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he/him/they/them Just an autistic herpetology loving geek who is into superheroes and rambling conversations, denizen of hsien-ko's sleeves, proshippers radqueers terfs and all that awful stuff dni 🦎🐍🐢🐊🐸

[suchusoid]

Hi there! Nice to meet you!

Well hello there! Welcome to my blog! I'm suchusoid! But please, call me suchu!

I've decided to finally make a little introduction post for some of you to get to know a little bit about me, and also to lay down some ground rules for my blog!

This is my sona! He's a reptoid alien that is also a darkstalkers oc!

Now lemme tell you a little about me!

-big into nerd and geek culture. I nerd out about a my interests a lot.

-I'm a big zoology enthusiast, especially anout reptiles and amphibians!

-I'm an empath, and a pretty emotional one at that.

-I can be pretty critical. It helps me have an outlet for rage and frustration, and plus, scrutiny is an important thing in media.

-I make a lot of ocs! I'm pretty up to my neck in them lol.

-I'm the current admin of the mha Criticizers/Rewriters community!

-recent become a self/yumeshipper! My f/o is hsien-ko from darkstalkers. I'm absolutely bananas over her it's almost comical.

-I'm a bit...jumpy. dealing with paranoia, moral ocd, and social anxiety. So apologies in advance if I ever seem to freak out iver something small.

-I like superheroes! In fact I currently have my own superhero story in the works!

-currebtly making my own spider-man au called "the weird n wonderful spider-man"

-have other rewrites and such in the works too like "fnaf 87"

-staunch atheist, always have been, always will be, I'm very critical of organized religion and how it's been consistantly used as a tool of oppression and subjugation.

-I actually have my own discord server! It's mainly a little hangout zone fir me and the other members to talk about our interests, share our critiques, or even just let out our feelings. New member are always welcome!

Check out the Suchu's Lair community on Discord - hang out with 13 other members and enjoy free voice and text chat.

Fandoms I'm in:

-My Hero Academia(critical)

-Helluverse(critical)

-Five Nights at Freddy's(critical)

-Marvel comics and cartoons(NOT MCU! Just felt the need to clarify that)

-Gex

-Psychonauts

-Paleontology

-Darkstalkers

-Muppets

-sugar and spies

-erma

-Needlemouse

-supervillainy

Anyways now onto the biggest reason I made this post: my dni list

-bigots: This is a bigotry-free blog, and a safe space for minorities

-harassers: as critical as I can be, I do not support harassment.

-NSFW blogs: while I am an adult, I want this blog to be a safe space for all ages. So bligs that just do NSFW stuff, move right along, this ain't the blog for you.

-Proshippers: I'm antishipper, always have, always will be. For the safety of my moots and followers proshippers dni.

-horikoshi, JK Rowling, vivziepop, scott cawthon, thomas astruc, zach hadel defenders and defenders of any other problematic creators DNI.

-creationists dni. I don't have the patience to explain something to you that you clearly can't have no intention of understanding.

Break these rules and I will block you. This is your only warning.

With that all out of the way, I'm sure we're all gonna have a great time together!

[aroacegrimreaper]

What are some chsracters that you relate to a lot?

1. Merida from Brave

2. Enid from Wednesday (the netflix show)

3. Anna from Frozen

4. Izuku from mha (mainly the anxiety/nervousness and mumbling but yeah)

That’s it, what about you?

[suchusoid]

Two in particular I relate to a lot are ragatha from TADC, and red from the angry birds movie.

For ragatha, I relate to her in the fact that I am a massive people pleaser to a fault. I often tend to worry my head off about what others think of me, and hold myself to unreasonable standards that I wouldn't hold others too. Plus I get super worried about the wellbeing or mood of my moots and friends too.

For red, I mainly relate to him because being in fandoms honestly feels like being him on bird island.

Red was ostracized a lot by the people of bird island, treated as a debby downer when most of the time, he just wanted to be left alone, and was even trying to warn the birds about the ulterior motives of the pigs. Hus anger is stigmatized, and viewed as an inherently bad thing, and that he should just be positive all the time like everybody else.

Similarly, I get viewed the negative nancy for being critical and not just having "joy and whimsy" all the time. And by "joy and whimsy" I mean just going along with the hype train with everybody else and not questioning the media I engage with. Even when it's stuff like calling out the offensive elemenets in a story, or the crestor doing questionable things.

Only at peast the bird islanders saw they were wrong for their toxic positivity mentally the had.

Can't say the same for a lot of the fandoms I was in.

[suchusoid]

Do you know anything about moral OCD? Like do you experience it? I want to learn more about it

While I haven't been officially diagnosed with moral ocd, my peers have pointed out that my behavior fits the description of someone with moral ocd. So yes, I do experience moral ocd.

