Hi, my name is Ang3l_di and I'll be treating this account like a way to reccord my ikemen content, as well as a way to interact with the community ♡ This is a fandom account so please no discussion out of topic ;)
I only draw as a hobby, I dont like getting pressured into it, I have a job so I have verry busy periods where I might not be able to pick up the pen ^^
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•My ko fi account is open and the best way to support :)
•Comissions are open through my dm and my ko fi accounts
Hi! I'm a bit desesperate for comissions rn (short on money) I would love to do ikemen comissions (or other fandoms) for the little price of 8€... I would literelly do anything ^^
Regarding the recent upset in the IkeVil fandom, I want to share something that has helped me approach sensitive topics such as dubcon.
I’ve mentioned on my blog before that I am an SA survivor. We are, most unfortunately, very many, and we are, of course, not the same.
What I am sharing below is the analytical approach that helps me, as a survivor, to interact with certain sensitive scenes as I feel comfortable.
It may help other survivors, and it may also be a useful practice for general readers interested in reading any story beyond the surface level.
IMPORTANT: you do not have to do any of this. I’m simply sharing what helps me, and what may possibly help others, survivor or not.
To begin, I always look for dubcon warnings and assess (the whole time) whether or not I feel comfortable continuing to read the scene.
Scenes like these are not the place to be a completionist:
If you feel at all uncomfortable, STOP!
It is OKAY to tap out in any route for any reason, whether you’re reading in the actual app or reading a fan translation.
I mean this very broadly, as there are plenty of other themes that readers may find uncomfortable across all of Cybird’s games, not just IkeVil.
Is it possible that you can be okay with dubcon and feel uncomfortable in the middle of reading it? Yup— so STOP!
Please do not force yourself to finish a sentence, or read one more line. The same for if you made it all the way through and still (or start to) feel any upset.
These characters are not real. These situations are not real. What you feel is very real, and is more important than any desire to “keep up” with what is going on with a LI, or the game, or the fandom, or whatever it may be.
What you have to do is love yourself more than you love otome and STOP when it gets uncomfortable for you.
Next, I look for what the MC themselves say and think about the experience.
This tells me more about the interaction than a general CW, as all situations are different depending on the story.
I pay close attention to the MC’s internal and spoken dialogue, and how the experience is affecting her.
Is the MC frightened? Is the MC conflicted? Is the MC interested in the LI’s sexual advances in general, but not in this particular situation? Does the MC even consider what is happening to be a sexual advance or straight up an attack on her person? etc.
I’m looking for what words (if any) she says or thinks.
Some examples:
“I wanted him to touch/kiss me,” “it felt good when,” “I liked,” or actions such as pulling the LI in rather than pushing him away, keeping the LI close to their person during the dubcon instead of defending herself and running for the hills, etc.
How the MC is responding internally, verbally, and physically during the dubcon, that’s what I’m interested in beyond just: there’s dubcon on my screen and I feel xyz about it (which is fine, just not what I do).
Again I ask myself these questions (and others) because not all dubcon situations are the same.
For example, Alfons and Darius are two different characters with two different outlooks, experiences, and motivations behind the dubcon they perpetuate in their routes.
Trying to view Darius through the view of Alfons’ dubcon actions wouldn’t make sense, and vice versa. What Darius does may not bother you, but you might have a problem with what Alfons does, and vice versa.
What I’m looking for is why is this character in this specific story is doing these actions.
Then I go back and do the same internal and spoken analysis for the LI.
I do this because it’s important FOR ME to understand the intent of the whole picture.
Then, I read the scene again, normally.
If you’re just starting out with reading analytically, this may seem dumb and time consuming.
Again, you do not have to do any of this at all.
Once you learn (or continue to grow) how to analyze what you’re reading, it becomes second nature and you’ll start by do it automatically.
Also, please keep in mind that there are many other techniques, and this is not an exhaustive list for how to read analytically. Just some of the things I do, for myself, to achieve a deeper understanding.
