he who is the last divinity 𓏵

disordered sideblog

[an-expensive-fake]

serafin, scaramouche, the balladeer he/him, it/its, hx/hxm

god complexed, delusioned with grandeur, narcissist, deitykin, ageless, divinekin, godkin

mortal incarnation of a deity of chaos and egocentrism

[vvritra]

How I yearn for my pantheon..

[an-expensive-fake]

i remember what it felt like to fly.

[houseofforx]

I love being human, but now I feel like instead of identifying as a human, I see my human life as a humansona, the same way humans have fursonas. I enjoy being my humansona daily but it dosent mean I'm a human.

[heraldpdf]

Do you remember what it was like to jump and not fear the fall? To know with certainty that your wings would be there to catch you?

[an-expensive-fake]

who is god? i am god. i am god

[an-expensive-fake]

they'll bury me in a dress too

[an-expensive-fake]

i'm gonna die like this

[an-expensive-fake]

just remembered i'm gonna die a girl so who even cares anymore

[an-expensive-fake]

they'll bury me in a dress too

[an-expensive-fake]

sometimes i complain to my therapist and he's like "oh but everyone thinks/does that! this is normal/average!" dawg i don't want my problems to be normal and average 👎👎👎 im special

[an-expensive-fake]

fucked up i'm walking around with no indicators of my superiority. like obviously im better than everyone here?? but they can't see it at all?? i need a halo or something

[an-expensive-fake]

thinking about being a boy again

[an-expensive-fake]

guy who's dying: no, i'm fine. i am fine, i am okay. there is a crushing weight on me every second i am alive and i suffer torment because i hate the way i am shaped. get me out, please, get me out. i am fine, i am okay.

[an-expensive-fake]

just remembered i'm gonna die a girl so who even cares anymore

[an-expensive-fake]

whatever man. i don't even care

[hibi-flower]

Ill be touching the sky someday soon

bring me with you

[an-expensive-fake]

been skipping classes skipping clubs staying in my room all day not even having the energy to cheat on assignments what a fucking great week