doll, lightly used

She/It! doll in the ball-joints and porcelain way im plural so if i behave way different from normal its because that ok?

[tboy-trash]

we're far too culturally obsessed with men who are mean and rough around the edges but turn out to be big softies underneath it all when, in reality, most men who are like this are simply dicks

[fforsythiaaa]

Once when I was in undergrad, someone described something as “problematic” in class and our professor was like, “That’s cool, but ‘problematic’ doesn’t really mean anything. It means that the thing you’re describing has a problem, and in and of itself that’s not bad. Art, especially, should always have problems, or else it’s not interesting and not art, either. It sounds like you’re trying to say that this is bad, but you don’t want to say ‘bad.’ Is that right?”

So from then on whenever one of us called something problematic, he would make us talk it out until we could name the “bad” thing we were hinting at. In this particular class, 7/10 it was some type of oppression, and the remainder was like, “I’m uncomfortable because this is very new/confusing/pushing boundaries that made me feel safe.”

Once we stopped calling things “problematic” and stopping at that, class got way more interesting and... we all had to say, like, “that’s racist” or “that’s misogynistic” or “ew capitalism gross” out loud, which a lot of us had never done in a classroom before. Or we had to be like, “Uhhh... I’m not sure what’s so bad?” and confront our own beliefs and that was maybe even more useful.

Anyway. Whenever I see the word problematic, I can’t help but think of this professor being like, “Good starting point, now let’s get specific.” I think when we have to commit to saying “that’s ___” it requires a lot more careful thought about the truth and impact and complexities of whatever we’re claiming. Sometimes there really is some bullshit afoot, and also sometimes it’s art, and it should be full of problems, because that’s what art is.

[photophotohole]

[puppetfriends]

hey everyone, puppet again. its its 6th time getting terminated in less than 40 hours! when it didnt even post a photo.

as always, its a disabled and homeless transfem, living purely off donations and its only community being in tumblr. its PayPal is here if you can help, and it really appreciates any reblogs.

whoever keeps making these "user generated reports" can you just leave it the hell alone and get a life? its already had to shut up more just to get a chance here but thats not even enough now. its not enough until its dead, is it?

fuck tumblr staff. fuck matt "vacations in occupied palestine" mullenweg. none of you deserve to live after what you do to us.

love you, girls ♡♡♡

[sailatina3]

Would you rather

Stick your tongue up a girls butthole (she washed beforehand)

Have a girl stick her tongue up your butthole.

Remaining time: 6 days 21 hours

For the sake of this hypothetical, assume this woman is exactly your type and very attractive to you.

[ycurve]

i would make dumplings and rice with vegetables for all of you (suddenly pauses for a while) but for most of you, im just a matrix of light that was arranged and transmitted through a cursed, "symbolic language", via a machine that capturesd waves i sent into space; from tower to satelite and back again, to then processe+decode information, originating from a design philosophy of a colonial, racist, extractive empire that designed+initiated a chain of industrialization and slave labor, the construction of a machine to automate capital ledger actions

sorry, that honestly sucks

can you please, for a moment, imagine a world where i can transmit dumplings also, i want to be your weird mom who is actually good to you

[ycurve]

to hell with your mom if shes actually good to you, i dont care about her, this is our dream for the moment

[ycurve]

[ycurve]

you could never train a multidimensional AI array to post like me because they are cruxed on the principle that "intellegence" is based in an attempt to simulate the localized context they are trained within rather than having an At Hand responsive and adaptive relationship to qualia. if you could correct this, then "self driving cars" might actually work, but the entire US economy is just 3 tech conglomerate that exchange LLM hardware and software between eachother, (sits back a bit hard and has another sip), so the tl;dr is i dont think you can meaningfully automate me

[persephonaae]

Tarnished, before thou continueth upon this journey, I must take the time to send hate anon to Marika’s blog.

[ocean-isopod-offical]

Just a girl and her isopod…

If this post gets 500 likes/reposts I’ll buy an isopod plushie and take pictures of it everywhere I go.

[ocean-isopod-offical]

Halfway there chat!! I found one to buy 🤭

[k1nky-r0b0t-g1rl]

ive said it before and ill say it again, self harm is an incredibly valuable grounding technique and without it i almost certainly would have done far more harm to myself than any cutting or burning could have. We need to stop framing self harm as this ultimate horror indication of damage, why is this form of self harm any different than another?

