-> mainly focused on (nsfw) fanfiction/headcanons, but i do delve into media criticism ā¦ mainly tadc & hazbin
-> asks are open! as well as like, headcanon requests/asks, however iām currently focused on ABSTRAGEDY right now, so im currently brainrotted on their gay sex.
-> please note that this blog (and sideblog) will also contain discussion of (tagged!) kinks. not often really more on my ao3 but still
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*Suggested DNI for Jax-defenders/fans, apologies, also minors DNI as well... this is an 18+ blog!!
ā¦Other than that, I really donāt care, just donāt harass me lol.
ā¦more under the cut
.ā¦ ŻĖ T^T i am a lesbian. huge ageplayer/sub (little?) for long time
.ā¦ ŻĖ uhh main ships are abstragedy (tadc), staticdoll (hazbin) and huskerdust (hazbin), bunnydoll (tadc) also some object show ships? knifecase and micase are cool? iām very critical of everything obviously and im open to discussion about whatever.
.ā¦ ŻĖ iām chronically ill sort of yeah. iām also holy white. i celebrate orthodox easter i am greekš. oh and niffty is my favorite hazbin hotel character and gangle is my favorite from the fuckass circus show. i also have other interests like inanimate insanity (SUITCASE! I have the grand slams hoodie and suitcase one. suitcase stan est 2018). and i adore family guy (brianās my fave!). ikkk itās shit. send asks or dms if wanted. bye.
ā¦stuff iāve written anon or whatever
Need You NowĀ - Abstragedy Porn Oneshots
hey, hey lover, youāre still burningĀ - Abstragedy mommy kink seriesā¦ or somethingĀ
and it felt like a kissĀ - Staticdoll & Poly Vees Smut.Ā
Someday, Iāll Get ItĀ - Charlie/Lucifer āDarkficā not meant as smutĀ at all, actually. Very ventish, be warned, please. Oh! and alsoĀ a kid, all over again.Ā
WhumpMayĀ or somethingĀ
Sweet Sugar AppleĀ - Angel breastfeeds. Actually not sexual rn.Ā
My SFW-ish main account, a lot more stories here but they are not kink related if that makes senseā¦ā¦. at all
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We can run away to the walls inside your house. I can be the cat and baby, you can be the mouse. And we can laugh off things that we know nothing about.
We can go forever until you wanna sit it out.
More below!
Second to last illustration for my fic, definitely one of my favorite ones to draw :)
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imagine you are charlie morningstar. your dad is closed off and absent for most of your childhood despite you being very interested in his hobbies. you know nothing about him and he knows nothing about you. by the time you are an adult, both of your parents are now absent. your mom does not return your calls or texts and you have no way of knowing why she left or where she went. you have no one. both of your parents must think you are worthless if they see no reason to be around you. your people are in danger since your mom has left and you seem to be the only one who cares. following in your moms footsteps, you try to gather the citizens of Hell and uplift them. explain to them that you are trying to help using the same ideals as your mom. no one takes you seriously, they all think you are childish and idiotic. all you have is your girlfriend whom you tell everything. when your dad finally decides to be present far too late into your life, he thinks your idea is stupid too ā even though you find humans just as fascinating as he did. why is it different for you? he refuses to help after claiming he was so excited to get to know you like he didnāt have your whole life to do that. your dad spends the next year and a half bumming around in your hotel you built up without any of his help outside of his magical powers he couldāve been using this whole time. but the guests and the reputation? thatās all you. your dad cares more about having the status of a present dad than actually being one, having petty fights with the one man who has actually helped you even a little with your dream.
does anyone think velvette freaked when vox touches or addresses charlie/nifftyā¦. or any woman else. not in a way that sheās at all scaredā itās not her fault she canāt unclench her fists or claw her nails out of valentinos side. the pressure in her chest, the bubbiling in her stomach ā itās all on her head, sheās making if up for him. sheās not jealous, thereās nothing to be jealous (ignore the claw marks across voxās wrists)
Many of these are based off already existing headcanons as well as some older things. Though I have a lot of my own thingies, too.
Childhood?
She died in th 50ās, and just for simplicity I am going to say her death year was somewhere in 1955, making her born in 1933, if that means anything.
