All Who Wander ARE Lost

Idk man

[analyticanarchist]

My question is thus,

What designates the line between ‘selfish’ and ‘selfless’ ???

Because at my current point in life, I see no reason in existing. I am not interested in college education, for it is trash. I was unable to accomplish my life goal of attending college in Colorado (away from the hell-hole that is KS). And unfortunately I have no interest in working my entire life away, simply to afford rent. And I see no point to existence in this country, if not to be a slave laborer in this Satanic system that is capitalism. So therefore I see no option of Freedom, and would much rather choose to end my own life than to continue down this scam of “the American Dream”. I want no part in making the rich richer, and the poor poorer. Mostly because I’ve never met a single person that I would trust.

At this point in my life I am so wholly unhappy that I would prefer to cease to exist than to give my life away working, only to further inhance the riches of the rich. .... The only thing stopping me is my family / close family friends. They have provided me with such financial support that I feel it rude to let their ‘investment’ in me fail, if I were to off myself.

So in a time of need, I ask you this, what is the line between seflishness, and selfishness? Because while I agree that suicide is selfish... I wonder, at what point does it become selfless?

[analyticanarchist]

Here’s a list of things I’ve missed out on

-Family vacations

-Lifelong friends (I moved several times growing up)

-A father

-Sweet 16

-Getting a drivers lisence before I was 18

-Getting a car

-Going to the lake / beach

-Jet skis / tubing / boating in the summer

-Going to a good grade school

-Having friends in middle / high school bc I was too shy / embarssed to have people over

-High school friend groups / parties

-A childhood

-Wild teenage years / romances

-Never going to concerts / movies

-Traveling to different countries

-Shoppig for new clothes / shoes regularly

-Embracing my own style (can’t afford the clothes / shoes / make up / etc)

[analyticanarchist]

Do you ever feel like life just keeps kicking you when you’re down?

Like I’ve been struggling with a lot lately, mostly my hatred of college, my state and my overall life situation.

And I finally suck it up and start making myself feel a little happier, right?

And then life shows up and fucks it all up again.

I swear I just really don’t know what to do.

Life cant always be all bad, can it? And if so then what’s even the point?

[analyticanarchist]

Today all of my friends, and the majority of the surrounding states went to attend a huge concert with some of my favorite artists 20 minutes away while I stayed home all day because I can’t afford a ticket bc I have to save up for rent / tuition in August. I’ve been wanting to go to one of these concerts for ages, now one finally comes along and I’m one of the only people I know who aren’t there.

[xtitanium22-deactivated20230211]

It’s both funny and depressing the fact that you’ll never get to be yourself. you just have to keep pretending, even if it’s setting your soul on fire.

[analyticanarchist]

Everything!! Is all bad!! All the time!!

[sadbutrad420247]

What if no one believed in God

[sadbutrad420247]

What do you do

When everyone you know is below you?

[sadbutrad420247]

I suck at making friends

I suck at making friends because I always expect people to be aware.

It always baffles me that people can be so fucking ignorant and unaware of what’s going on around them.

Like, seriously?

How am I supposed to make friends when everyone I know is quite legitimately, “basic af”. ???

No one cares about their life or future, legitimately.

Sure everyone wants money, and a successful life, but no one actually cares about their contribution to society.

They don’t care what job they do, as long as it rakes in the bit $$$!!!

Scam artist? HELL YEAH!

Engineer? Takes some college but (I’ll design the next potentially oil spilling machine if it saves the company money and makes me tons of dough!!) fuck yeah!

Business opener? I’ll put on my happiest “I’ll get you the best deal 😉” face while I fuck over innocent people and make a butt load of cash! Fuck yeah!!!

People are legitimately fake as shit.

Does no one care about the future?

Is not a single person care about what’s happening to our earth, our people even?!

Fuck, I don’t even trust doctors! I’m in college and theses MFs are the laziest, most fuckboi ish people I’ve ever met! Yeah they’ll “treat” the sick, but it’ll put the sick people $12K in debt trying to diagnose the meseles. Fuck.

I’ve spent my entire life in the Midwest so I probably have a very shitty outlook on this world, but FUCK! Does anyone on this planet actually give a fuck about their time and life?

