Life Of Angelus 🌹

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Nakakapagod yung ikaw nalang lumalaban, ikaw nalang nagpapahalaga, ikaw nalang nagpapa takbo ng relasyon dahil lang sa kadahilanan na ayaw mo lang mawala yung tao na sobrang espesyal sa puso at buhay mo.

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She won't be easy to love. She will always have a fear of being abandoned by everyone, even after she has been promised that she'll never be left. Because people have always left her, especially the ones who gave their words to stick by her no matter what comes. She will be afraid thinking that she'll never be good enough, no matter how much you have praised her or appreciated her. Because the people into whom she had put all her efforts, didn't take a second to turn their backs, saying, "You have never done anything for us." She will be scared to love you, because most of the people she had loved never loved her back. She will hesitate to open up to you, because everyone she had shared her secrets with, is no more in her life now, and she isn't sure whether her secrets are still secrets or just some hot topics between a group of people. She won't tell you that she doesn't know about a certain thing, because she thinks you will make fun of her for that, just like others did. She will always be imprisoned in the room of her thoughts, where the walls are scratched with the painful memories of her past. But you still need to love her. Do not tell her that you'll never do the things others did to her, but prove it by your actions. Promise as less as you can, as promises don't look serious to her anymore. Just love her. Love her with all your heart, with all your soul, without a pinch of pride, ego or selfishness. Take care of her, make her feel wanted, important. Love her when she wakes up with tangled hair and a weary face. Love her when she looks like an angel in that white dress with her red lipstick on. Give her time, and be patient. Only your love can free her from the room she's imprisoned in. Only your love can help her to heal her tired soul. Love her, when she angrily throws a pillow at you, saying, "I hate you!" Love her when she holds you in her arms as she feels sorry for all the harsh words she had said. Love her when she's being moody, love her when she's being childish. Love her when things go wrong and situations are at their worst. Be gentle with her, be careful with your words. Then you will see how she gives you the whole world. How she talks about you to other people like you're her hero. How she calms you down and handles you when you're going through your worst days like she did. How she learns to finally trust you with everything. How she treats you ten times better the way you treated her. Don't get angry on her, don't increase her fears, don't get tired of her, don't give up on her. Because she won't be easy to love, but she will be worth the love.

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Bola-bola

Hindi ka pang-rebound lang Hindi ka dapat nakakatanghap ng foul words Hindi niya dapat pinaglalaruan yung feelings mo

Kasi hindi ka naman bola, na pinapaikot sa sarili niyang mga kamay

Doon ka sa kaya kang depensahan at protektahan Yung gagawin lahat maka-score lang sa puso mo Yung ituturing kang MVP at araw-araw niyang papatunayan ito sa'yo.

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Art and words

We found the love that we want when we're both lost at the sea. I held your hand but you'd think of him and soon you'll be floating away. Take your love and fly away. It's alright, yeah i'll be fine. Don't worry of this heart of mine. Thank you for eveything, coz of that i'll never be the same person i was before. Here i am staring at you, accepting the fact that you'll never come back.

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She slept with wolves without fear, for the wolves knew a lion was among them.

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#Sagittarius fact

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In the mood for G-eazy 👌🏼

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Sana

Isang salita na nangangahulugan ng pagnanais. Katulad na lang ng pagnanais ko sayo. Alam mo ba na ikaw yung pinaka paborito kong 'sana'? Oo ikaw. Sana akin ka na lang. Sana pwede tayong dalawa. Sana may pakialam ka rin sa akin.Sana gusto mo ko katulad ng pagkakagusto ko sayo.Sana mahal mo rin ako. Umasa kasi ako sa matamis na salitang 'Oo' sa ating dalawa. Pero ngayon nasusugatan ako ng paasang 'Tayo'. Nasasaktan ako sa mga 'Sana' na hindi na marahil matutupad pa. Ngayon, ikaw pa rin naman yung pinakapaborito kong 'Sana' yun nga lang, kakaiba na yung ibig kong hilingin.Ayokong umabot sa punto na humiling na ako ng: Sana hindi na kita nakilala. Sana hindi na nagkrus yung mga landas natin. Sana hindi nalang kita minamahal. Kaya naman kitang ipaglaban eh.Pero dahil ikaw na mismo ang kalaban ko, pipiliin ko nalang sumuko para sayo.

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Horoscope

Pisces: If someone breaks ur heart, forgive them, they have helped u learn abt trust & the importance of being cautious when u open ur heart.

Aquarius: I know there are times when your eyes burn so hard all you see is fire. I know you want to be real. Pain is real. Let yourself feel. You are human.

Capricorn: Stop running for what you need, and stay for what you want. What we need is not always what’s best for us, take care of yourself out there, no one else will.

Sagittarius: You weren’t sure what you needed more, ur freedom or his/her love. But in the end it doesn’t matter. You know what you chose. It’s okay to choose yourself.

Scorpio: People look at you and all they see is abyss, but everyone is too scared to dive inside. You’ll find someone when the time is right, and you’ll let them know you.

Libra: You can pretend to be happy, just like you pretend to be asleep, but in the end, you know you’re not. Stop it with the fake smiles, it’s just an act. Life is full of colors and you’re only using one.

Virgo: When will you realize what you feel is true? you’re not a robot, you’re human, and you care. Stop supressing your feelings, you’ll feel better when you accept them, trust me.

Leo: I know some nights you breathe in burning lungs, and your eyes turn into waterfalls and you wish they could love you back. You are good enough, you deserve someone who loves you.

Cancer: You’re always hiding what you feel under that happy mask, but if you took it off, what’s inside? Don’t hide yourself, it’s okay to be sad, it’s okay to be angry.

Gemini: How can you be so empty when your laugh is so merry? How can you be so lonely when everyone is around you? You’re not alone, even if sometimes it feels like it.

Taurus: Every night you die a little, and every morning you rise, but then, everybody is a little dead too. It will get better, time heals and pain stops.

Aries: You’re so full of fire, you ignite everything you touch. Sad thing is, they’re trying to burn you out. Don’t let them bring you down, be passionate.

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Dadating ang oras na marerealize mo kung sino ang totoo sayo, ang nag-eeffort para di ka mawala at ang nagpahalaga sayo kahit sino ka pa.