I feel so weird saying this, as I fear that Hazbin is not the media to portray this in, but her and her family were most definitely sent to the Japanese āInternmentā Camps during the 40ās after Pearl Harbor and the NiŹ»ihau incident. With the camps being centered in the Western U.S., I still wonder where she would have lived prior to this. There were many camps in other areas, though, like Louisiana and Arkansas.
Niffty was a second-generation immigrant, with her mother and father moving later in their lives (pre-Niffty or close to when she was born, I imagine.)
Only daughter/child, struggled with socialization, and especially while enduring this exclusion order. Due to this order, she barely saw her father, he was already pretty absent early in her life, but the brutality/living conditions, he always came home extremely angry ā this led to him developing an alcohol dependency later on. I donāt want to go to into the abuse, as it feelsā¦ strange? To label it as a headcannon or thought, but her fatherās treatment (even if his time with her was sparse) influenced her outlook extremely, and she struggled to find an outlet to release the feelings that came with all of this. And I think this worsened after they got away.
I think due to the state of the camps she was almost always sick, she was already born with autoimmunity and was labeledādifferentā at a very young ageā¦ her mother resented her due to this, though she did try to hide it, Niffty still has a very deep fondness and connection to her mother. Sheās aware her father was a horrible man, and their situation only made it worse, but she truly believes her mother is alike to an angel, and she commonly connects nicer women to her (similar to how Alastor sees women as his mother.)
I think she connects Husk to her father, as well, the alcoholism, the aggression (though not as intense). And when she first met him, she developed a very close/unhealthy attachment to him. (Iāve written lots of works about this but theyāre more centered around her fixation turning into infatuation, so maybe not as related.)
āLaterā Life
Okay, so Iām incorporating some of her older backstory stuff (where she had that serial killer boyfriend) I am 100% in on the theory she was that 50s housewife, yes. Though, rather than the serial killer boyfriend (though I wonāt dismiss the theory that she followed the stories of many male serial killers extremely closely, possibly as an outlet.)
I think she was āmarried offā in a way right when she turned 18, maybe 19.
Was pressured into a relationship with a middle-aged man who was still struggling with his mental health ā which made him extremely unapproachable and an outcast. There was little treatment for mental health back then, obviously, so he wasnāt really taken seriously, but since he wasnāt married yet, Niffty was āofferedā to him, in a way.
Was, at this point, considered by professionals as schizophrenicā¦ she was not. But because of this assumption, she was āreferredā for an appointment/lobotomy (due to her previously mentioned serial killer obsession as well as the impact of her abuse, and possible autism and/or OCD.)
And do you remember her behavior in āWelcome to Heavenā? Yeah, that, and much of her intrusive thoughts quickly worsened in intensity and interfered with her āhousehold tasks,ā her husbandās āoutburstsā only grew in frequency after this, too. She killed him not long after that, and then was killed. (Iām still not sure on my own theories on that part, yet.)
Some NSFW/Kink Headcanons I have for abstragedy! Feel free to skip overā I shared these with a friend in the past so LOL if you read this you probably already know this!!
TW: Themes of Ageplay and Consensual-Non-Consent
1. Really got into ageplay after Gangle brought it up. At first it was non-sexual but after Gangle opened hop about her physical feelings that came with acting like that ā¦ Zooble kind of āwent with itā and then after the first time they acted it all out they started getting REALLY into itā¦ like thinking about late night scenarios and scenes etc
2. Bought/conjured Gangle baby stuff so she can be more authentic. Gangle had to tell them to chill out after a bit because their constant thoughts of it started to get a bit disturbing to her.
3. Will touch Gangle randomly throughout adventures and baby her. She knows itās bad for Gangle to be in āplayā mode all the time but they canāt hold back seeing her melt into their graspā¦
4. They have a full on room for her so they can have more in depth scenarios. Also just so Gangle can rest. A lot of the roleplay is just roleplay rather than sexual, at least to Gangle lol.
5. Gangle requests specific scenarios to act out that either bring back memories of her childhood or sheās heard from others. She has physical memories of being s/a but not really vision bits. And was again later on. So sheāll get extremely specific during sex at times and it turns Zooble on (sometimes.)
6. Gangle will just start crying during sex but Zoobleāll keeps going (at Gangles request.)
When I'm in a "female character that was vilified by the fandom and narrative for having an undertsandable reaction to the terrible actions of a male/male presenting character" competition and my opponent is any of these gals:
