“I Can Fix It”
Artist: Justin Novak 🪡
Sweet Seals For You, Always
KIROKAZE
we're not kids anymore.
I'd rather be in outer space 🛸

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macklin celebrini has autism
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Janaina Medeiros

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@anhedronia
“I Can Fix It”
Artist: Justin Novak 🪡
“horns as an erogenous zone is like a sword as an erogenous zone” 1. that’s a good thing and 2. the more erogenous zones the better
i posted this because i was imagining a demon girl cleaning her horns with a spinny brush in the shower and shooting ropes bc of the vibrations. this is important
and the bristles of the brush graze the skin at the base of her horns and it really fucking tickles okay
this is getting reblogs again but everyone is reblogging the most palatable version (original post without the additions) and reminding me how weak the “perverts” of this site truly are ….
im just so happy i live in a time period where actual meaningful biological transition is possible. even if we lose rights or the ability to exist in public, nothing can turn back the clock on that, and just by having any sort of access to that our lives are made immensely better. millions of our sisters throughout history would never have dreamed of a day where they could have what HRT does for us.
please don't lose the plot of this. if you're a trans person on HRT you're a living miracle, the dream of hundreds of millions of your ancestors. your lives are all deeply meaningful no matter what anyone says.
A prayer by Kalonymus b. Kalonymus ben Meir that appears in his poem ספר אבן בוחן, יג Sefer Even Boḥan (§13), describing the author's wish t
Cursed be the one who announced to my father: “It’s a boy!"... ...How could he twist the course of the stars so much? How could he have erred so in his astrology? A lying tongue, a fool’s mouth it had given him For he foolishly transformed justice to poison He altered the law and transposed the lines
Oh, but had the artisan who made me created me instead – a worthy woman... ...I would say "how lucky am I"
Father in heaven who did miracles for our ancestors with fire and water... ...Who would then transform me from a man to woman? Were I only to have merited this being so graced by goodness...
What shall I say? why cry or be bitter? If my father in heaven has decreed upon me and has maimed me with an immutable deformity then I do not wish to remove it. the sorrow of the impossible is a human pain that nothing will cure and for which no comfort can be found. So, I will bear and suffer until I die and wither in the ground. Since I have learned from our tradition that we bless both, the good and the bitter I will bless in a voice hushed and weak: blessed are you [HaShem] who has not made me a woman.
I think I'm gonna go lay down for a little while.
didn't listen to my body and had a panic attack at the show
been doing this shit scared for YEARS and it's still really really scary i wish i could talk to people without feeling like an off-putting teenager
centering your "self-help advice" on "know that you are loved", "build community", and other shit that people have heard a thousand times before is simply deeply unconvincing to me.
i think the anxiety that "something needs to change" cannot be resolved through deepening of prior held beliefs, only suppressed. i think that there are in fact ways to change and things to change that are productive to do so. i think that if your goal is 'self help' than you should target the personal scale and not pantomime towards greater problems.
if the central contradiction is that "now" is unsustainable, then provide means of resolving the contradiction in an advantageous manner. if you need a case study, walk me through how your past attempts failed and show me the tools of analysis you'll use to craft a better one. yes that's more embarrassing but if you're not genuine than why are you here. build the tools to build the tools.
stop with the therapyspeak, give me actions.
me being religious feels like perpetually walking a knife's edge and I'm really good at bleeding on it
it gets so many compliments re: its [NOT A PERSON] patch whenever it goes to raves/DIY shows
soon i will blow up the world in an ontologically good way
Ritual is so important to the doll.
Take a deep breath, holding for several seconds after inhaling. Do it again. Again.
Find the Spotify app. Connect a speaker or headphones or earbuds or simply turn up the volume. Search through its library and find the one playlist that feels right. Search through the playlist to find the right song to start listening. Close its eyes and start to feel the beat, the melody, the lyrics.
