18yo ♡ bi (female sexual pref, male romantic pref) ♡ cis girlie ♡ Filipina American ♡ professional girlfailure ♡ Illinois, USA ♡ probably mentally ill
Likes: YouTube, drawing (suffering from art block rn ugh), summer, music, my cat, biking, museums, reading manga/comics. I rlly wanna get into upcycling clothes!!
I sometimes post random thoughts and my/other's art, but I mostly do sapphic hornyposting (so MDNI!!!) and repost stuff I like! i also post fandom stuff sometimes
Anons: 💄, 🐻
Check out my Spotify acc!!!
Wanna see what songs I'm listening to in real time? look at my last.fm <3
DNI:
-minors; sexting in DMs and anon asks is commonplace, especially with my moots
-bigots (racists, homophobic, transphobic)
-cis men; my hornyposting is for wlw peeps only!!
-shota/lolicons
-dyke breaking & detrans blogs
-AI "artists"
-sh/ed blogs
RULES FOR INTERACTING:
do not send unsolicited nudes (ex. gock, pussy, tit pics) in my asks/DMs.
I allow sexual questions, flirting, or a regular conversation in my asks and DMs. Sexting is allowed!
feel free to DM me if you wanna be friends with me! I may be awkward at first tho..
Do not send my nudes to ANY OTHER PERSON OR POST THEM ANYWHERE ONLINE.
TAGS <3
#andrea hornyposting - typical sexual content. hot sex that I want to happen to me.
#andrea rambles - long rants about certain topics.
#vent post sadly - me being sad and pathetic. most likely about my severe attachment issues and wallowing in despair. TW for possible mention of suicidal ideation and s/h
#bunny yearning <3 - me feeling romantic. may include passionate love making
#andrea photos - self explanatory. most likely sex toys. will never include pictures of my face
#andrea's asks! - self explanatory
#andrea does art! - nsfw art I make, usually of my fursona getting fucked :3 (note: my sfw art blog is at @lavibunxoxo)
#important ‼️‼️‼️ - sex ed, awareness, and other educational content
🔥 NFST INFO BELOW THE CUT 🔥
BDSM Test Results here!
switch (95% sub/bottom, 5% leaning dom/top)
Kinks/Likes:
✅ ORAL FOR THE WIN!!!, light bondage (preferably the legs), fingering (1-3 fingers), strap!!!!, spanking, calling/being called "Mommy", begging, light CNC, praise > degration, dom/sub dynamic, interrogation, edging, exhibitionism, forced eye contact, piss kink, recorded/taken photos during sex (like personal porn), dacryphilia, desperation, (some) pet play (I'm a bunny hehe), threesomes, primal play, public/semi-public play, voice kink, dumbification, breeding kink, (some) somno
✅ Kinks/Likes: omorashi (id rather control one's hold rather than hold myself. Being full feels physically uncomfortable for me, but I like to hold a moderate amount!), praise, teasing, desperation, peeing clothes (I love peeing my panties in the shower :3), denial, baby talk, peeing in containers, recording myself peeing, verbal encouragement to pee, puppy pads, potty training
⚠️ Maybe?: diapers
🛑 ABSOLUTELY NOT: drinking pee (although I wouldn't mind having someone to drink my pee if requested), peeing in absorbent surfaces (cushions, rugs, couches, etc), slob, public humiliation
Nooo please don’t clicker train me 👀👀👀 don’t set up a clicking system where just by the number of clicks I know what to do 👀👀👀 don’t tell me to do something and I listen and you click and give me a reward 👀👀👀👀 I’d hate for someone to call me a good bunny after I did as asked 👀👀👀👀👀👀 is my mic still muted??? Hello??
hii could u maybe write some smut w masc streamer ellie x femme reader where ellie forgets to turn off stream while they’re having sex or maybe get to the point where she realizes it’s still streaming midway, up to you!
⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚ live reaction
synopsis: it wasn’t uncommon for your girlfriend’s work hours to stretch out into the long hours of the night—something you were used to. but on the nights you need her bad, on the nights you’ve been laying in bed for half an hour wishing she was there to fuck you silly, your patience simply runs out. it doesn’t surprise you that she’s just oh so eager when you finally approach her—so eager, in fact, that one word from you and she’s abandoning her game for a taste of your lips, forgetting about her stream, and leaving her entire chat to watch.
a/n: thank u nonnie 4 the req!! ellie does end stream before things get too crazy just cause i can’t stand the thought of so many ppl watching watching but i hope u enjoy anyway! (also lets just ignore the way its the same five usernames)
tags: SMUT AND THE END!!, streamer!ellie, influencer!reader, ellie’s chat, public? sex, feral ellie, reader is a tease, strap usage, knee thing, ellie slut-for-a-nice-pair-of-tits-williams, dumbification(??), costreamer!dina, non-accurate gaming terminology
twitch.tv/smellie —LIVE: valo w dina!!
it’s been a few months since you started dating your secret girlfriend—well, “secret” in quotation marks.
you were pretty sure you could do basically anything and no one would be able to call you a couple unless you admitted it outright.
at least, until today.
ellie’s job kept her from you some nights. it was unfortunate, but it wasn’t anything new.
you knew how to take care of yourself.
but tonight? tonight was different.
maybe your bed was feeling extra cold or you were feeling extra needy—whatever it was, it had you frustratedly huffing out of your bed, hot and heavy after half an hour of trying to ignore the way your pussy clenched on air, wishing it was ellie’s fingers instead.
you’d decidedly had enough.
the hallway floor was cold on your feet as you padded toward ellie’s bedroom, one of her oversized band tees hanging from your shoulders, just barely grazing the tops of your thighs.
purple led lights seeped out past the bottom of her door as you drew closer, gameplay gunshots and frustrated groaning growing louder.
“ah, fuck!” you heard ellie curse from behind the door, followed by a faint “ellie, coming up on your right!” from dina’s voice on speaker.
the door creaks as you push it open.
“els?” you called out.
no response.
you watched impatiently as ellie’s eyes remained glued to her monitor, video game light illuminating her face, scrunched in focus.
gayahhbtch: L ellieswetsock: LL!!! carrotcaker523: wth bro elssmells: ellie brooooo everbb65: dina’s carrying so bad
“chat, if you don’t stop with the l’s i swear to god.”
“ellie.” you said, louder this time.
all she gives is a distracted “hmm, yeah?”
“you coming to bed anytime soon?”
“mhm, gimme, like, ten minutes. just finishing up this tourney, okay?”
you just stand there, appalled.
ten. ten whole minutes.
after you’d just waited half an hour.
oh there was no way in hell.
with yet another huff you proceeded forward, arms crossed against your chest, staying just far enough so that the camera couldn’t see you.
“ellie?” you ask.
an absentminded “mhm.”
“you said ten minutes half an hour ago.”
finally, she goes to mute her mic, muttering a quick ‘i’ll be back’ to the chat and dina before turning to you. “i know, babe. i’ll be there soon i promi…”
she trails off when she finally looks at you—well, at some of you.
her eyes find their way to your underwear, thin and lacy and just barely peeking out from under her shirt, and never seem to make it back.
yeah that was waaaay too distracting.
you can’t help but smirk at her reaction. “yeah?”
“i-uh…” she sputters, “i just gotta finish the game, baby, okay?”
“there’re like three rounds left.” she mumbles.
all that talk and not once did she look away from your panties.
this was gonna be easier than you thought.
“alright, fine.” you say, tone uninterested, though you lean in instead of leaving.
and ellie can’t help but look at you.
“i was really hoping you could help me out,” you say softly as her eyes flicker up to meet yours.
you glance down once at her lips before returning, whispering. “but i guess i’ll just go take care of it myself.”
you can practically see the gears turning in ellie’s head, a light flush creeping on her face, as she weighed her options.
as if on cue, dina’s voice perked up. “williams, you there?”
you watch ellie look back at her monitor. then back to you.
you keep your face close as you nod toward her screen. “guess you should go get that, huh?”
“ellie, we’re about to start!”
all it takes is a bat of your eyelashes and she’s scrambling to find her phone.
“ah, fuck it.”
satisfied, you watch as ellie switched her mic back on. “sorry guys i gotta go.”
you can help but smirk.
didn’t even make it two minutes.
“wha-in the middle of the game?” dina’s voice comes up from the other end, confused.
“yeah, i-it, it’s kind of an emergency.”
you can’t help but giggle when you glimpse the ruckus in the chat.
ellieswetsock: bro wtfffff carrotcaker523: WHYS SHE SO RED?? elssmells: BROOOO everbb65: LMAOOO ELLIE everbb65: wtf is going on 😭😭
“what-ellie—?”
