life is a lot!! i'm aware ALL of my friends are struggling in the world right now, but also it's so sad that everyone i know is struggling. it feels impossible to balance my own problems on top of trying to keep in touch with everyone. i sometimes feel useless in the grand scheme of things- i'm not contributing much to anyone (my own anxieties), and i feel like all i do is bother some people. i just want quiet in my brain. i've goddamn conquered gender dysphoria for the most part, but this mental illness got HANDS















