this is so meaningful where do i even begin
(not mine; favouritemayfields on tiktok!)
TikTok - Make Your Day
Phantogram Three
YOU ARE THE REASON
TMBGareOK. The Official They Might Be Giants tumblr

bliss lane

Love Begins
Game of Thrones Daily
Show & Tell

Jimmy Eat World
The Bright Sessions
🪼

Jar Jar Binks Fan Club
Fai_Ryy
No title available
occasionally subtle
"I'm Dorothy Gale from Kansas"
KIROKAZE
Glass Animals
h
Cosmic Funnies

shark vs the universe
seen from Türkiye
seen from Türkiye
seen from Singapore

seen from Malaysia
seen from United States
seen from United Kingdom
seen from Brazil
seen from United States

seen from Singapore

seen from Türkiye

seen from Türkiye
seen from Canada
seen from Singapore

seen from United States
seen from Türkiye
seen from Singapore
seen from Brazil
seen from Brazil

seen from France

seen from United States
@ana-shizunsfavorite
this is so meaningful where do i even begin
(not mine; favouritemayfields on tiktok!)
TikTok - Make Your Day
I keep thinking about how Krailert was a brilliant pianist and music critic, but kept those sides hidden, to pursue a military career, and how Trin played the trumpet, but pursued economics, and stopped playing after the horrors he experienced in Paris, and how Trin suggested multiple times that Victor should be a writer, but he was killed for his activism before he could pursue it, and Naran facing censorship for every little thing he wrote, and Tanwa being the only one who could express himself creatively, but only because he came from money (and even then it was frowned upon...)
And its the whole "I must study politics and war, so my sons can study mathematics and philosophy, so their children can study painting, poetry and music" (paraphrased), but like the devastating loss of art and talent and thought and brilliance to oppression and war and poverty
I wouldn’t actually call Shine a BL. When they’re not whimsical or silly like that, I discount that title. It’s a gay series, realistically depicting the lives of queer men in that time period. One in which a lot of BL fans will not like lol.
hello anon, with all due respect, your take is horseshit. saying that bl can't be "true queer art" or whatever is not only deeply reductive of the queer experience and implies that queer people are not allowed to have fun and be silly, it also throws the many, many queer people who make bls under the bus (what, are you saying that people like p'aof and p'jojo don't make queer art?), and it's also deeply racist. please think about the implications of the statement "bls (which have their origins in japan and are predominantly made in asia) have on the whole less artistic merit than Queer Art (which is usually not made in asia)".
also, and i cannot stress this enough, bl is first and foremost a marketing category. all sorts of things fall under the bl umbrella, and yes, shine is one of them. it's made by a bl company starring a well-known bl pairing and marketed towards a bl audience. it's a bl, no matter how high on their horses the people at boc are about their "men's love".
Far side of the moon
i've come to the conclusion that the reason why we know nothing about krailert and naran's futures is that we were never supposed to know about their story in the first place.
the time when they communicated through the newspaper was the only time the readers - and us watchers - knew about them, about their love. that was their moment of freedom, where they could be themselves openly (while hiding at the same time).
those letters are the only tangible proof of their love. the rest was theirs, and only theirs. notes hidden in books, hook-ups in places only them knew about, stolen glances and touches at public gatherings. us, as watchers, were welcomed into such intimate moments because we saw them through naran's or krailert's eyes. not through ours.
when their love was torn apart, in such sudden and wretched way, they had no choice but to stop writing on that newspaper who gave them a voice even when they knew they had to stay quiet. this blocked the way for readers to keep learning more about them, and consequently, us watchers couldn't know anything more about them either.
naran and krailert might still be alive, but their true selves - sarasawadee and klai rung - died. how are we supposed to see life through dead people's eyes?
we've been cut out from their story. we can't see it anymore, not through a newspaper, nor through their own eyes.
maybe they were meant to stay in the shadow forever.
trin calling his uncle klai rung and not krailert is such a small yet precious gesture.
it's like he ankowledged lert's true self — the one that got taken away from him, the one he'll never get to be.
yet, it's like klai rung actually comes to life and gets to exist, even just for a second, thanks to trin.
Saw this on the Bird App and thought I would share.
Shine episodes 1 - 6 - now you see me, now you don't
Episode 6 opens at the Grand Paradiso bar. It’s a glistening, glossy, glittering place; in the middle of it all, Tanwa is a sniveling mess draped over the lustrous surface of the bar table.
His only company have been the (slightly exasperated) bartender and his own reflection in the polished table top; Moira joins him and he starts to mope -
It has ended. In the end everyone is leaving.
