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i'm suu! “(ノ _ <,, ) he/she : i like my ocs, link click, orv, hsr, z.a.t.o, gsgw, takopi's original sin, and a lot of other stuff!! please be patient with me as i might be a little slow to understand things ^^ this is my personal yap blog -- joybait blog
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intj , 5w6 sp 🇰🇷/🇨🇦 something gay and queer idk honestly ꒰(͏ˊ•ꈊ•ˋ)꒱ avid robin and link click enjoyer, and i lovee my ocs!
🎼♡🪽 i am a non-sharing robin from hsr yumeshipper!! 🫧🪽teehee
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witch hat atelier
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please do not send dms! even with close friends i struggle with it so you can imagine what it's like with strangers who pull up in my dms it makes me nervous in ways i cant describe so i'd rather avoid it entirely. feel free to interact in comments or reblogs though, i don't mind those at all
tonetags are highly encouraged when interacting as i am very, very bad with social cues ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ
ok im trying to get better at not broadcasting my bad days to the world but still applies -> i occasionally post about topics that might be uncomfortable or triggering, such as suicide and stuff like dissociation! if you don't want to see these, i'll try to tag them when i remember to, but please know when i post these i'm usually not in the best headspace and am just rambling. if you don't wish to see my posts; block, don't report - thank you!
also, i am a minor. please keep in mind while interacting ^_^
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irls, please do not interact in any way!!!! unless i explicitly say i don't mind or such. i can be a bit of a pushover and people pleaser sometimes, and i tend to regret decisions a lot, so if i seem uncomfortable at all about an irl finding and talking about my tumblr, i actually am extremely uncomfortable though i won't say it out loud. in these instances, it's literally my fault for being like this so i'd rather block my tumblr and move on. so. thank you!
yumeship dislikers. "cringe" dislikers. anything else fun police!!!!! let people have fun!!!!!!!! don't like it? scroll go away
people with uh malicious intent? you know like basic dni stuff. pedos homophobes racists and like. idk. you get the idea ^^
boothill x robin shippers im sorry i dislike the ship HEAVILY i love robin ships justr not. this one. ok
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when i remember to tag my posts
#the radio tower has picked up a signal -> general tag
#an incoming transmission !! -> asks!!
#suubin real -> suubin real
#suu is link clickpilled -> self explanatory
#suu rambles -> general rambles (old)
#⏱️🪽-> also suubin real but emoji combo
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btw! i might need clarification we're friends. lmk! ill add u if u want - either way know that i appreciate everyone a lot (*´꒳`*)
i got reminded my mom is a fine arts major bc she was drawing somethint and i was like whoa thats pretty small i thought you were gonna do that on a canvas and then she said it was her rough draft ☹️☹️☹️☹️ her sketch ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️ dude i cannot be good at anything in this house 😢😢😢😢☹️☹️
i want to avoid ranting venting whatever on my tumblr now but i literally dont have anyone to talk to about this i dont qanna bother anyone yk... ghggb belgh blegh im just rbling ignroe
my fuckiny. my fucking friends im being betrayed im being left behind oughhh......... zz z z fhchn im being replaceddddd ddc dd d im trying to forgive!!! and forget!!! but its kind of difficult when theyre eople who basically forgot you existed you know worst prr maybe is that theyre also leaving me behind for REALLY MEAN AND ICKY PEOPLE who we've established that none of us (me and friends) dislike because theyre mean . so. okay i guess whatever i dont care man go do whatever whatever!!!! whatever
also. brlch belch belch belch i hage being showered with fake greasy compliments theyre only saying to get me to like them . its so forced in a specific way i dont know how to explain without making myself sound ungrateful but its disgusting and i feel sick whenever it happens especially considering who its coming from hsuaulyl. there are mutliple people who do this to me and i dont know if they realize its not making me like them any more at all actually its making me dislike them a bit i feel like im being put up on a pedestal im not really suu i am the fake suu they made up in their minds that appeals to them thats not me!!!!!!! stop complimenting hat fraud!!! belvh blegh blvevh svsvsv
on the topic of that. this other girl who keeps flirting with me thas just gross ive said i dont want to. i dont like when she does that but she just ignores me and acts like i never said anything loke when i say it out loud she just doesnt listen to me in general and keeps getting close to me gross gross grossssdggdg i dont want to see anyones face that close to me ever again i dontnknow gross gross eeeugh
i made a lot of friends this year i dotn want to like lose them all by being so overly sensitive and dramatic but i do also think some of this is their fault too and not just suus stupidity
i'm so fucking happy that zomst is still talking about the nuclear family + child abuse. i daresay that, similarly to how zomst has been handling themes of abuse in the idol industry, that they're being far more explicit with it here.
this page is probably the most obvious example of it in the comic.
in alnst, mizi's permission to breathe underwater with the segyein— her permission to live entirely — was granted through shine's power. though shine was often considered to be the most 'benevolent' guardian, her relationship with mizi was dependent and underlaid entirely with a structure of power and control over mizi's livelihood and the denial of her autonomy by virtue of what she is, which is what inspired mizi's ideals around beng 'crushed' and 'crushing' others who are weaker.
and we see this reflected here in turn (though to a different level, as we can assume that the relationship between mizi and her parent here is different due to the inclusion of implicit direct physical abuse), as her permission to live in modern society in zomst is controlled by the power of 'guardian': financially, societally, etc. in any way that is used to diminish a child's autonomy within the nuclear family. in any way which puts the life of a child's in thorough control of their parent.
mizi's attempts are thoroughly around the idea of independence — despite being the one to suggest the idea, she promises to find a job to contribute to sua back for the double of amount she'd owe; she establishes that her objective here is independence and autonomy for herself, and by making that goal clear she is giving herself a level of power that she has learnt determines her control over her life.
sua, however, is quick to strip this away and instead try to provide mizi a similar structure to the one she is trying to escape. a familial one, where the 'child' or 'pet' is utterly dependent on the feelings of the one in control, and where the repayment is not physical but mental instead. the repayment in of itself is the reliance — the willingness to sacrifice your autonomy in exchange for basic necessities, which the traditional family structure as a whole is deeply dependent on.
mizi rejects this idea entirely and even calls sua out on her ideal version and projection of mizi. through her suggestion of physical violence instead of mental subjugation, mizi's ideals of what power means is still understood through physical violence — she was hit by her parent as a display of the power they held over mizi, as the nuclear family gives those in control the leeway to do so, and now suggests that sua should do so if she truly wishes to establish power over mizi.
while mizi understands power through the lense of physical violence, sua understands it through the lense of dependency and the death of personal boundaries. by assuming a submissive role that accepts violence at mizi's hands, and suggesting that mizi be the one to hit her instead, sua becomes the ultimately dominant one in their relationship underlaid by the fact that she is still the one granted mizi's reliance upon her.
Its crazy how this one picture sums up mizisua's entire relationship.
"Just knowing that you're relying on me is enough..."
Mizi finds comfort and control by knowing that she could overpower /*crush* sua if she wanted to, and sua finds control by influencing mizi's well-being and feelings by her presence in her life. The only reason mizi is "stronger" and more "powerful" is because sua lets her be.