anatomicular @anatomicular - Tumblr Blog

all my love to other autistic people who just know jack shit. the ones who have no "infodump" locked and loaded, nothing they can rattle off the top of their head. the ones who have a specific interest in certain things but still not knowing a lot about it. autistic people who will never be able to memorise fun facts about something no matter how fundamental it is to them as a subject. the point of autistic interests are not being a secret expert on random shit, you just like it a real big amount

i think i had some kind of psychotic episode a bit ago and now i feel.. different..... like you know how crazy i am about people not liking me/me not having people to talk at. but since the Episode i feel almost nothing. i hate being insane

queijac

forest guardian- 'lives with' an evil spirit (in the form of a small bird) who is trying to take control of the body (very unsuccessfully)

be gay animate long dead dragons to ride around the city and terrify people with

#shion #my art

identitty-dickruption

being abused or neglected really makes it clear how many things are skills that nobody really treats as. skills. exercising autonomy is a skill. listening to your body is a skill. resting is a skill. being liked and being loved are skills. nobody tells you how to do this shit because nobody even told me I was supposed to have learnt these things when I was a kid. I kind of just have to manually figure out what makes me freak out and work from there. unfair as shit

germechart

nightmares

friend-crow

I am slowly losing my mind over the shift towards video as the default media format.

I do not find this to be an efficient way to absorb information. I am bored and distracted by the time the largely unnecessary introduction is over. I can't use ctrl+f to find the specific information I'm looking for. If there are instructions to follow, I don't want to have to constantly pause and back up to the part I need.

At least give me a fucking transcript.