Andy, 26

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[andy-888]

With DM I really dont care about canon. Every possibility is real to me. Violent turning? Yeah. Loving turning? Yeah. They had a relationship during all those years? Yeah. Armand just stalked him one sided? Yeah. Armand underestimated Daniel and got his relationship ruined? Yeah. Armand knew Daniel would uncover the truth therefore he would finally be free from Louis? Yeah. Daniel will fold instantly? Yeah. Daniel won't forgive Armand for decades before they get together again? Yeah. Like idc they could try to kill each other and they would end up together either way. Freaks.

[andy-888]

Im very much excited for DM finally coming up but this episode fucked me up so bad. The whole Claudia arc has me on the trenches. To me, Claudia's story truly is horrorific. Being turned so young for a man's selfish wishes to be kept and live between two monsters, becoming one just to end up killed in a humiliating trial. I remember hating Lestat now Louis gives me creeps. Glass stained glass really had me crying bc somehow, she was still their little girl and their daughter. But they killed her and she took it bc she would never be free from them or the vampire world. Vampire love really can be many things...

[andy-888]

Show Devil's minion is so crazy like. The 500 yo powerful vampire who refused to turn anyone has turned YOU who technically ruined his life and not only that, your vampiric bond manifested in a way and only you two are left in the world intermittently and he comes to you after seeking rehab, with an apology from the deepest part of his soul and a warning just to end up talking about love after you walked after him worried bc the crowd was laughing at him BUT SURELY this means nothing. Such is the life of a vampire

[andy-888]

I do believe daniel when he says he doesn't have turning trauma, but he definitely developed some after Armand abandoned him like. I've only seen him hunt stumbling men and eating them off the floor of an alley, can't call himself a vampire, apparently every now and then feels the rapture coming, no real vampire abilities, vampire loneliness, has been calling up his daughters, are those glasses for passing or to hide his eyes...

Like thank God he is employed honestly

[andy-888]

My boy Daniel was screaming for help like yeah yk every now and then I feel the vampire loneliness described as the worst pain a vampire can feel and if not that, I sometimes feel like only me and Armand remain in the universe, but yk he kinda orphaned me the second he turned me sooooo I'm really just a mediocre fledgling with no actual powers in a world where every vampire probably wants to kill me. And Louis answer was "lol weird". This is honestly the best thing I've ever seen

[andy-888]

The Vampire Lestat is the funniest thing I've ever seen. First words: discord reddit tiktok. Last words: labubu

Brain rot Lestat is very real and i fear hearing him say tung tung sahur

[andy-888]

If a child vampire is inhuman even in vampires eyes bc they will never develop or live essential human experiences that will help them survive a lifetime of vampirism, do you think a vampires turned at old age like Santiago and Daniel are like super desirable in a way. I mean they had a lifetime of human experiences even death before coming back into vampirism. Like Daniel lowkey IS that fascinating thats why an ancient vampire as Armand has been obsessed with him even more now that he is a vampire. Like good wine mam

[andy-888]

Does anyone have good Xicheng role/sect swap aus recommendations? The longer the fic the better. Its been a long time since I left the mdzs fandom but I kinda miss those two and I can find any 😩

[andy-888]

Foggy Nelson isn't hunting the narrative like a death wife anymore, that man is Matt Murdock's personal Jesus Christ

[andy-888]

Enough time has passed they need to revive BBC Merlin. Arthur come back from your puddle. Since you left all we have is game of thrones. No whimsy, no funny stuff. The only who came close enough was Henry of Skalitz. The lads and lasses yearn for whimsical medieval fantasy.

[andy-888]

What if in the last episodes Eddie does suffer an NDE and the rest discover that Buck is Christopher's legal guardian, but, since Buck is technically in rehab, there's like a social worker problem. Buck is probably Eddie's emergency contact and Buck is in fact registered in the system as someone who tried to get drugs from different hospitals so... then there's the Bobby parallel which was referenced by Buck while talking to Athena. How Bobby lost his family bc of his addiction...

