Driven Angel

An indie roleplay blog from Zelos Wilder from Tales of Symphonia. As I haven't played Dawn of the New World (although I do own it) I will be playing primarily pre-DotNW Zelos. There will never ever be NSFW on this blog so I'll be a safe roleplayer!

[angelusfallax]

corrines-bells said: [ You are your dog are both so beautiful~!! ]

omg thankyou????

[angelusfallax]

My dog is so drugged up from pain meds because of his joints. It's sad but my dog being high as a kite is so funny.

[angelusfallax]

What if you had been sent on the mission to assassinate Sylvarant's chosen instead of Sheena? Do you think you would have succeeded knowing now the kind of person that Colette is? What kind of impact do you think it would have had on the remainder of your journey with them?

"If they told me that it was either me or her, I might’ve gone without a fight. But Collete… She isn’t the kind of person who I could kill easily. Hell, Sheena was the one sent for her and Colette did nothing but apologize to her. I’d like to say I wouldn’t do it. But back then I just might have. In fact, I’d give it a pretty damn big chance that I’d kill her. And all of that… That would’ve changed so much."

"Sheena wouldn’t have been dragged into it and she’d still have Corrine. None of it would’ve been her problem. Maybe she would’ve been a hell of a lot happier if she wasn’t sent."

"And say I would be able to kill Colette… I would’ve just gone back home and be done with it. Lloyd and the others would come after me, the capital soldiers would seize them, and they’d be killed. Tethe’alla would live and Sylvarant would be gone."

"But if I failed, well… Colette would let me live. She’s that kind of person. Then again- even after knowing what she was like- I would’ve tried my hardest to kill her. I was that kind of person."

[thewrathwithin]

WHAT IF-

Send my muse “What if…” and ask them a question about whether something had or had not happened in their pasts and how they think their lives would be different.

[corrines-bells]

How had she ever ended up with such an idiot? The expression Sheena wore spoke volumes of her exasperation, the quality of her day (or so she’d like people to think) decreasing drastically with every second in his presence. It was with a short huff that she brushed off Zelos’ arm around her, surprisingly less violent than usual. “You’re such a kid.” She summarized, his lack of responsibility being such a child-like trait. “I’m pretty sure that’s not how being the Chosen works, idiot.”

[angelusfallax]

"I may be a kid but it only adds to my charm, right?" He nudged her shoulder with his elbow before turning his back to her. "Even if it's not how this all works I think I'll keep on doing things that way. What are they gonna do? Fire me?" A grin was shot over her shoulder to Sheena before facing her and collapsing into a sitting position on the ground. "Can afford to overexert myself!" Zelos looked up at Sheena happily before leaning back to lay down with a hand patting the spot beside him for Sheena.

[aravis-tarkheena-archive]

Character Stats Framework.

[angelusfallax]

Basics

Full Name: Zelos Wilder

Nickname(s): - None

Age: 23

Birth Date: February 3rd (non-canon)

Ethnicity: Tethe’Allan, Human.

Gender:  Male

Sexual Orientation: Heterosexual

Religion: While he's a part of one, he has no religion of his own,

Occupation: The Chosen

Status: -Living in Meltokio

Fandom: Tales of Symphonia

Face Claim: Zelos Wilder

Relationships

Parents: His parents were lost to him when he was younger however, he holds no love for either of them.

Siblings: Seles Wilder- younger sister

Significant Other(s): None if you don't count Sheena

Children: None.

Rivals: Kratos

Enemies: Just about any angel save for Colette

Physical Traits

Eye Color(s): Light blue

Hair Color(s): Crimson

Height: 5ft 10

Weight: 150 lbs

Body Build: More so flexible than muscular

Notable Physical Traits: Long hair that he refuses to ever have cut again and noticeably pink clothes.

Phobias and Diseases

Phobia(s): Lonliness, the loss of Sheena or Seles

Mental Disease(s): None

Physical Disease(s): None

When was This Diagnosed:  N/A

Personality

Usual Mood/Expression: Typically very happy-go-lucky and carefree and seems quite happy.

Stats

Compassion: 7/10

Empathy: 7/10

Creativity: 4/10

Mental Flexibility: 5/10

Passion/Motivation: 9/10

Education: 9/10

Stamina: 6/10

Physical Strength: 7/10

Battle Skill: 10/10

Initiative: 7/10

Restraint: 3/10

Agility: 10/10

Strategy: 6/10

Teamwork: 6/10

NOTE: As with the blog I reblogged this from, these stats are variable depending on the situation, the setting, and the individuals involved.

[angelusfallax]

I'm sorry I disappeared! I'm gonna try to get back to this blog over the weekend.

[angelusfallax]

Hello everyone! I'm not avoiding this blog I'm just working hard on reviving another blog right now! I promise I'll return here as soon as I can~!

