i don't know... oh i don't know.

same girl. different day.

[anditmayshow]

There are days when my heart aches for no reason. Sometimes it lasts weeks at a time. It’s been that kind of week or so. I’m not sure why it hurts, it just does.

I’ve learned to accept it, to tell myself everything is ok. If I don’t, a lot of insecurities start to set in.

I wish days like these didn’t exist. Some say these kinds of days make the good ones seem even better. I’m not sure if that’s true, because I’ve never gone without days like these.

I had a friend who’s never experienced a headache in her life. I’ve been having migraine headaches since I can remember. I bet it’s nice to never have had migraines.

[crimesagainsthughsmanatees]

Comic from 1-9-2014

PATREON

[anditmayshow]

2018

on the mends. trying to get healthy. trying to get things lined up. i feel so different from about 3 years ago. lots of scars, but the pain has definitely subsided.

radio silence is key.

loving as much as i did, as much as i can.

good luck, everyone! lots of green lights is my wish for all.

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Merry everything, guys! ✌🏽❤️ 🎄 (at Candy Cane Park)

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Me in the #70s #fbf

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@tevaruaori killed it this past weekend. I can't wait to get back to dancing in 2018!!! #tevaruaori #tvolive #oritahiti

[crimesagainsthughsmanatees]

Comic from 12-13-2013

PATREON

[thecartierrug]

[anditmayshow]

it’s been years of trying to figure out what happened.

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#mcm

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🙌🏾 (at Hermosa Hotel)

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Enzo's favorite weed since he was a bb #dandelion #grubbinonweeds #lorenzothetortoise #tortoise #sulcata (at Larry's Liquor & Groceries)

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Enzo in action #sulcata #tortoise #lorenzothetortoise #grubbinonweeds

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Enzo with a tsinelas/chancla for size reference #sulcata #tortoise #lorenzothetortoise (at Larry's Liquor & Groceries)

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it’s like coming home after being homesick for a decade and a half.

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Imagine going through hell and back again “searching for yourself”, and coming to the conclusion that yourself is an asshole. lol.

[anditmayshow]

figuring out life one step at a time. i realize i don’t want to make anyone feel uneasy, uncomfortable, strange. it makes me uneasy to make someone feel uneasy.

i have to learn to balance this. it’s not patience that i have too much of. i care to much about how people feel around me to the point that i’m not comfortable.