“okay, bye! see ya for minecraft tomorrow!”
“ellie?? minecraft is on wednesda—“ click.
and with that ellie’s pulling you to the bed, her computer behind her long forgotten, even as the multicolor usernames of her chat continued to flood in.
to your credit, you were right. ellie was in fact down fucking bad.
so down bad that one word from you and she forgot about anything else—including her stream that she forgot to end.
the messages came in faster as your voices faded in—faint, but recognizable nonetheless.
a small “fuck-” slips past you as ellie practically pushes you onto the bed, face flushed like she was the one who’d been waiting all night.
unfortunately for you, ellie’s chat is pretty familiar with what you sound like.
ellielvr: wtf was that ellieswetsock: holy shit is that y/n?? carrotcaker523: OMG Y/N elssmells: nah they fuckin everbb65: WTF Y/N???
completely oblivious, ellie slots her body between your legs, head in the crook of your neck as she peppered down a wet trail of kisses.
you couldn’t help but smile at the unexpected eagerness, though you’re tilting your head back to accommodate anyway.
you’d be lying if you said you didn’t want this as bad as she seemed to.
“ellie, what’s with you?” you ask with a smile, fingers finding her hair.
she just keeps her lips on you, muttering a muffled “your fault, babe.”
gayahhbtch: BABE?? ellieswetsock: AYO carrotcaker523: ELLIE elssmells: are those kisses 😭😭 everbb65: BABE??? WTF??
“walk in here with nothing on.” she mumbles against your skin. “fucking evil.”
her eager hands make their way to your thighs, your ass, and you can’t help but whine at how good it feels to finally feel her touch.
you giggle a little when her hands slip under your shirt, already moving to take it off of you.
—radiohead. her favorite.
“i thought you-fuck-liked this-mm, this shirt.”
“i like it better off.”
but maybe that didn’t matter right now.
“mmh, yeah?“ you hum. “prove it.”
and that’s exactly what she does.
her face is in your tits the second she gets your shirt off, cold fingers pinching at your already stiffened nipples, eliciting high, whiny moans from your lips.
gayahhbtch: AYO?!??? ellieswetsock: HELLO WHAT THE HELL carrotcaker523: ELLIE elssmells: ur streams still on !!! everbb65: THERES NO FUCKING WAY
at this point chat was going at light speed, messages moving in faster than any pair of human eyes could manage.
people were no doubt beginning to talk—tiktoks, tweets, clips of your slip up already starting to circulate.
within a few minutes everyone had seen them—including ellie’s friends who, unbeknownst to you, were desperately trying to contact her.
the first time her phone rings, she shoves it back in her pocket without a second thought, not even bothering to check the caller id.
not even bothering to keep her eyes anywhere but on you.
just going back to bury her face in you, hands hungrily cupping and squeezing the swell of your breast like she’s obsessed, leaving you to arch into her, head thrown back, mewling out her name in high whines.
the second time it rings you pull away—just a little though.
“do you wanna get that-“ you ask halfheartedly.
ellie doesn’t even bother looking up.
“mmh-no.” she murmurs against your skin.
“you-ah-sure? could be important-mmh-“
finally she pulls away, just enough to look up at you. the look in her eyes tells you she’s hungry, starving. whoever was calling would just have to wait.
“i thought you were all eager to get fucked tonight, huh?” she asks, voice low, hands still hard at work. “you sure you still want it?”
“ell-yea-fuck.”
“use your words, sweet girl. can do that f’me?”
gayahhbtch: ELLIE?!??? ellieswetsock: HOLY SHIT??? carrotcaker523: WHY IS SHE HOT THO elssmells: ELLI UR STREAM everbb65: someone clip this
she wanted nothing more than to have you feel her in you, fuck you so hard you’d realize how sorry she was for leaving you all alone when she could’ve been—ring!
ellie’s phone buzzes for the third time.
you give her a nudge, brows raised in a silent ‘go ahead.’
annoyed, she finally goes to answer it, cursing under her breath.
she accepts the call. “ohmygod what??”