[corrines-bells]

wow watch me heck up i copied the wrong thing ✐

5. A confession.

There would be an almost plain envelope, a brilliant white paper stained only with a rush script that read ‘Zelos Wilder’. It would have been slid under the door, the deliverer of the note having disappeared almost instantly to avoid any awkward conversation.

    Okay, let me get one thing clear —you’re an insufferable idiot. You make travelling together unbearable, and the fact that I have to smack you at least three times a day should have you getting the message by now, so you’re either stupider than I take you for, or ignoring every punch I give you.   Either way —thanks. Yeah, you read that right. You probably know that I don’t really mean it when I call you names or hit you. It’s just kinda what I do, it’s how I deal with things. Colette said I should be a little more conventional hence this cliche’d letter, but anyway, I just wanted to make sure that you knew that.    And.. ugh, I’m just stalling here, just ignore everything above this. The reason of this stupid note was because I wanna let you know that you’re the only person so much of an idiot enough to stay at my side for so long, and because of that, I’m pretty sure… And there would be a section by which became all but illegible.      This is stupid. If you don’t burn this as soon as you read it, I’ll shove it up your ass, you hear me? And if you even breathe a word about it, I’ll think of something a whole lot worse. Don’t think I’m joking about this.                                                           —Sheena. 

[corrines-bells]

Oh owwie owwie my poor feelings why would you do that.

[angelusfallax]

I have noooo idea what you're talking about!

[angelusfallax]

✐

➒ a letter meant to be read only once my character is dead

To the most beautiful lady,

  I never thought I’d write one of these sort of things. They’re always so lame and sappy- not my kind of thing. But I knew I wouldn’t be able to take anything seriously if i said any of this in person to you. We always were friends and getting all sad and gloomy was never either of our things. There were always a few things I never said outright to you.

        All of those girls never meant a damn thing to me. If they disappeared one day I probably wouldn’t have even noticed. Because every day I was with them I wanted to be around you instead. No matter how much you punched me, called me names, and insulted my incredible charm and beauty, you were the only one I ever enjoyed being around.

             I never wanted this to be how I told you this. If you’re reading this then I guess this is how you had to find out, and I’m sorry. I’m sorry for everything I ever did.

I have a lot to apologize for so you might want to sit down while you read this.

      Betraying you, angering you, making you uncomfortable, teasing you, hurting you, and if I ever made you cry, I’m sorry. You’re the only one I’m writing to about this because I couldn’t bare it if you never forgave me. We may have made friends with the others but I can’t lose you.

I guess this is pretty out of character for me, huh? I bet you think this is some kind of awful joke And I wish it was.

               Try not to miss me too much. 

                And know that always loved you more than any of those girls without names.

From your friend- not the Chosen;

  Zelos Wilder

[angelusfallax]

✐

➓ a message asking for something

    Hello, my beautiful professor~

I was sitting at home thinking back on everything and I realized something. Throughout that entire journey I never got a kiss from you! So, next time you’re free or you’re in Meltokio how about you come give your favorite Chosen a visit and give him a kiss? Even a quick one of the cheek would be good enough!

           With love from the Great Zelos Wilder.

[inboxideas]

Send me a ✐ and my character will write yours…

Using a random number generator:

➊ an everyday note ➋ a happy birthday card ➌ a “dear john” letter ➍ a “please remember to…” note ➎ a confession ➏ a “morning after” letter ➐ a love poem ➑ a goodbye letter ➒ a letter meant to be read only once my character is dead ➓ a message asking for something

[rpmemesforall-blog]

Something has been different with my muse recently. Send "Are you okay?" To see what is up with them.

[angelusfallax]

Curse of the Spirit

[evasion-finalist]

[…wow that actually worked.] the younger thought as he witness the instant reaction he recieved when the blade hit the floor. Jude didnt think that would even have worked originally. It had turned out better than he had expected. They even went into a battle stance once they picked up the blade, and Jude was suddenly thankful that he couldnt be hurt like this… Atleast that is what he hoped. He would never hear the end of it from Milla otherwise.

But the last words caused him to notice one small thing. […he’s bored? Some reason I feel more like I’m entertaining him than actually scaring him. Was this really such a good idea Sheena?] this person probably wouldnt get scared from such trivial things. […I dont even know what I’m supposed to do as a ghost. I feel stupid… and terrible.] like he was playing a villian or something.

Since the human talked to himself more than he would have expected, Jude was gathering more information because of it— he was putting them on edge, that’s for sure. […I cant touch the sword a second time, so maybe this?] as he used his artes to create a light chilling wind around the redhead. The ex-researcher was clearly not liking this however, not even all the tofu miso soups in the world could make up for this.