[andy-888]

Finally caught up with 911 bc i was waiting to watch the last episodes with my mom AND they gave him opiods for his back. The same back that was bothering him in the auction episode. Oh Buck my boy 😭

[andy-888]

In light of Hannibal's anniversary I like to remember my favorite time of the show where this high end psychologist, surgeon and accomplished serial killer and cannibal, framed his crush for his own crimes and then dawned on him that, if his crush ACTUALLY went to prison, he wouldn't be able to see him, so he killed the judge who was being rude to said crush.

[andy-888]

So they are going for the addiction arc, but I still dont understand why they prescribed him opioids. What kind of injury did he get from the car accident??? Was it his ribs? Past leg injury?? Lowkey dont get it and all bc the damn time skip. Ughhhhhhggg

[jemsparklyfire]

I'm so fucking angry and sad about Starfleet Academy getting cancelled. I was disappointed enough that we would only get 4 or 5 10 episode seasons BUT LITTLE DID I KNOW WE WOULD ONLY GET TWO. I love SFA and it makes me so sad to watch it and all these other ST series get cancelled. Star Trek represents hope and that's exactly why they're trying to get rid of it. Discovery, Lower Decks, Strange New Worlds, and Starfleet Academy, you all deserved so much better.

And to everyone who hated on it just because it was different than what you were used to, YOU are part of the problem. While ultimately Paramount just wants to get rid of anything progressive, Star Trek needed as much support as it could get. And you all discarded it because you couldn't accept change. Even though one of the main points of Star Trek IS LITERALLY EMBRACING CHANGE. At this point we'll be lucky if we get any Star Trek at all. I feel so bad for all the actors, writers, crew, and anyone else involved. I will forever mourn what we could've had. Starfleet Academy, you will be greatly missed 🖖.

[andy-888]

This is how I learn SFA got canceled what the fuck. The show was really good and it was a fresh look to Star Trek shows where we always get starship based stories. We actually got to see how captains, engineers, medics, politicians, etc come to be and ppl were mad at it bc what? A gay Klingon?? That actually gets almost no scenes with his canon bf??? Brother. Is 2026 ffs can we please PLEASEEEE just let a show set in the future to actually be yk... PROGRESSIVE??? Especially Star Trek like do yall watch the series with your eyes closed??? Man I'm so fucking mad rn.

[andy-888]

Fuck they are doing Bobby/Athena and Maddie/Chim parallels with Buddie and in each case Buck parallels Maddie/Bobby and Eddie Chim/Athena. And if it's not an addiction arc, but a sickness one, they will parallel Hen/Karen. Yk. The big three couples. 3 episodes for each 3 married couple... ok whatever idc.

[andy-888]

Okay no we always talked about Buck being passive suicidal, but this episode felt like he is reaching the suicidal point? Like the fight at the diner wasn't even that serious and suddenly he is like "kill me! Kill me now!" And telling at Eddie how "i tried to be up beat, I tried to fix things thats what I do!". Like i think the "trials and tribulations of Evan Buckley" still hang in Buck's mind. How he didn't think that talking about his parents divorce was important, how he is still sad about Bobby, how he tried to stay positive and not get 'gloomy' when their plane was canceled. Now they get lost bc he tried to fix something. "I have a Buck in my ear" 'oh so you do everything i tell you?' Oh so me trying to fix something made us get lost, miss out friend's birthday may as well take me off the equation so this doesn't happen. "Jumping off a bridge is more so Buck doesnt get to do it". Like i get the he is ready to die for Eddie and Chris and yes... but! He is too ready to die in general??? Idk I think Buck's psyche is very very fucked up rn. The way he kept repeating "I'm derek" even when Bonnie leaves.

Like if in the next episodes the lasting effects aren't psychological (which i think they will be at least a 70%) i think the electricity, the clots and the stress Buck continously goes through may affect his heart. And he is going to have to quit firefighting. Chim in the previous episodes stated that he would fire Buck in a second if he did something like Hen did. No more cap Bobby. "I'm not young anymore" "Idk who I am without him". Guys if they take firefighting from Buck atp... this could break him fr bc i dont think he would fight the decision this time.