“ellie! your stream is on!” dina’s panicked voice fills the room, and suddenly it’s completely silent.
ellie stops dead, turning slowly until the monitor comes into her view.
to her absolute horror, dina was right.
there it was; her screen lit up, your tangled bodies blurry in the facecam window, chat’s messages coming in faster than she could see them.
oh fuck.
fuck fuck fuck fuck.
ellie practically scrambles to her desk, screen going black as she shuts the stream off.
her fans watching are left with a frame off her hunched over her desk, wide-eyed and flushed with embarrassment, as she hurriedly searched for the off button.
yeah, you’d have to shut off your twitter notifications for the next few days.
you watch, hand over your mouth, as ellie makes her way back to you.
“holy shit…” you scoff in disbelief. “ellie… ellie?”
to your surprise, she doesn’t stop to sit and crashout, to pause and bury her head in her hands and worry about her very possible twitch ban.
oh no, instead she’s crawling back onto you as if nothing had happened.
as if thousands of people hadn’t just heard her promise to fuck you like she really meant it.
in a blink she’s back to rubbing at your sides, face buried in your neck, as her breath tickles your skin.
“wha-still??”
“baby, please, i need you so bad.”
there was a quiver in her voice, barely there, but it told you all you needed to know.
your hands find their way back to her hair as you stutter an approval. “oka-yeah, yeah-okay.”
before you know it she’s back fully on top of you, swollen lips on yours, desperate hands holding your face close.
you can’t help a gasp when she slots her knee between your legs.
the contact has you seeing stars.
“mhm, yeah i know.” she hums into your ear, “i know it feels good, baby.”
you whine when she reaches down to pull your underwear to the side, fingers just barely grazing your clit. “you’re soaking fucking wet.”
you expect her to tease, to work you up till you’re on the brink of tears. but she doesn’t.
instead, she’s plunging two ready fingers into your already sopping cunt without warning, getting off on the way you took her in oh so eagerly.
a steady wave of cries leave your lips with every plunge of her fingers, nice and deep.
“you did so good waiting for me.” she whispers, every one of your needy moans like music to her ears. “m’gonna make it up to you, promise.”
you whine when she suddenly pulls out just when you get used to the rhythm, leaving your pussy to check on nothing one more.
“ellie-“
“mhm, i know baby. just hold on.”
to your astonishment, she’s slipping off her boxers, fabric moving to reveal the strap beneath.
has she been wearing that the whole time?
“w-when did you—?”
a smirk makes its way onto her face when she sees the surprise on your face. “i told you i was ending soon, didn’t i?”
and with that’s she’s pulling your soaked panties to the side, lining herself up.
pleasure shoots through you when she finally pushes in, the stretch nothing short of delicious.
your hands instinctively fly up to wrap around her back, nails digging into skin.
“been wanting to fuck you all night.” you feel her breathe against you, hot and heavy, as she thrusts in, pace mind-numblingly steady. “just got-fuck-held up.”
ellie’s strap is like magic, taking away every thought in that pretty little head of yours till all you can do is whine out her name.
she moans like she can feel you pulsing around her, “fuckkkkk. so tight f’me.”
your fingers dig in so deep she’s sure they’re going to leave marks. not that she minds.
she loves seeing you like this—all fucked out and needy, pussy soaking wet, as your lips wrapped around the shape of her name on an endless loop.
“mmh-ellie—!”
“just take it, yeah?”
every whine, every fucked out cry, only spur her on further. she can feel you getting close, and she’s dead set on making good on her promise.
you’re moaning even louder when she picks up the pace, lips latched onto one nipple while a hand tends to the other.
the sensation is almost too much.
the pressure in your abdomen has been building steadily since she first fucked her fingers into you, and it was only a matter of time before you snapped.
“el-ellie—!” you cry out in warning.
“mhm,” she hummed, grip on your body grounding while you lost yourself, “cum for me, baby. i got you.”
a broken moan rips itself from your throat when you she pushes you over the edge.
you’re left arching off the bed, eyes rolling to the back of your head, as ellie fucks you through it.
“yeah, that’s it,” she groans, “take-ffuck-take it.” that little quiver back in her voice, like it’s all too much for her too.
her thrusts slow when your moans settle down, body resting on yours as she lets you pull her close to your chest, labored breaths beginning to even out.
you give a soft whine when she presses a soft kiss on your lips, pulling away as her hands return to grip your hips.
confused, you mumble. “wh-?”