Now, just a note ahead, I am not a qualified expert on this subject, nor do my experiences speak over everyone else who has moral ocd. I just hope that I can help you learn more about this mental illness.

Also, this is gonna be talking about some sensitive stuff going forward, so if this is distressing to you, then by all my means click off, thansk for coming.

Now, the most simple way to describe moral ocd for me is that I basically have an obsession with being a good person.

More specifically, I get extremely obssessive with anything that could be considered a moral shortcoming on my part.

Anything that could potentially make me be seen as a bad person, will send me into an obssessive spiral of guilt, self-doubt, and just overall panicked and extremely distresse dbehavior too.

And the thing is, a lot of little things can set me off. Something like saying something ill-informed, or making a mistake have sent me into spirals numerous times in the past.

Moral ocd also gives me VERY intense intrusive thoughts about being a terrible person, as well as feeling a need to be responbile f9r things well out of my control like my friends' moods and wellbeings.

An example of this is this morning. I had remembered something I said that got me into some pretty hot water with the community I was in ages ago.

And I had a full on breakdown because of it. Lots of screaming, flailing, headbanging, and crying, lots and lots of crying. Worst part was, everybody had not only moved onnfrom the jncdient but had completely forgotten about it altogether. Which hinestly made me feel like an evem bigger fool than I already was.

So, what I'm trying to say is, my experience with moral ocd is that I obssessed and spiraled over the potential of being seen as a bad person.

Hope tjis helps for you man!

[suchusoid]

Roars and animalistic sounds if the villains of the weird n' wonderful spider-man!

So, a lot of the rogues in my spider-man au tend to make some rather...animalistic noises. So I thought I share my sort of "headcanon roars" for the ones that do make animalistic noises.

Red vulture

The idea is that this is what the sonic screech function of adrian's techflight harness woukd sound like when he used it. Fitting given that these are distorted hawk screeches.

Mr. Sandman

Not exactly a "roar" but I figured this is whatbit would sound like when flint slithers around, given that he's made of a whole coloney of sand mites.

Man-Lizard

Since curt is part crocodile, and because crocodiles are the most vocal of the non-avian reptiles, I figured this would fit him well.

Electro

Fran's odd sounds come from her bioelectromagnetism, so I figured the roar of a character who is a walking electromagentic field would work best for her.

Rhinoceros

I feel like this ine is pretty obvious no?

Morbius the Living Vampire

Funny thing about morgan is that most of the noises she makes are actually inaudible to the human ear. So consider this her audible noises.

Hobgoblin0

I feel like dingodile's squeals, growls, and grunts give off that demonic vibe of harry's mutated form.

Venom

Now venom can make almost any noise they want due to their physiology. But this roar is the one they love using the most.

Carnage

The nanotech creature was actually a huge inspo behind my version of carnage, so it's only fitting that he sounds like it too.

[bon3xp4ndedx3]

Hi guys this is my abusersona everyone loves her and she hates women and hurts them but thats only because she has a sad backstory so everyone magically forgives her 🥺🥺🥺

[alnstcriticalluka]

Hey so FYI, black fans shouldn’t have to hide/shy away from their fandoms. They shouldn’t have to feel ashamed to be black in fandom spaces. They shouldn’t have racist remarks / people downplaying racism thrown at them everywhere they go in a fandom. There should be more hype for black-ran indie shows and creations.

If you disagree, then maybe you should look into yourself and fix that.

[aroacegrimreaper]

Whats one of the most jaw droppingly bad case of a character you like being horribly mischaracterized?

hmm, ig percy jackson (the character) cause in the books he's really intelligent both strategically and emotionally but he has adhd + isn't that great in school

so like 90% of the fandom dumb him down so much they act like he can't do anything himself and wouldn't be able to fight his way out of a paper bag

it makes me want to rip my hair out.

what about you?

[suchusoid]

Any time captain america gets put in the hands of x-men writers, it's always a gurantee that his character while get more mutchered than livestock at a slaughterhouse.

In x-men comics, they often use him almost as a representation of the u.s. government. This is conpletely antithetical to cap's character.

Steve has constistantly put his morals and will to do the right thing over any loyalty to his country or government, even being willing tonfight against the u.s. government if he has to. That is a core part of who he is. Even the mcu-which is well known for being US military propaganda-managed to get that right.

So the x-men writers portraying him as this complacent ignorant government stooge is a total bastardization of everything cap stands for.

It's just confounding to me how the x-men writers drag cap's characterization through the mud so much.

If they wanted a character to fill that kind of role, U.S. agent is right there. U.S. agent's whole thing is that he is a conservative nationalist captain america who follows orders like a soldier.

Why not just use him instead of flanderizing a beloved character?

[casperisscrewed]

”MENTAL HEALTH MATTERS” FOLKS WHEN YOUR MENTAL ILLNESS IS A SCHIZOSPEC OR PERSONALITY DISORDER

[inber]

Say you break your ankle. You could know everything there is to know intellectually about the injury. Even with this vast knowledge, you will still experience physical pain.