He’s heartbroken but he only has himself to blame for it - in his hurry to avoid a scary conversation, he left behind a very disappointed Trin. He's troubled and when that happens, his thoughts surface to stare back at him from mirrors and glossy surfaces, which is what happens in ep 2. After fighting with his father, he goes to Moira’s hotel where mirrors follow his every step - there’s one in the elevator, a huge one in the bathroom and two in Moira’s bedroom.
Tanwa has developed ways to cope with his troubled mind- notebook scribbling, seeking out Moira’s company, smoking and drinking - but they fail to put him completely at ease.
Other characters come face to face with mirrors and fail to see themselves in them.
Victor has been punched, knocked down, battered and rejected enough to last him a lifetime. After the protest he makes it home to his family who have been worried sick over him. Nuch is so distressed that she starts dressing his wound and ends up confessing to him.
There is a stark contrast between the uncomfortable but kind way Trin rejects Victor and the blatant rejection Nuch is dealt. One wonders if Victor fails to see his own pain mirrored in her face.
Senam Rakphu, the actress, has explained that her character has long known that Victor likes men; however,
Nuch had convinced herself that he was just fooling around and that one day she could change him. [source: the video transcript]
This might be how Victor sees Trin as well- he’s enjoying a fling with ‘a slacker, a drunk’ [reference to V. badmouthing Tanwa in ep 5] but he’ll eventually settle for someone more deserving. And so, he ignores Trin’s repeated efforts to discourage any romantic feelings and shows up at his house in the middle of the night - to everyone’s dismay.
Mirror images and reflections are a form of visual storytelling - lighting, colors, props, the composition of a shot contribute meaning. This post by @romchat provides more examples of what makes the cinematography of the series stand out. I am in no way qualified to discuss the craft of movie-making but I do enjoy a clever use of props.
In ep 1, Tanwa comes up with a pun about a ‘hare-raising leak’. Behind Trin there happens to be (what to me looks like ) one of those pissing boy statues that were all the rage during the Renaissance.
When Veera goes away to pick jasmine for Dhevi after the dance lesson, she is left in the company of a winged cherub, most likely a representation of a cupid.
In the library room there’s a replica of Michelangelo’s David. You know it - slender profile, sleek lines, furrowed brow, tense hand holding the sling handle, the moment when David is sizing up a much larger enemy.
The statue is placed on the piano, so in ep 5, when Naran and Krailert sit there to talk about fighting injustice, the statue is in the background, barely visible between their profiles.
Krailert tries to talk Naran out of going after the military:
Look at yourself - so small. Don’t act bigger than you are.
As the hero who overcame daunting odds, David would object. So does Naran. He might not have a slingshot but he has a camera and intends to wield it; he sees himself as an agent of justice, a catalyst for change.
It begs the question - what does Krailert see himself as?
What does he see in the many mirrors that consistently appear around him ?
[ep 1 - car side mirror; he has just come home from the Apollo party]
[ep 2 - he puts on his military uniform after meeting with Win]
[ep 3 - Naran sneaks into the hotel bathroom to give him the coded library message]
[ep 5 - he smiles at Naran when they briefly reunite in the same bathroom, during the reception for Miss Thailand ]
[ep 6 - he's reflected in the mirror in his office]
All of these shots tell the audience how his identity is faced with constraints at all times. In ep 2 he’s putting on his uniform, in ep 6 he’s in his office; both uniform and job are markers of society’s and the military system’s demands that he should conform. The bathroom mirror is also a reminder of those constraints - after all, Veera walks in on him and Naran both times.
He has probably tried to push back against it all by doing as little as he can get away with in his military job, while also doing a very poor job as a husband. ‘Home’ is an extension of his workplace; there might not be many (visible) mirrors in the house but there are plenty of photos of him and Dhevi from which his pretense marriage stares back at him.
There’s a mirror lying in wait for him in ep 4 as well. He steps into Naran’s flat and there’s one by the door. This shot is showing the mirror-image of them kissing (the blurry rectangles in the left upper corner are most likely photos Naran stuck there).
Does this shot mean that mirrors are finally reflecting his repressed self? Unlikely, since moments later Krailert catches sight of Naran’s investigation draft and anxiety tugs at his heart. To Krailert, mirrors are an extension of the authority to whom he has bartered away his conscience.
There’s one more mirror keeping an eye on him.
General Pracha was privy to how Krailert was coerced into marrying Dhevi. Her father thinks of the two men as a pair, his favourite disciples on track for promising careers; he probably had Pracha sit in on that meeting so that later on he could keep Krailert in line. As a symbol of allegiance to the old general, the two men wear identical rings.
[close-up of Pracha's red stone ring, ep 5]
