afraid you'd see that he's been watching, calculating, keeping a version of you in his head that he believes serves you both. He takes and takes and dresses it up as intimacy. The worst part? He's afraid you'd see that he enjoyed it. That the theft is part of the turn-on. Controlling what you know, what you give, what you think he is....while he sees all of you. Completely. Coldly. Hungrily.
♥︎ The Power Dynamic He Secretly Craves - 9 of Swords
Your surrender through anxiety. He wants the dynamic where you're unraveling, lost, and in a panic and he's the only one who can hold you together. He craves being needed in the darkest, most desperate version of you. The 3 am version. The shaking version. The version that can't sleep, can't think, can't breathe without him. He wants you to need him so badly it hurts....and then he wants to fuck you through that pain. He gets off on being your salvation and your destruction at the same time. He wants you whimpering, spiraling, completely undone. And then he wants to slide inside you, making love to you so deeply and roughly that it makes everything quiet. His hands on your face. His voice in the dark saying "I've got you" while he fucks the anxiety right out of you. The power dynamic is addiction disguised as comfort. He wants to be the drug you can't survive without.
♥︎ The Truth He Hides Behind Romance - Page of Pentacles
He's still learning. He's still figuring out what he wants, what he's capable of, what kind of man he actually is...but he's letting you believe he's already there. The romance is a performance of maturity he hasn't earned yet but is trying to work towards. He hides behind grand gestures and pretty words because the truth is he's still a boy playing at being a man who can handle a woman like you. He doesn't fully understand the weight of what he's doing to himself, and you. He's experimenting with power, with intimacy, with control. He's not malicious. There is love for you here but he's not done becoming whoever he's going to be. And you're the woman who is helping him figure it out. The truth behind the romance is that he's still in the process of being built and sees your heart as a blueprint to the time of man he wants to become so he can be worthy.
♥️ Erotic Translation
He's a man drowning in his own contradiction. He wants to be the composed king who holds the world steady but you crack him wide open and he doesn't know how to put himself back together. His fantasy is devotional: sacred, slow, consuming. He wants to pour himself into you like an offering and watch you receive every drop. But underneath the worship is something colder and darker. He wants your trust, your vulnerability, your openness and wants to feed it back to you. He wants you desperate, anxious, completely dependent on him so he can be your salvation while quietly being your erotic undoing. And the darkest truth of all? He's not even fully formed yet. He's still becoming the man he's pretending to be. You're his love story...but you are also his education. And he'll fuck you like scripture while he's still learning how to spell the words.