Fill the kettle, start it boiling. Find a mug, select the tea. It it has bags, select one or two and open each packet, dangling the strings over the edge of the cup. If it has loose tea, use an infuser, filling the bottom half and no more. Wait for the water to boil. Pour hot water into the mug, wait for five minutes. Add cream or half and half and honey. Let the tea cool a bit. Inhale deeply of the aroma before carefully taking a sip.
Ensure that its markers are suitable for use on skin, depending on its needs. Start with holding the marker in its dominant hand, and bend the fingers on its other hand. Start at the middle knuckle joint, drawing a half-circle following the natural skin creases. Connect to another half circle on the other side. Near the center of the joint, draw a small line perpendicular to the length of the finger. Connect it with two lines back towards the palm, then fill in the shape to make a notch. For the other two joints, draw a single line across, perpendicular again. Repeat on each other finger. On the thumb, simply draw one full ball joint and one line across where the thumb connects to the hand. On the non-dominant hand, it can help to hold the marker steady and move the hand instead.
Look down at its hands and smile. Take a deep breath and a sip of the tea and hum along with the song. Let go of the pain for a little while.
Ritual is very important to the doll.
Being normal
Woundfrot
by the fourth or fifth time you "come back wrong" no ones even impressed anymore
Vignettes
A knife is a tool that can harm and help. Often feared when it should be respected, disregarded when it should be acknowledged. A doll is a tool that—
The angel begged for mercy. It sobbed and cried and tried to say anything that would stop it from happening, any set of words that might take away the pain and the fear. It didn't work, because all her words were empty and she was not rea—
Stillness and silence. The sounds of the air circulation systems and muffled noises from outside the bunker. The pilot was on its back on the bottom bunk. The senior pilot was straddling it, her cold gray eyes staring down at it, her calloused hands pinning its hands above its head. Taking in all of the pilot beneath—
Another kill. A player this time— though the bots are often harder— eliminated in a spray of precise gunfire. The doll onscreen moved to collect the pile of loot the player left behind. Beyond the screen, the doll was tense, waiting to see it it would get ambushed in turn. It finished its grim task and turned just as a crack of gunfire rang out and—
The doll flexed each of its fingers, watching as the porcelain digits shifted in their ball-jointed sockets. It still hurt to move very much. Its witch told it that it would continue hurting for a long time. Months, at least. Years, maybe. It might never stop hurting entirely. It hoped that it didn't—
It takes out the load of laundry and places the clean clothes into the hamper. It left them in the washer a little too long, and so they smell slightly of mildew. It frowns and—
The combat doll removes the knife from the throat of the third attacker. It's a man, with short brown hair, greying at the temples. It looks up at its mistress and she is wide-eyed with panic. The doll drops the knife and stands, going to attend to its mistress. She flinches and it feels like it has been shot again—
The doll knocks on the doorframe of Miss's office. It has been instructed to come get her when it is feeling tired, to avoid another accident like what had happened the previous week. Miss turned to see it standing there and smiled at it. She was the most beautiful thing it had ever seen—
The doll cuts, swift and sure. The celery splits into even slices, just the right size to be roasted in the oven for the pasta. It adjusts the position of its gloved hand and cuts again—
The vampire was so hungry, and the hunter was so persistent. It tried to run but it was too weak. It thought it would die when she bound it in ropes inlaid with silver and gagged it with a bit of ash. It woke up in a strange room, tied naked to a pole, that same hunter offering a bleeding finger to it—
The song starts again, an endless loop. The doll sobs, insensate to the world and curled in a fetal position on the bed. It hurt so much, like it was being torn apart by the music that inked itself on the doll's soul—
It was warm and soft, curled up on the chaise. There were low voices coming from the other side of the room, a conversation between some of its loved ones. It could have listened, but it was so soft it found itself drifting off—
The doll's hand was disconnected from its arm, pieces splayed out across the artisan's work bench. It was remaining as still and quiet as it could, which was very. The artisan liked to ramble while she worked, and it learned a lot about both proper maintenance of ball jointed dolls and just how pretty the artisan thought the doll was—
can't believe it took me this long to find you again 🥀 will forever miss the "combat doll yuri" bunny gif
it is imperative that this wretched earth experiences this again