Anchor's Away

And I felt like my heart had been so thoroughly and irreparably broken that there could be no real joy again, that at best there might eventually be a little contentment. Everyone wanted me to get help and rejoin life, pick up the pieces and move on, and I tried to, I wanted to, but I just had to lie in the mud with my arms wrapped around myself, eyes closed, grieving, until I didn’t have to anymore.

[thecarmemes]

Thanks for the submission ltnsandchill! https://www.instagram.com/p/-uXxgAPtEz/

[sylvides]

If lipstick forces people to consider what the mouth does — kissing, smiling, sex — then eyeliner forces people to consider your soul, but framed in a certain way. Smoky, carelessly smudged, it implies disenchantment and sexy fatigue. Did she never go to bed, or was she in bed all day? Think of Courtney Love or Kate Moss, grunge and heroin-chic, of girls who want to grow up early and look like they’ll die young. A few years ago, the beauty writer Cat Marnell adopted laissez-faire maquillage with professional intensity. You can’t go out into the world like this, not giving a damn, without some pride. When Nan Goldin’s downtown kids examine themselves in the mirror, it isn’t to fix their faces; it’s to admire what’s written there.

from: Battle Ready, The Symbolism of Black Eyeliner by Emily Cooke (via arabellesicardi)

[hoemami-deactivated20171229]

[anchors-away18]

Bedtime for Bonzo's! 🤓 #happythankgiving #november #2015 #ellagrace #princess #spoiled

[anchors-away18]

At Dad's! 🏡 #thanksgiving #part3 #selfie #snapchat #cliche #2015 #november

[anchors-away18]

Mom's house for Thanksgiving this afternoon! @imperfect_veganist #november #thanksgiving #2015 #part2 #partner #iloveyou

[anchors-away18]

Other half. #twin #brother #november #thanksgiving #part2 #2015

[anchors-away18]

Happy Thanksgiving (part 2) ❤️🦃 #4thanksgivings #family #2015 #november #thanksgiving #steckmanfamily #lunch

[anchors-away18]

Happy Thanksgiving! (Part 1) 🦃❤️ @imperfect_veganist @alishaaac @latishiam @kenny_shane_ @sarjhiggs @kendra_rennae #thanksgiving #november #2015 #family #4thanksgivings

[anchors-away18]

It's about that time..#housewife #pauladeen #vegan #noanimalswereharmed #gardein #holidayroast #thanksgiving #november #2015 #meatfree #animalfree #whatveganseat

[anchors-away18]

She smiles whenever she gets excited #november #2015 #ellagrace #toofunny #happytuesday

[anchors-away18]

🌬 #foodforthought #november #2015 #oneofthosedays #itgetsbetter

[anchors-away18]

Ace & Bradlie 🌬 #feral #fatherandson #mentallyslow #november #2015 #sunday #goodnight

[anchors-away18]

Okay then...#ellagrace #november #2015 #pup

[anchors-away18]

Had a great afternoon at Ryan JR.'s first birthday party yesterday! 🎁❤️ I'm so grateful to be apart of moments like these! #happybirthday #november #2015 #littleman #neveradullmoment

[anchors-away18]

I love all my ladies! #daisy #kitty #cat #ellagrace #pup #oneweekathome #november #2015 #myhappiness

[anchors-away18]

Lol I remember all the chances I'd use to give my "friends" or try and talk myself out of the times they screwed me over. I've finally accepted the fact that I just don't have any friends and I'm ok with that. It feels a hell of a lot better being friendless, than around people who pretend to enjoy your company. #solong #November #hopeyougetthismessage #fortune #myfriendsreallydosuck #ineverlikedyouanyway #foodforthought