chronically online loser

kirakira!!!!!

[angelmania]

Hey cuties!

A ray of light illuminating the chaotic internet of today...

Bringing happiness to the nerds floating in this electronic sea!

A promise of future peace,

I'm a little manic and moody but it's all right!

The internet angel has descended!

I'm here to love and heal all you nerds out there on the internet.

And while I'm at it, I'm going to become the biggest streamer! That's a threat AND a promise!

Go big or go home! So, I'm going to shoot for 1 million followers! 🙏BLESS🙏

Hi there! I'm Vel/Lucretius!

Feel free to refer to me as either name. I also go by some nicknames such as luci, lu, and luc. I don't mind being given nicknames!

I use he/rag/rot/cat/kitty/doll/void/decay pronouns. I'm trans ftm but I also use other xenogender labels like deadthing, ashleycharic and pinkcatgender. I'm multispec.

I'm a big fan of NSO which is why my blog is themed around it. I also like TCOAAL, Creepypasta, Sally Face, Cemetery Mary, Class of 09 (not very active), Heathers the Musical (also not very active lol), The Kid at The Back, and DoL.

I'm neurodivergent (autistic LSN) but also very mentally ill. I'm not diagnosed with anything other than autism, but I suspect I have NPD, DPDR, bpd traits, anxiety, and aspd/CD traits. As a person who fits into cluster b pds, I'm likely relatively problematic. In addition, I don't feel empathy, sympathy, or remorse. I have chronic pain as well. Just as a warning, this blog will feature suicidal and homicidal thoughts alike, sh, some discussions of incest or SA (since I am a victim of both), and addiction. I loooveee talking to people, though. please talk to me!!!!!!

I am a minor!!!

Do NOT dm me to talk about sh if you are an adult! I have gotten too many creepy dms from adults about my sh problem on previous blogs!!!!!

My DNI list includes:

Lolicons/shotacons/darkshippers (I do not care if you are a minor as well, you people are fucking creepy!!), radqueers, ALL bigots (as an alt person, I am anti-bigotry), TCOAAL haters, religious nuts (I'm ANTITHEIST), Anyone who is overly sensitive (get off the internet if you are lol), people against yumeshipping, people who use genAI, and anti-feminists.

Otherwise, feel free to interact!

Matching blogs w @dumfishh

Thank you for reading!!

(P.S to anyone wondering what my nationality is, I'm bosnian)

Tags:

#luci yaps - me yapping

#answered asks - asks (self explanatory)

#all angels break down - vent

#JAY!!! - jay related posts

#i loveee you exy - exy related posts

[angelmania]

Holy fmuk i love my girlfriend sm shes so sweet and pretty i have such a big crush kn her how the fuck did i do anything to deserve her fuck i love her

[angelmania]

Holy fmuk i love my girlfriend sm shes so sweet and pretty i have such a big crush kn her how the fuck did i do anything to deserve her fuck i love her

[angelmania]

Took a few selfies of my outfit yesterday because it was gender swap day. I was sagging, and I normally really hate it, but doing the sagging myself was really funny to me. I had a lot of fun that day. My school thought they could keep me past 3 pm, though. Snuck out of that hoe. Not catching me staying in school past 3 pm on the last day. Miss me with that bs

[angelmania]

Fell asleep before i could clean up after a sh sesh... my mom found the blood and started getting concerned or whatever.

Leave me alone!!! Let me cut myself!!! Stop trying to fix me!!!

I hope I can at least guilt her into becoming a trans ally if I tell her I do it because being a girl is really distressing. Maybe I'll finally leave coming out purgatory. Pleaaseee send me your best wishes!!! :<

[angelmania]

Joined the nso discord server and got told to change my bio 🫩 hell no im not changing my motherfucking bio because it has "triggering" topics. THEY'RE LETTERS ON A SCREEN! GROW UP! Not like I was gonna talk much there anyway omfg sensitive cucks piss me off so badly. If i upset you for being the way i am, block me i dont give two shits

[angelmania]

My blades make it so easy to cut a little thicker and deeper i love my life

I hit styro so easy and the best (and worst) part about it is that it doesn't even hurt!!

[angelmania]

What the fuck do you mean you dont support my format. YOU DID TWO DAYS AGO!!!!!!

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I absolutely love waking up every single day to a bunch of notifications. Like, what do you mean I got 11 notes on tumblr of people liking my posts? MY posts? Of me just yapping because I want to? I wish everyone could experience such joy!!!!

[angelmania]

puppy puppy puppy

puppy!! :3

[angelmania]

Just felt an earthquake... yikes.

Got a little spooked, but everything's fine now! I'm okay!

[angelmania]

You play degrees of lewdity?

I do, indeed!! Its such a fun game, I love it sooo much!!!!

Definitely recommend if you're a gooner lol

[angelmania]

HIIIIIII

HIIIII!!!! HAPPY TO HAVE YOU HERE!!!!!

[angelmania]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

[angelmania]

Uggghfmggh im gonna throw up it hurts

[angelmania]

"you should add a trigger warning for your posts!" its letters on a screen. get over it or get off the internet. sensitive people piss me off. kill every single one of them. "you're a bad person!" ...ok? whats next, the sky is fucking blue?

[angelmania]

I wanna slit my wrists