My Biggest Fuck Up Yet

Idk just weird stuff that happens maybe occasional stories or weird poems I write. He/They | Call me Kit | Nonbinary | Friendly But Awkward | 22 years old

[an-anxious-nerd]

Explaining things from your childhood (the parts you remember, because you dont remember much) to explain why you act the way you do today, and watching someone who doesnt care about you (not really, not in a way that matters) grit their teeth because they want to fight people in your name, fight people that didnt mean to hurt you but did, and realizing that maybe those mundane experiences werent so mundane after all is... Kind of painful. How could someone who doesnt know me in any way that matters care about me more than my mother, without caring about me in a way that matters?

[an-anxious-nerd]

I want so deeply to fall in love, and be loved in return. I want to know what its like to have someone care for me. To care for someone who does not see caring for me in return as a chore, or an obligation. I am so tired of getting into relationships where all I'm wanted for is what I can give and do rather than who I am. I am so tired of loving people I am not in love with. Of loving people who do not love me. I wish I could know what romantic love feels like. I wish I didn't feel like I have to feel romantic love in order to be loved the way I want. I wish I wish I wish.

[an-anxious-nerd]

Are you single?

I have no clue when this was asked, but yes, i am single

[argoaddict]

[ddeancas]

reblog if you accept and love nonbinary people and believe they belong in the LGBT+ community

[gmos]

gays be like “can’t go to sleep without my homoerotic daydreams!”

[sicklesium-moved-deactivated201]

i dont get offended at white people jokes even though im white because: 

i can recognize white people as a whole have systemically oppressed POC in america, which is where i live 

most people when they make white people jokes only mean the shitty white people and i am not a shitty white person 

im not a pissbaby

[damncommunists-deactivated20180]

my white friends that have reblogged this give me life

[zelda-tempest]

4. Sometimes I am a shitty white person and the jokes remind me to FUCKIN STOP

[lallamariamhabibi]

If ur white and like this post I fux with u

[birdpapi-deactivated20171121]

^absolutely

[verdant-witch]

5. It’s hard to be offended when white people jokes involve bland food/tourist dads in socks and sandals/white girls in yoga pants obsessed with pumpkin spice/suburban PTA moms and other harmless and mostly true stereotypes while jokes about POC involve them being called thugs/criminals/slurs/uneducated/illegal immigrants.

[blackpoeticinjustice]

i fucks with u heavy if ur white and you reblog this

[sm0k3-ring-deactivated20160109]

6. They’re usually really fucking funny and don’t perpetuate stereotypes that will ever affect me economically, politically, or cause me any true harm, let alone create risks that “justify” my murder and/or death

[satyrical-prince]

Waits for my white mutuals to reblog😌

[anar-tea]

yesyesyesyes

[inthetags]

reblog and put what library section you head to first in the tags

[dysphoriathoughts]

No equipment ftm workout

okay i’ve been getting quite a few asks about this so i thought i’d just make a post about it. i’ll split it into three categories based on experience - easy, medium, and hard. let me know if y’all are interested in a bodybuilding split workout then i’ll post one of those too.

easy - if you’re new to working out or strength training

knee pushups - 5 sets of 10 reps

sit ups - 3 sets of 10 reps

mountain climbers - 2 sets of 20 reps

lunges - 3 sets of 10 reps (5 per leg)

alternating arm/leg raises - 4 sets of 10 reps

jumping jacks - 4 sets of 10 reps

medium - a slightly more challenging if you feel like the above one is too easy

pushups - 5 sets of 10 reps

sit ups - 3 sets of 15 reps

squats - 3 sets of 10 reps (make sure to go down below parallel)

pike push-ups - 3 sets of 10 reps

plank - 2 sets of 60 second hold

doorway rows - 4 sets of 10 reps (link coz its a little unknown)

burpees - 5 sets of 10 reps

hard - if you’ve been working out before and want something a little challenging

pushups - 5 sets of 10 reps

diamond pushup - 2 sets of 6 reps

squats - 5 sets of 10 reps

pullups - 2 sets of 10 reps

reverse crunches - 3 sets of 10 reps

wall sit - 3 sets of 60 second hold

burpees - 8 sets of 10 reps

[enbybrigade]

Here is a good list of different bodyweight exercises you could do at home without needing to go to the gym. 

~NonbinaryWarrior~

[nylaporp]

Can you do this even if you’re not trans?

[dysphoriathoughts]

Yes absolutely

[clinicallylycanthropic]

look, im pretty fucking pissed at how this site treats my trans sisters, so here’s an incomplete list of resources i found that include stuff for trans women and transfem enbies:

HEALTH

about the dangers of tucking

about the symptoms of heart attacks in trans people

map of trans and intersex friendly doctors (doesnt work on mobile, but heres a post with more info about it)

about HRT, doctors visits, and budgets

about the types of hormones and anti-androgens

tips for starting HRT

how to get HRT

insurances that cover HRT (mostly US based, i believe- didnt have the energy to check all the links)

this is for pokemon go users, but its good for general summer stuff and outdoor exercise!