Im sure everyone reading this is more than convinced that “yeah, I care!” But is actually legitimately doing nothing to contribute to the good of society but is instead stuffing their own pockets while being fed straight Fucking lies by their employeer, (im talking to you, Jared, you Fuck. Your ads aren’t changing anyone’s lives.)

[sadbutrad420247]

Can’t wait to be dead

If it means no longer living on a planet with all these selfish fucks

[sadbutrad420247]

The odds of existing are astronomically small

The fact that Earth was ever formed… hell that our galaxy was even formed? Next to impossible odds. The odds of even being born are so small. Yet what have we, as a human race done? Absolutely nothing. We no longer care about exploring, learning or advancing society. It’s all about money now. Capitalism is key, right? Ha.

We’re so lucky to have been dealt this hand, yet we’ve gone so far astray from our purpose that we no longer know who we are, or what we are. This sidequest has taken us too deep. We’ve forgotten who we are.

[sadbutrad420247]

I spent my entire life

Working up to a good college, away from this religious hell hole.

I spent my entire life miserable and depressed hoping that one day my work would get me far enough to get me out of here.

And I achieved my goal. For a split second. 3 months. I had my goal. My life’s work amounted to something. Apparently 19 years of work is the equivalent to 3 months of pay off.

I was happy, and excited for about 2 months of my entire life. (When I had time to be, outside of class and homework and tests and work, of course).

But nope. An entire life of work and progression doesn’t matter in this world.

If you are not born into a family of wealth or power, you have no chance. No amount of dedication or hard work can get you anything. Those that swear by hard work almost certainly have no clue what “hard work” even means.

Fuck, in today’s America, “a small loan of a million dollars” is considered a hard working business man, I mean are you fucking serious, America? A reality TV show is now capable of running the most powerful country on earth?

This is absolutely fucking ludacris yet somehow everyone acts as tho this is completely normal???

Life is such a fucking lie. Growing up, all you’re told is lies!! TV and movies teach you that life is full of exciting adventures! Always new places to go, people to meet, things to see! In order to be successful you have to be smart and work hard! Everything will be ok as long as you’re a good person and get educated, right??

FUCKING BULLSHIT!

This world is so fucking lame and corrupt it’s not even funny!!

Im living in one of the most powerful countries in the world and we don’t even think that healthcare is a basic right?!? WHAT???

Everything is so fucked.

Politics are a complete joke. Everything the media tells us is bull shit and I’m sure by now every political decision is based 100% off of money-gained.

Theres no way this human race survives much longer.

America doesn’t believe in women’s rights, mintoriy rights, healthcare, helping the impoverished, immigration, LGBTQ+ rights, NOTHING. Literally the land of the free, who sought land to escape persecution is one of the most controlling, judgements, religious fucking country on the planet and I absolutely hate it here. We ignore science, support religion and are willing to die over an orange oompa-loompas tweets.

No one I meet seems to have any clue, or care as to what’s going on in this world, legitimately no one. I really don’t know what to do. You can’t ALL be NPCS, right?

Someone with at least half a functioning brain plz message me because I’m about to GTFO of this plant / world cuz y’all are some ignorant, oblivious mother fuckers.

[analyticanarchist]

How do you get back at the world

[analyticanarchist]

Your WCW is probably walking to class half asleep from staying up watching the lunar eclipse wearing ripped jeans, classic high top vans listening Smash Mouth nonironically.

It's me.

Im your wcw.

Hi

[analyticanarchist]

Aesthetic

[analyticanarchist]

Isn't it sad that nothing is ever as good as you imagined?

There's a million examples of this but one in particular I remeber is spending so much of childhood dreaming about college and all the new experiences I'd have. Even now, as a college student I think about how I pictured it all, and I find myself feeling really excited! But then I sort of wake up and realize that no, nothing is ever going to be as good as I imagined it. Nothing ever really has been and I don't really think anything will be....

[analyticanarchist]

Tattoo idea

Can Someone who is good at drawing sketch me up something that combines hard science (Such as Engineering) with wildlife or nature like plants? I've seen some really cool tattoo combos and I'd love to get one