Red AF

"I finally decide that my future lies beyond the yellowbrick road" - Elton John

[angelic-ambedo]

Hi! I'm Angel, my gender doesn't exist and I'm here to write my theories, thoughts, loves, poetic musings and more!

I'm a movie FANATIC especially weird/disturbing movies they are honestly my whole personality :3

I love writing making art making things making everything filming things you name it just give me some sort of arty tool and boom something will spawn in that never existed before and you probably never wanted it to but here it is

Ask me things if you feel like it :)

[angelic-ambedo]

i luv having horny depressed hoes

[cutecipher]

science has always been political. what gets studied. what doesnt. who gets to do the studying. on and on and on.

[cutecipher]

scientists on this post: yuuuup 👍

people who aren't scientists: um actually ☝️

[uspiria]

Fanchon, the Cricket (1915) dir. James Kirkwood

[escuerzoresucitado]

[angelic-ambedo]

bro i love existing

[angelic-ambedo]

i haven't posted in an eternity but i just wanted to log on to say that i fucking hate Joan Didion and everything she wrote.

[milkandvoid]

[angelic-ambedo]

do you ever have that other friend that you cut contact with before you got to college but then you met someone IN college who is lowkey the exact same person and you sit at a dinner table with them nightly and then one day you're like "you remind me of this person I was best friends with in high school" and he's like "maybe I am them" and you have a mini stroke because there had to have been a soul transplant and it has to be the same person I just know it?

[angelic-ambedo]

do you ever have that one friend that you lost but you still secretly love them and think about them moderately frequently and sort of fictionalize them in your head because you can't really talk to them because its complicated but then they like a post you made and you're like woah. You're a real person still? freeky

[newwavesylviaplath]

catherine o'hara (1954-2026)

rest easy angel <3

[angelic-ambedo]

this is depressing but life is hard so I thought I would post a poem I wrote a few years ago that is sort of about hope. hope everyone is doing ok out there.

There’s a chance that I’m wrong

Statistically improbable

Technically illogical

but there’s still a chance I’m wrong

and I see it in the sunset

At the end of the long day

And I see it in my friends faces

When I beg them not to go away 

And I know that even in the change

i can make some things stay

and even if I have to let them go

in my chest I’ll always know

Even when my head denies

The beauty of soft pastels in skies

i think I’ll stick around for tomorrow

Just to see if things get bluer

or maybe I’ll receive a kiss from a strange person in the rain

Maybe someday there’s not something so wrong with my brain

maybe, just maybe, when I stop shaking

The wind will blow the clouds away

or I might just be left with another day

Either way, it’s at least getting easier to say

Yes to life before I fade away

[mistype360]

enneagram compatibility guide

hey all! i'm ending my compatibility event since I have soooo many in my inbox. for anyone who hasn't had theirs answered, or is just curious, I decided to post a little guide I've been using...(as always, for most of mbti and enneagram, don't take this too seriously!)

the 10 rule: enneagrams that add to 10 are the most compatible

the 9 rule: enneagrams that add to 9 are the least compatible, (which is also why 9's are compatible with everyone 😉)

disintegration/integration lines: relationships between these lines are either one sided or balanced

reaction triads: enneagrams in the same triads (459), (126), and (853) tend to be incompatible

the opposite rule: enneagram types opposite from each other (for example, 9 is opposite from 4 and 5) are the most compatible as trios and groups

subtypes: same subtypes tend to be most compatible, as well as vise versa (sx blinds and sx doms tend to be incompatible)

[angelic-ambedo]

THIS IS SO EXACTLY TRUE AS A 4 IN A HEALTHY RELATIONSHIP WITH A 6 WITH A MOM AND DAD THAT ARE 4 AND 6 WHO HAVE BEEN TOGETHER FOR AN ETERNITY THIS IS FACTS

[infectiouspiss]

2026

FUCK HARD

FUCK FAST

FUCK BADLY

NEVER USE GENERATIVE AI

CREATE JOY

MUSIC ALWAYS

PSPSPSPS AT KITTIES ON THE STREET

YUMMY SOUP

go see the doctor about that thing

BE TRANSGENDER

KISS YOUR FRIENDS

EAT CHEESE

NEVER KILL YOURSELF

THRIVE

[angelic-ambedo]

yup

[orcposts]

do not go gentle into that good night

[orcposts]

be a bit of a bitch about it

[transbian-uprising]

can't in good conscience leave this out

[angelic-ambedo]

this might be a hot take but I don't think sexual consent solves all problems with the sex world, for casual sex especially there needs to be some sort of standard that also prioritizes respect? consent is just the bare minimum for something to not be considered violent. of course people can consent to acting disrespectful (like cnc and lesser forms of it) but i think the standard before that should be respect? BDSM is such a casual part of modern society which would be okay, if not for the fact that it's NOT EVEN CONSIDERED BDSM. (str8)hookup culture centers around literal assumed dom/sub bdsm roles and even sado/mas roles that are not even close to consented to beforehand. I know tons of guys that are very much inclined to literally act violently, degradingly or otherwise totally disrespectful towards femme sexual partners without any consent whatsoever because it is an assumed normal part of the culture. BDSM is super cool when its consensual. Otherwise, respectful, nonviolent, non-agressive sexual experiences should be baseline. You can add whatever you'd like on top of it, as long as everyone actually wants to do it.

I also don't want this to be confused with respectability -- this does not mean that some forms of sex/sexual activity should be respected above others, and therefore the people who engage in them should be respected above others -- that inherently goes into very queerphobic territory. On the contrary; everyone is deserving of respect, and that is precisely why respect, not respectability becomes of utmost importance.

I would love to see a world where casual sexual experiences can be fun, fulfilling, safe, enjoyable, and exciting for everyone who participates in them. This is never going to be the case until men start taking fucking accountability and stop being so disgustingly disrespectful to women. The politics of that are even more disturbing -- the more afraid (str8) women are of having casual sex with men, the more they will gravitate towards giving everything they have to a husband, inevitably letting go of their independence and submitting fully to the patriarchal state. Safety and security (promised by a husband) seems like the easiest way out of a life of being disrespected by men every time women just want to get fucking laid. But it's a beautiful lie; femme-femme relations are sacrificed for heteronormativity and assimilation into patriarchy takes place, a process that is often deeply unfulfilling and inevitably, tragic.

[and-fishing-equipment]

in 2026 DO NOT ask yourself whether your art is GOOD

instead ask:

is it SINCERE

was it CATHARTIC

was it FUN TO MAKE

is it MADE BY ME

and don't forget to stay silly