Now take this logic and apply it to things like ADHD, autism, clinical depression, and other less visible/divergent disabilities. You cannot think your way out of feeling.

That is to say: you are not a bad, lazy, or selfish person for struggling, even if you know why you are struggling.

[thepolymorphexperience]

Genuinely, thank you so much for this.

[mixelation]

we as a society have GOT to accept that it is okay if we get blocked. you do not have the right to interact with every single person on the internet. "but then i can't interact with their content" yes that is the point "but i didn't do anything" no one owes you an explanation and you don't have to have "done something" to be blocked. let it go

[suchusoid]

God, I wish it were that simple for me.

I really wish it was.

I'm a people pleaser and it has made me miserable.

Total strnagers just blocking me? Fine. People I hate blocking me? No skin off my nose.

But people I actually like and want to be around? It makes me think I failed, that I failed and I can never make uo for it. That I'lk always be remembered as that weirdo they didn't want near them.

Makes me think that getting blocked meant I was a failure. That I'm not good enough for people. It makes feel worthless.

And the fact that I know this is unhealthy makes me feel even more worthless, even more like a waste of oxygen.

I fucking hate myself for this.

[suchusoid]

Spider-man au question of the day!

Name one villain from your au that spider-man knows personally that ISN'T the goblin, doc ock, venom or the lizard(those guys would be way too obvious).

For mine, I'm going with electro. In fact, I'd say electro has the closest relationshionwith peter alongside venom.

Pete always saw fran as the big sister he never had, kinda like how he saw eddie as the big brother he never had.

Pete's really tried his best to be there for her as a friend too, especially after the whole "coming back from the dead as a walking electromagnet" thing.

Anyways, what about you?

[suchusoid]

Okay, so this is a questionbfor my moots and followers.

What made you follow me?

I assure you, there's no wrong answer to this.

It's just that sometimes when I get a follower, it's peetty eaay to tell what they probably liked about my blog, but ither times, I can't always be sure. So I guess what I'm saying is I'm just plain curious. Partially just cuz I wanna grt to know my followers and moots a littke better and also to be able to be a bit more decisive with what I post.

[coolcomicbookcovers]

[suchusoid]

You know, come to think of it, used a lot more horror media for the inspiration of the villains of my spider-man au than I realized.

Believe or not, all of these works were insoos for my versions of lizard, electro, carnage, and jackal repsectively

[ferocioustrout]

“morally grey” characters who are all on the same level of bad (according to quite a bit of fandomites on here):

guy who killed one billion children for fun (but he’s hot and white so it’s ok)

teenage girl who was kind of mean one time. probably also black or brown

guy who abuses his wife and kids and kicks little baby kitties and puppies every day for fun (but he’s hot and white so it’s ok)

girl who is really sweet but she gets in the way of a yaoi ship so everyone hates her and has to make up reasons why she’s actually evil

Stalker Guy John whos only personality trait is harassing women (but he’s hot and white so it’s ok)

8 year old girl who is loud and annoying because she is 8 years old

white supremacist priest (but he’s hot and white so its okay)

woman who wants her husband to stop dealing drugs

Ted The Molester (he’s hot though) (and white) (so it’s okay)

literally just a black woman. she didnt do anything wrong she is just a black woman

[suchusoid]

Hey...everything okay? I know it's kind of weird to ask, but that is a scary situation to be in!

I was in a similar circumstance when I tried calling someone out.

I just really hope those people don't spam you.

Hi ratbird!

I will admit, these situation has me a little worried.

After all, we both know just how far choco and their stormtroopers are willing to go with stuff like this.

And choco did try to harass me in the comments of my posts.

But, I can get through this. Even if the choco-lites try to invade my dms, I'll just tell them to fuck off, and block them. And if they invade my inbox? Jhst delete the hate asks.

Don't worry about me, I'll be okay.

[suchusoid]

Spider-man au question of the day!

Does john jameson become man-wolf in your au?

For mine, the answer is no. He gets infected with spores that hitched a ride on the symbiote. These spores absorb electricity and convert it into fuel grant him herculean strength and durability, only issue is the more juiced up he is the more cliuded his logic and reason is, causing him to act out on raw emotion and impulse. He was recruited into the wildpack as colonel jupiter, a superhero team sanctioned by mayor fisk. Eventually he left and became a solo superhero after fisk's corruptionw as revealed.

The man-wolf moniker instead goes to the lobo twins in my au. Twon mutants who can turn into werewolf-like creatures with similar powers, including the ability to turn other people into werwolves via a mutagenic venomous bite. They were enforcers of the kingpin sent to set up a "werewolf pandemic" as part of a scam and publiciry stunt for their boss.

Now what about you?