Pracha is cruel to the point of cold-blooded murder but, as bloodcurdling as it might sound, he is a reflection of what Krailert might be forced to become if he sticks with the military.
The Reluctant Fiancée (La Fiancée Hésitante), Auguste Toulmouche, 1866 [doesn't she look like she needs some space]
What is it like to never be allowed to be yourself? To have to navigate all those pitfalls - you have a shot at a normal life if you compromise your conscience, you have a shot at love but only as Klai Rung, a fictional alter ego that can be neatly folded and put away, like you would a letter.
And what happens when you let someone get close enough that they can piece together the puzzle of your disparate identities; and he doesn’t like what he sees.
മനതാരില് മാരിക്കാര് മൂടിക്കഴിഞ്ഞല്ലോ
മമസഖീ നീയെന്നു വന്നുചേരും
Once in a century
the far side of the moon is still part of reality whether you like it or not. just because you don't understand it, doesn't mean it's something you can dismiss.
a lot of people on twitter are speaking up about how there are, apparently, bl viewers who refuse to watch or continue watching shine because they don't understand it???
i've always said shine is a series for every one given its relevancy to historical and current events. sure, there are metaphors everywhere—jargons, inside thai jokes, or so if you're someone who stuggles with the sort of dialogue that isn't straightforward, this is a good place to start. just as a lot of shine viewers have stated, you don't have to know everything about late 60's and early 70's thai history to watch shine.
there are a lot of viewers who aren't native english speakers so it's easy to find a community on social media to help you understand things and aspects you find difficulty understanding. if you're already here on twitter, you're already in the right place for that.
you may simply not like the series for personal opinions on production choices and such, but shine is a political series—politics. it's supposed to be analytical, tactical, gets your brain going, some do research, some give their inputs and theories—basically basic fandom activities just more "intense" (that isn't the right adjective, but i can't think of anything else that the moment). it may feel overwhelming, but that's what politics makes everyone feel, especially right now.
so if your complaint is "it's bl, it's not supposed to be complicated", i hate to break it to you, but society made queer culture and representation in media—and in general—complicated. that's why shine is so relevant!
boc and the actors have claimed it to be an ml (mens' love) rather than bl (boys' love) to create a clear distinction of themes, but i, personally, don't think theme matters; shine may feel different from other bls because rather than focusing the plot on characters' sexual orientations, on them being gay, achillean, or queer, the plot focuses on the characters' lives and they just happen to be queer. a lot of series are like this; gap the series, manner of death, spare me your mercy, and other series and films where their sexual orientation and/or gender identity still plays a role in the plot but the plot is not dependent on it.
saying you don't understand shine or refuse to understand it is just proving why shine had to be made the first place.
The current state of fandom is honestly nauseating to me, but my biggest ick right now are the people who say things like "shipping ruined fandoms" baby shipping IS fandom, without it your fandom dies within a few weeks shipping culture is the backbone of every long-lasting fandom.
The anti-porn arguments always seem misplaced to me. The real problem I see is with parenting and sexual education, not porn.
Maybe teens/children wouldn't be so negatively affected by porn if they had it explained to them before they found it. And maybe young boys wouldn't have such a warped negative view of women if we'd stop teaching them that women are something to conquer and have in the first place. Because this view of women is taught outside of porn. Even addiction seems like a sex ed problem. Why not teach teens self control, regulation, and the negative effects of addiction? Why not give them the proper space to talk about it all like with counselors, parents, or trusted adults? Teens going through puberty are going to explore themselves and takeing away any outlet they have and not teaching them proper sex ed just leads to them finding less reputable porn sites, wiggling their way into adult spaces, and exploring with each other causing more teen pregnancy. (On a side note if parents don't want their kids consuming porn they should put in the work to govern what their kids see, not censor everyone else)
On a personal level: I found porn and even kinky porn as a young teen going through puberty. When I first started watching porn I thought of it the same way I thought of actors on TV and I don't believe I had/have some warped view of people. I knew everything I saw was play pretend/roleplay/fake/acting and I new if I didn't like it, I could just not watch it. I knew no one owed me sex nor is it something that everyone will be into.
When it comes to the banning of kinky stuff I see it again, causing more harm. People are going to be into kinky things, you can't get rid of it. And shame isn't helping anyone. Maybe people wouldn't be taken advantage of in these spaces if proper education was available and there wasn't this fog of shame surrounding it all.
