Yall it’s been a minute
I was in active addiction for the last two years sorry for lowkey ghosting the fuck out of this account, I’m better now! Still dealing with the consequences of my own actions that occurred while I was in said addiction.ive always struggled with some sort of substance abuse but I never thought I’d let it get that bad to the point I was in psychosis for months, I lost a good few friends and almost lost my sister because of my actions, I lost my job, car, license twice and I’m extremely behind on rent, this is now what I have to work through because of my choices.it gets better and you really do learn to let the people that walk away walk away.im on the right meds and I’m around the right people, getting the help I need please talk to someone don’t be scared to get help because the grass is greener on the other side it truly is.
I was really sad when i realised i have missed two whole years of lore. I embedded myself into this fandom when it first appeared and losing my love for it to addiction hurt more then when I got beat as a kid, I’m not exaggerating.
I probably will come back an post every so often but I highly doubt it I have alot of videos to catch up on!! 