“mhm?” she hums in response, eyes fixed on your entrance as she pulled out slow, causing you to gasp. “i promised i’d make it up to you, didn’t i?”
“yeah, but-“
“you don’t wanna go again?”
well, you didn’t say that.
she chuckles at your silence, “that’s what i thought.”
and suddenly she’s pulling your ankles to the edge of her bed, sinking down on her knees, strong hands pulling your legs apart.
“just sit back, baby.” she plants a kiss on your inner thigh.
licking a needy femme’s pussy after being denied pleasure all day. watching her squirm and whine for more as i fuck her with my tongue, listening to her beg me for the orgasm she so desperately needs.
short cute video essayist who records herself talking in her much taller Owner's lap, so you're always seeing Her underboob in the top of the frame
Sometimes She's just sitting or laying back, relaxing, maybe resting Her phone or something on Her little pet's head, but much of the time She's touching her, playing with her, feeling her up, squeezing her boobs, pushing her head around, tugging on her lips, fingering her mouth, squeezing her thighs, grabbing her neck or choking her
Sometimes Her cock hardens and gets into frame, and She'll have her give a handjob, titjob, or rub her face against it while recording. Sometimes you'll see her belly has a huge bulge in it and she's struggling to talk while slowly moving herself up and down.
Sometimes there'll be a cut, with Her cock laying half-hard against our little video essayist, cum strewn across her and dripping down, a happy smile on her face while she talks.
At the end of her videos, as part of her outro, she always looks up and thanks her Owner for letting her do her videos even though she's Her onahole
girl running around a mall, fully bent over at this point because the last two bathrooms she saw were being cleaned. her bladder is screaming at her, begging for any relief even from the belt that’s digging into it because it’s under so many layers.
the eyes of the crowds around burning into her almost as badly as her bladder, she has no choice but to keep running because otherwise- psshhhht …otherwise it’ll be more than just a little wet spot. “I’m already leaking” is all she can sob out, to no one in particular. almost curled into a ball with how deep she’s holding herself, she keeps running, or at least she tries to run, to the next bathroom.
little drops just keep dripping out into her panties, until she sees a bathroom sign and freezes, as a torrent gushes out of her for 5 seconds. she shakes and whines trying desperately to get it back under control, to keep going, she’s almost there!! entering the bathroom, she pulls her hands out from between her thighs and tries to really run, seeing the bathroom at all and hearing the sinks being just too much to take.
her eyes are locked onto the open stall, her brain waterlogged with the hours of holding. she’s so close, soaking herself more and more but finding no relief, not yet. trying to turn into the stall, running, with piss soaked shoes wasn’t in her brain at all, until she slips and falls, and ppsssssSSSSHHHHHTT.. inches from proper relief, her distended bladder explodes with the shock of falling. it barely even registers, she can’t even hope to keep quiet, gasping and moaning with the sheer relief washing over her. wave after wave spills out of her, her whole body tingling with pleasurable release, staring at the toilet that was right in front of her, and it finally hits her
she’s laying in a lake of piss, and didn’t make it even a little, and somehow has to hide that all her clothes are now drenched…
but at least she doesn’t need to pee!
mwehehe thanks for reading it’s kind of really wordy but i’m getting back into writing :3 hope you enjoy the thoughts that rattle around my brain there’ll be lots more!
piss kink safety patrol! (for golden showers, drinking piss, internal pissing— anal and vaginal, holding, and wetting)
if you are being pissed on
very very minimal safety risks here
close those eyes baby! the second piss is anywhere near the face— close your eyes. that shit stings. have you ever had cum in your eye? it’s like that, but way harder to wipe off.
try not to do this with any fresh piercings, new tattoos, open wounds, or anything else that’s begging to get infected
if you are ingesting urine
what medications is your partner on? can they be passed through urine? (most likely they can be— in very trace amounts. but those trace amounts can be important to be aware of depending on your situation)
has your partner recently ingested something (medication, food, etc) that you are allergic to? or something that interacts with your meds? if they have, is it worth that risk?
has your partner recently taken any drugs? can they be passed through urine? (most likely they can be— in very trace amounts. those trace amounts may or may not be enough to cause a reaction, and may or may not be enough to fail a drug test <- has happened to people!)