[…I bet this is all some misunderstanding that I’ve been thrown into because she couldnt do it herself! You know I’ve heard Milla made the Four do small tasks for her personal benefit— but atleast they were happy with it!! I can believe as a Greater Spirit I’ve been told to ‘go haunt someone’! We’re supposed to protect and watch over the world and it’s people! Not scare them to death!] but what use was complaining at this stage?

[angelusfallax]

The drop of his sword had been strange, he'd admit, but there was something even further unsettling about not a single sound populating the area. He took a glance around to find the place void of monsters, wind, and even the waves of the ocean made very minimal noise. Zelos untied the sheathe from his belt and tapped it against his shoulder nonchalantly.

Crimson locks of hair flickered past his shoulders and into his face as a sudden breeze shook his clothes. He glanced to the trees around him to find that not even the leaves were stirring on them... As he continued, there was a slowly building feeling that something wasn't right with this place right now.

Zelos turned around and flicked the sheathe off of his sword to look around his vicinity. "What the hell's going on..." He growled to himself as he held the blade in a defensive stance. There was nothing there from what he could see although he knew that some sort of creature was around him. And if not... Well, then he'd be just a crazy as he had been told.

The wind continued to wrap his hair around his neck and stopped once a hand rose to remove the strands from his skin. "Come on, someone's here and I know it."

[angelusfallax]

Mercy Killings

[corrines-bells]

The sense of satisfaction never left, no matter how many times she whacked him, his reactions wouldn’t ever fail to elicit an unbridled sense of pride from the shinobi. Daring to do what no-one else would in her efforts to silence the Chosen, and getting the desired result too? Well, needless to say it would be one of the seldom times where she would ever smile around him, that was for sure. “Man up, would’ja?” More of a demand than a question as she folded her arms, head turning the other way as though it was nothing.

It was probably the truth, what he said about Colette. Sheena had never met someone so naive, so mistakenly kind in all her life —yet that wasn’t a weakness, by any means. It was what prevented the assassin from carrying out her duty and killing the girl. She wouldn’t say anything on the topic, her earlier foul mood because of his silly shenanigans only proving to draw a ‘hmph’ of acknowledgement, and little more.

However, his next comment had the ninja turning back once more, a brow cocked and a small smile threatening to play at her lips, a certain cockiness about her. “You actually have good qualities?” She questioned as though such a conception was an impossibility. “Well, I guess ya learn somethin’ new everyday.” She continued with her playful little jibe, enjoying herself a little too much.

Her pace was slow, one hand braced over her wound, which in honesty, was one of the furthest things from her mind at the moment. Instead, her flushing face turned away once more, an attempt to hide the redness lest he make a misconception —though she was more than ready to smack any thoughts like that from him. Affections? As if. She had been about to make a vicious retort when he continued, silencing her before she had even begun and bringing something akin to an incredulous disposition about her. “You really are a lazy bum, you know that?” She said, before grabbing his arms and dragging him out the way of an impending post with a roll of her eyes.

[angelusfallax]

He took each jab at him and his personality with a grain of salt as per usual. It took quite a bit to actually offend the Chosen and get a genuine reaction of having something bother him. The only thing that could actually put him into a dark mood would be anything pertaining to the past. Zelos ignored it most of the time and forced away the thoughts whenever they tried to surface. He wouldn't bring himself done in front of others.

"Hm?" His eyes looked down as Sheena grabbed his arms and pulled him off to the side. At first, confusion took over the Chosen but when he took a brief look around he noticed that she saved him from the lamp post he had been blind to. "Huh, looks like you save me. My hero." A chuckle accompanied his comment as he thanked her for not letting him get a concussion.

Zelos placed himself back at Sheena's side and decided that walking forwards was the best option at this point. "And of course I have good qualities! Something keeps you around me, right? If I really was all bad I don't think you'd even let me stick with you." While he said this to prove Sheena wrong in joking that he had no good qualities, it was also a way to reassure himself of the same thing.

A moment of concern flashed on Zelos' face as he saw that she kept a slow pace with a hand on his side. Her wound had to be bothering her... But he refrained from saying anything to her since she would just dismiss it as him being way too concerned. "I'm not lazy- I just prefer to attend to myself before a bunch of useless work~"

[angelusfallax]

It's amazing how a good mood can be ruined by my piece of trash sister. She is literally the only reason why I want to move out of my house right this second. I shouldn't hate my sister. She shouldn't be such a fucking bitch at the age of ten. I swear she gets worse every day. I don't even talk to her and she's a bitch to me.

A ten year old shouldn't be such a bitch that she pushes her seventeen year old sister to tears because she holds so much fucking hatred for her and just wants to be left alone. I wish I had been born a year earlier just so I could already be moving out to college and be done with this bullshit.

I'm just so done with her. I'm not doing anything for her. I'm done. No more favors or anything. She's not my sister for all I care.