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hyuna is so interesting to me. in contrast to mizi, who sees the faults in sua but blatantly ignores them to keep up their little paradise of love, safe from the impending doom of the future, hyuna is forced to grapple with the pain of loving luka, and in turn, cannot forgive him for it and refuses to acknowledge that side of herself.

i feel like hyuna’s desperation for the rebellion is mainly rooted in a deep desire to keep a family that she once lost. isaac and dewey are her closest friends, her companions, and in choosing to not save the people on stage, she is trying to run away from the fear that once again, the society she is from will tear her family apart.

as she cannot forgive what luka has done to her, as he has traumatized her for years to come, even in the rebellion, part of herself cannot forgive herself, for still subconsciously loving him, as it feels like not only a disrespect to herself, but her little brother as well.

this is why hyuna copes through alcohol and partying for others, because i believe that a part of herself feels that she cannot open herself up to others again, or she will be hurt again, and still begrudgingly care about them.

i love her so much, because even in spite of all of this, her social and caring personality is still there. she wants to guide others to a path of safety, and give others the life that she feels she might never achieve. despite all of her guilt, she is still one of the most caring and courageous individuals in alien stage.

also look at how cute she is as a baby, i know she was a lil sweetheart in anakt 😭<3 oh hyuna you deserve the world

#alnst

louxielle

Luka, live with love.

#alnst

katrasining

the bi awakening siblings ✨

#alnst

batcatsle

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beauty day

I am still not over 'Wiege'. I will probably draw more to it since I have too many thoughts, but I get so emotional during aa😭😭

#alnst

habtcher

Finally getting this out of my drafts

#alnst

amodernpersephone

In the end, there was love. In the face of ruination and destruction, there was love. Crashing down upon the world, bearing the weight of a thousand hopes and dreams...

May there always be love.

#alnst

chibassy

Our hearts burst into joyful bloom…

not caring too much about a fandom’s favourite guy is the worst. you’ll think “oh i’ll look into the tag see if anything new and cool’s there” and it’s just that fucking guy again

robertfagden

im not "blackmailing you" okay i am casually reminding you of information that i have about you that i could hypothetically give to another person to negatively impact your life as a way of getting you to do what i want you to do. thats not blackmail ok we're just having a conversation. im just talking

#michella watch #atma #leo watch

syn4k

"lock in" is probably one of the most important phrases to enter the public lexicon in the 2020s

joyflameball

tyaz

What do you mean killing isn't an act of devotion

alleycatboy

they call it committing murder because it's a commitment. it's a more serious commitment than marriage

the-real-seebs

my love language is touch but i have a heavy accent

#michella watch #atma

sandersstudies

Sick list of symptoms bro. Now try humanizing your behavior instead of pathologizing it.

sandersstudies

Pathologizing: Hey sorry I yelled at you. I have this ADHD symptom called RSD that makes me really sensitive.

Humanizing: Hey, I’m sorry that I blew up like that earlier. In the moment I felt really attacked and overwhelmed and I reacted badly, but I know you didn’t mean to offend me with what you said, so that behavior is on me.

queer-asinfuckyou

Because I just saw a post bitching about this one, I want to add: this post is saying that you need to take accountability for the way you hurt other people, even if it happens because of a symptom of your disability/illness. It's also saying that using terms (especially acronyms) that aren't common knowledge isn't a helpful way to explain yourself. It is NOT saying that you need to let people walk all over you because "your disability isn't an excuse."

If you're diabetic, you don't have to eat the honey glazed ham that will send you into a coma (their example). But you also can't yell at the person offering it and accuse them of trying to kill you. You can just say "thanks, but my body can't handle that kind of sugar intake, so I'll pass"