on one non-safety note… you’re probably not going to love the taste of piss. regardless. you might! but most do not. it’s piss. really well hydrated piss can be very enjoyable (I like it a lot!), really dehydrated piss might make you puke. diet changes the taste— just like cum, but more directly. coffee, asparagus, lots of meat… all things that can make it particularly strong (and some people love that! some people do that on purpose! but I would maybe not… start there). lots of juice + lots and lots of water can make it very mild. medications and supplements can change the taste. lots of people anecdotally like the way beer or diet soda makes it taste. first piss of the day is considerably stronger and more unpleasant than any other time.
if you are doing internal pissing (anal)
if you are getting it straight from the tap (penis or funneled in): minimal to no risk. pee is not sterile! urine is not sterile. but you’re not gonna run into a ton of issues here. the real concern is if you’re dealing with abnormal abrasions, likely from particularly rough anal sex, you’re going to be more at risk for infection. keep an eye on it, take a shower, etc. you’re probably all good.
if you are getting a larger volume than one normal pee (bottle, etc, any amount of built-up fluid from multiple pees): this is less a safety risk and more just a heads up. chances are this will kind of accidentally enema you. and then you will shit. pretty immediately. if you’ve done a ton of anal prep (including enema) beforehand, you’re likely going to be fine.
if you are doing internal pissing (vaginal)
now we’re looking at pH balances. urine is more basic than the natural flora of a vaginal ecosystem, which can cause problems.
if you are prone to UTIs, yeast infections, or bacterial vaginosis, you should probably prepare for that. if that’s the risk you’d like to take, that’s your choice! but if your pH balance is delicate, piss is absolutely going to disrupt it.
even if you’re not prone, the risk for all of the above is there!
PEE. AFTER. BEING. PEED IN. please 😚 you’ll save yourself so much trouble. and I mean pee, don’t just evacuate the foreign piss. if you’re not already peeing after sex in general… start now!
if you’re doing any kind of holding:
any long-term holding (and I mean, like, having holding your pee for long periods of time become a part of your life for years) can result in slight to moderate incontinence (leaking) and weakened pelvic floor muscles. make sure you’re doing pelvic floor exercises! it’s best to sometimes give yourself an extended break from a holding kink, but I won’t tell you what to do.
there’s no real One Answer for “how long is it okay to hold at one time?”, but it’s better to do high hydration/stronger desperation/shorter hold than it is to do low hydration/less need to pee/longer hold, for hydration purposes. the longer you hold, the more you are at risk for UTIs and potentially bladder infections (cystitis, a kind of UTI). bladder infections have a chance of becoming kidney infections. no, there’s no One Set Time, but no, it’s not safe to hold all day either. listen to your body as best you can.
find your limits and set them. I’m prone to UTIs (and have a weak bladder), so I have different levels of “okay to hold”. I have found the maximum amount of water and its correlating hold times that work for me— and hold time is never over an hour. that’s my risk profile.
if you’re wetting
sitting in your wet mess can be fun and humiliating, but can also cause rashes. I literally cannot speak to diaper instances, I have no experience there, but most fabrics will start to be uncomfortable while wet after a while, and sitting in your piss can cause chafing, rashes, skin irritation… and again, sitting in pissed in underwear (or garments close to the genitalia) can cause UTIs + yeast infections, especially in vulvas.
AS ALWAYS, when dealing with someone else’s fluids inside your body, you are at risk for STIs. get tested, keep getting tested, take PrEP, have the conversations, know your body, and above all, be aware of what risks you run. this shit is fun and wonderful— funderful— and should stay that way. safe pissing (or lack thereof) everybody!
Today I got reminded of that one time I was made to piss like a dog on all fours... While being watched... It was so embarrassing yet so weirdly thrilling.... The peeing felt so good too cause I was holding for a long while by that point.
quickie where sub is promised they can pee once their dom cums. getting bent over a bathroom sink or something, pants pulled down around their knees, sensitive bladder being jammed up against the counter every time their dom fucks into them.
they manage to get through until their dom is finished, but their dom just yanks the sub's pants back up, buttons them, and holds the writhing sub there until they have no option but to wet themselves while still squirming and mumbling how unfair it is
I made a couple realize they're poly/open, I gave a mutual a piss kink, and I gave my gf an oral fixation and darcyphilia kink (fetish?). I'm so proud of myself and I need to brag about it. I love making people discover freaky shit about themselves, it's the best feeling ever. 🙂↕️