We should be teaching people harm reduction not that self harm means you're broken. I'm sorry if anyone has ever made you feel that way. If self harm makes you feel better, even for a moment, why shouldn't you be allowed to do that? people do shit that harms their body all the fucking time but this one thing is off limits?

I'm edging around the topic because it's almost certainly ban worthy but like, if it helps fucking do it, id much rather you use a "less than ideal" grounding technique (which im already rolling my eyes just typing that) than have no way to help yourself.

I hope this makes sense and helps at least one person, i love you <3

[ign1ted-ember666]

THEY KILLED AMITY???????

[xenasaur]

you're not allowed to tell girls who are in a terrible place that they're not broken. it's a bannable offense on tumblr.

[estrogen-blood-chalk]

Honestly, fuck @staff. This post helped save my life and @staff banned her. Fuck you @staff, when ya'll are *anywhere* close to the level of harm reduction that this post provided, maybe then you'll be a real blogging site again

[gaynessopimizationalgorithm]

THEY KILLED ESTROGEN BLOOD CHALK TOOO?????

[estrogen-chalk-blood]

they cannot kill me in any way that matters. Thanks for being here, lovely.

[herefortodazeylily]

they've been very clear with us on this point: you're not allowed to tell girls who are in a terrible place that they're not broken. it's a bannable offense on tumblr.

I'll do it again.

[doyoulovethewayzeylily]

Do you remember when Amity risked her blog to give love and paid the price? I haven't forgotten.

[yamada-ryo]

PJACKK CAME BACK FROM THE DEAD!?!?

[emnesoi0]

pjackk is no longer tma

[aceynk]

pjackk is tma again

[uikangel]

reblog the angel again if you don’t mind.

[pjackk]

Who wanna tell me im a pretty little fag for pride mounth

[doyoulovethewayzeylily]

I honestly think the most galling thing is that the people running the site are just nakedly extracting a resource from us.

we are to be good trannies and post in a way that can be screenshotted and posted to reddit. new users is a key performance indicator, people are accountable for that number and that's their only consideration. the queerest website on the internet views us as a product.

if you threaten that, fuck off goodbye. feel free to post gay men fucking though!

[capnsoapy]

okay but seriously what's going on with [tumblr] moderation right now

[capnsoapy]

okay but seriously seriously

[capnsoapy]

Not even in an "I'm outraged" kind of way, in a "genuinely perplexed as to what could be going on behind the scenes to produce these outcomes." I want to stop staring at the shadows on the wall and exit Plato's allegory of the website moderation

[puppetprincesses]

genuinely all it wonders as it gets banned multiple times a *day* is. what the fuck is happening to make them respond so actively to kill girls with maybe a hundred followers. why? why *right* now? like *this*. it just cant comprehend the cruelty.

[tamamoland-with-a-gun]

tumblr moderation is two thirds AI and two thirds transmisogyny and 0% anything that isn't at least one of those two

[puppetfriends]

hey everyone, puppet again. its its 6th time getting terminated in less than 40 hours! when it didnt even post a photo.

as always, its a disabled and homeless transfem, living purely off donations and its only community being in tumblr. its PayPal is here if you can help, and it really appreciates any reblogs.

whoever keeps making these "user generated reports" can you just leave it the hell alone and get a life? its already had to shut up more just to get a chance here but thats not even enough now. its not enough until its dead, is it?

fuck tumblr staff. fuck matt "vacations in occupied palestine" mullenweg. none of you deserve to live after what you do to us.

love you, girls ♡♡♡

[doyoulovethewayzeylily]

remember that time I reblogged this post and someone here screenshotted and reposted it + my nudes to paint me as a predator?

@staff I can't help but notice that you have a fucking hate-on for the most vulnerable people, banning the homeless girl who depends on us multiple times is easy but that blog and multiple blogs ran by the woman who called for my death are still up. I started tagging my posts with my url because the coordinated harassment rings that you allow to operate with impugnity are somehow more visible than mine with thousands of notes

why is it that we get brutal zero-tolerance moderation but these people get treated with kid gloves? do you imagine that you can have a meeting and concoct some kind of gutless risk-free message that will make us ignore it?

how's that internal moderation audit going? cleared yourselves of all wrongdoing yet?

[girlknots]

I miss the yellowgreen grasses of late autumn