Interacting with what you read in this manner can help you understand the intent behind what is going on in a story beyond what the words on the screen say.
Think of it as the text version of how you interact with people in real life:
There’s what someone says, what someone does, and the intent/motivation behind the connection (or disconnection) to both of those things.
Your brain processes these things and your intuition kicks in to help guide your actions, emotions, and decisions surrounding such interactions with other people.
Analytical reading does the same thing, just on paper or a screen.
Finally, for the nine millionth time, this approach is how I was trained to read from a young age and as such I’ve found it extemely helpful to me regardless of whether or not I was reading fiction or non-fiction (to exclude, of course, strictly scientific or medical research, etc.)
I share this technique in the hopes that it may help even one person who is unsure of how to interact with reading sensitive topics or someone interested in learning more about characters beyond what the words on the screen say.
There are the words in the screen, and there are the motivations, thoughts, and feelings in-between those lines that are so easy to miss (even outside of sensitive topics) when one simply takes the story for being only in the text.
As always, be kind to yourself first, and remember to extend that to others as often as you can.
Keep first and foremost in your mind that these characters are not real, the situations are not real, and that you owe it to yourself to scrape off your plate as much crap as you can.
If playing otome helps you decompress, but something you’re reading is stressing you out— bail.
NO you don’t need to finish that sentence, that chapter, or that route.
YES you can just press Skip from start to finish.
NO that does not mean that you’re not a “true” fan.
YES you can, and should, play how you want to play.
Also I am trying to get a Vgen code through Instagram and X (mostly Insta), if you could come support me there, to like 1 or 2 posts of mine (I need to reach 100 likes on at least 1 post...) that would be super helpful!
Kinda shy to write a positive/thankful note for @ang3l-di , considering i bullied her today. But anywayy THANK YOU SM FOR DRAWING MY OC X SILVIO AAAAA MY FAV DOODLE/ART NYAM NYAM
Literally. Gold. I love love love them. LOOK AT THAT LITTLE HEART SILVIO HAS. AND THEY ARE TOUCHING FOREHEADS!! AND THE WAY HE IS LOOKING AT HER!! AND THEY ARE UNDER A VEIL?! And as I’ve told you, it inspired me to write more positive and romantic interactions between the two! <3
I hope whoever sees this post and loves the art will check out her page and support her. You can also commission her on here. GO SHOW HER LOVE UGH
As many of you know, I run an Ikemen Series discord server. For reasons we won't discuss, I made a new server with the help of a few friends. We welcome all players of all the games (tho I might be a bit partial to IkePri) and hope you'll stop by and visit us in our new home.
Check out the Ikemen Series +18 community on Discord - hang out with 61 other members and enjoy free voice and text chat.
The scene that I tried to illustrate is from when he was an Obsidian soldier and was ordered to burn more then 1 thousand hostages on bloostained rose battle... His backstory lowkey marked me more the Clavis' own backstory TT will probably post a version without the texts and all :)
Who is your favorite side character from Ikemen Prince?
I have already told you that I gasped when I saw it. Now, the look on Gilbert's face still unsettles me. He seems to be in a sort of obsessive trance, fully immersed in his task or the person he tries to paint. Characterisation lies in details and goodness, if it isn't top notch here!
📣First Time For Everything Ikemen Fan Zine: OUT NOW [Download link] !
This project wouldn't have been possible without the enormous passion of our contributors. Thank you all for joining us on this adventure, and now... Might we invite you all to settle in a comfortable chair and enjoy the contents of our zine? ;)
First Time For Everything Ikemen Fan Zine includes:
works featuring Midnight Cinderella, Ikemen Sengoku, Ikemen Revolution, Ikemen Vampire, Ikemen Prince, and Ikemen Villains characters.
20 stories by 14 different authors.
20 artworks by 16 different artists.
The Art of Prince & Villains Trailers.
Photocards depicting select characters in outfits designed specifically for this occasion.