Porn will always exist, sex will always sell and banning it while plugging our ears and going "lalalalalalala" instead of implementing the proper regulations to the industry/work doesn't seem like a good idea.
With that being said. I'm fighting the war on kinky porn on the side of kinky porn 😽
People forget that actors don't owe anybody the knowledge of their sexuality. Whether that be lesbian, gay, bisexual, pansexual, demisexual, asexual, or any other sexuality. That includes their dating history or who they're currently dating. Actors only owe the public one thing: that they do their job and that they do it well.
If that job consists of partaking in CP/ship culture, consume their media knowing that what they show you in public is curated for you as a fan. If they're dating someone who is not their partner, they're not cheating you; they're not making a mockery out of you or of queer relationships. With ship work, they're simply doing their job how their culture expects them to.
Ship work is not queerbaiting. Living, breathing humans do not queerbait. Queerbaiting comes from a marketing tactic for fictional entertainment work to ensure that they don't alienate their straight audience while also ensuring queer interest. You're consuming BLs and GLs, where the shows deliver in the promised relationships. If you're consuming BL/GL, you should know that fanservice generally follows.
Fanservice works because it's understood to be common practice. It's acting, an extension of whatever series they're promoting. Also, realize that fans often find themselves so invested in a couple that a hug or even a tiny brush of their hands will be considered 'evidence' of a relationship. Friends can flirt, 'lovingly' touch each other, and mess around without it meaning anything.
That's still not queerbaiting.
Because of how advanced technology has become, we have so much access to these actors/actresses. Accessibility does not equal entitlement to know how they identify. Claiming an individual is 'queerbaiting' only causes harm in the long term because you might unknowingly force someone to come out of the closet before they were ever ready to be. This only pushes media/reporters to continuously ask for information that isn't anyone's business to drum up engagement, potentially exploiting them for clicks. There's no need to inquire about their personal life, relationships, or sexuality.
But what if they take cryptic 'couple' photos with someone other than their work partner? Stop searching. Take their social media posts at face value. Stop trying to come up with some 'gotcha' moment, whether that be actually dating their work partner or some other individual. It's their personal life (curated, but still their life); you're overstepping, and if what you find out upsets you, then it's time to pull away.
It's really that simple.
Just because you buy into the fantasy a little too much and invest yourself in the pseudo-relationship does not mean the actors are queerbaiters. At the end of the day, fanservice is just that—a service provided for the fans. In other words, it's a job. Finding out that an actor/actress is dating someone of the opposite sex does not make them queerbaiters. (Also, realize that dating someone of the opposite sex does not signify that they're straight; whether they are or not, it's none of your business.)
If an actor/actress's personal relationships make you so mentally unwell because they're not with the onscreen partner, it just means you've genuinely detached yourself from reality. I mean this sincerely, if you're at this point, find help. Try to learn and understand more about why you're putting so much of yourself into a parasocial relationship. It's unhealthy for you to get so worked up that you feel sick because two coworkers aren't together.
If you find out that you're not a fan of CP work because you feel lied to or cheated, just don't consume it. Simply watch the show, look up their artist profile to see what other works they've been in, and log off. Don't follow them on social media, don't look up their fan meets, or watch video compilations that fans have made for shipping.
You're the master curator of your online consumption.
Curate it.
I think this is the longest I've ever been in a fandom. 15 years of One direction and my 10th year of being with them.
Since then I've taken various paths but 1D was always a safe haven I could return to and feel like I never left.
So much has changed and I'm not that little girl anymore. But I can't help but go back to my 11 year old self who accidentally discovered this boy band one fine afternoon because youtube autoplay was on; listened and loved every single song, found out that one member left the band and now they're going on a hiatus and decided to wait. Wait for them to come back one day so me and my sister could go see the 5 boys who made our teenage more fun.
That little girl is still waiting.
I miss them but I also miss the 'missing piece of innocence she lost'.
This is for that little girl and her first love.
Happy 15th to all Directioners, 1D boys and our one and only angel 🪽
One who always grateful for everyone and everything and teach us to be better human 🥺
The world needs 1D now more than ever, but maybe this time its our turn to take on liam's role to bring families friends together so he can get the rest he deserved, hopefully smiled upon us from heaven. Thank you for everything payno 😢🤍❤️🩹