CLOTHES/MAKEUP AND PRESENTING FEMININE

summer resources and advice for when youre swimming

undergarments and swimwear masterpost

clothes and general tips

shoes, makeup, and general stuff

clothes AND makeup

makeup tutorial (with pictures)

literally just all the makeup resources you need, including places to buy on a budget and more accessible brushes

this isnt necessarily trans, but it is a bunch of makeup bloggers organized in a way that you can easily find people with similar features to your own 

EDIT: VOICE (unfortunately i havent had time to watch all of these videos, but im planning on doing so soon)

the art of voice feminization (goes into the like, the technical stuff of it, posted by what seems to be a reliable channel)

5 tips on voice feminization (uses the term “mtf”, if that makes you uncomfortable)

finding your female voice (seems to be an older video series, has “mtf” and “transsexual”, at least in the description. i havent gotten the chance to check content)

article with tips on feminization, and exercises

trans voice coaching tips (uses the term “mtf”) 

OTHER

help with name changes (in the US) 

webcomics with and about trans characters

an article for non trans women on how to be a better ally to trans women of color

if you have anything else, please feel free to either reblog with it or to message me it, and ill edit the post!

[manshamer-deactivated20140901]

other cryptozoologists are in it for the fame and glory. me? i'm in it for the sex

[robotclownindulgence]

I’m sorry but when bots have frames like this

It’s crop tops. They’re just wearing crop tops

[robotclownindulgence]

Assjkemdfjfly

[c3rvida3]

Platonic intimacy is seeing your friend’s car in the grocery store parking lot and parking so close to him that he can’t open his door and has the crawl through the passenger’s side.

[c3rvida3]

Platonic intimacy is hot gluing four copies of Resident Evil – Code: Veronica to the ceiling of his hallway closet and seeing how long it takes him to notice that there’s four copies of Resident Evil – Code: Veronica hot glued to the ceiling of his hallway closet.

[c3rvida3]

Platonic intimacy is watching the graceful curve of his body as he stretches in bed, fixating on the strip of skin where his shirt’s pulled up juuuust enough that you can sneeze on his exposed stomach and then run away while he’s distracted and bewildered by how super gross and unnecessary that was.

[c3rvida3]

Platonic intimacy is sending him an e-mail that says, “The Harbinger of Boy Sauce is Upon You,” instead of just, like, texting him and letting him know you’re on your way to help him do his shots.

[c3rvida3]

Platonic intimacy is calling him in the middle of the night and waking him up because you heard a weird noise outside that you’re about to investigate, and you need moral support and also someone to call an ambulance if you end up having to knife fight a racoon.

[c3rvida3]

No, it’s platonic. If it’s romantic, you gotta’ have a rose between your teeth and one titty out.

[depressing-heartbrokenstuff]

Reblog if you think it’s okay for men to cry and doesn’t make them any less manly

‘Cause i’m real tired of hearing people say men can’t cry, honestly grow the fuck up

[glitterz]

i hope trans boys are having a good day! gay trans boys trans boys of colour mentally ill trans boys disabled trans boys ur all very good and i lov u

[thelastofthedilettantes]

Guys, for people worried about the abortion bill that’s just been passed, this could prove to be useful and helpful information.

Please reblog!

[riverlandfarm]

15 reasons to build an herb spiral for your garden (By Jean Bardot, Natural News)

(By Jean Bardot, Natural News)

Whether you’re a city mouse or a country mouse — with a high-rise patio or 1000 acres — building an herb spiral near your kitchen allows you to partake in the sustainable permaculture revolution and have fresh organic culinary herbs at your fingertips. An herb spiral is a compact vertical garden built on specific principles allowing for individualized management of wind and water flow to create the ideal garden in a limited amount of space.

The spiral is a natural form that provides an efficient method for managing space, storing and sorting. Using the natural universal design of a spiral, the forces of gravity and water flow are utilized to their fullest allowing for proper drainage downhill. Herbs that thrive on drier soils live at the top, whereas those needing more moisture reside at the bottom where water collects. This form allows for planting of a widely diverse number of plants, and creates natural, sunny and shady areas — a perfect miniature microclimate landscape environment. The herb spiral as a permaculture form that allows you to create your own ecosystem and become self sufficient. The format can be adapted to large gardens if space is available.

Stone or block building materials allow for retention of heat and insulate plants in colder weather or at night, while acting as the backbone for the structure. Collect water at the bottom and have a small fish or frog pond or even a bog and grow edible water plants. An herb spiral can be built even on a concrete foundation and filled with the richest biodynamic, organic earth to support any plants included.

The spiral should always be built to move in the direction of water drainage in whatever hemisphere it’s located in — for example, in the Northern hemisphere, water runs off in a clockwise direction and the opposite is true for the Southern hemisphere. This allows for optimal positioning of the pond at the bottom and reduces evaporation. The spiral can be built as a round or oval shape to take advantage of the movement of summer sunlight.

15 REASONS TO BUILD AN HERB SPIRAL FOR YOUR PERMACULTURE GARDEN

1. Maximize growing space to grow more food. 2. Multiple microclimates available for optimal plant growth.

3. Healthier plants where growing needs are met and companion planting is easy to reduce insect problems and foster beneficial plant relationships for better growth. 4. Aesthetic garden focal point.

5. Maximizes space even in very small areas on top of concrete or in high-rise buildings. 6. Harvesting access is easy and all plants are effortlessly accessible. 7. No bending, everything is at waist height — hooray!

8. Save money by growing your own food. 9. Eat organic, using heirloom seeds and avoid pesticides and genetically engineered seeds. 10. Reduces maintenance, little weeding and easy to turn and mulch.

11. Manage water amounts and use natural forces to perpetuate the growing season. 12. Reduce building costs when you use local available materials. 13. Use drip irrigation or a small sprinkler for easy watering and irrigation.

14. Create a bio-diverse habitat for creatures who come to visit. 15. Build an herb spiral to grow medicinal herbs to avoid Big Pharm drugs.

Sources for this article: http://www.mitra.biz http://themicrogardener.com http://welcometovoluntarysimplicity.wordpress.com http://www.mysquarefootgarden.net/creating-an-herb-spiral/