pick a pile: "Your inner child"
choose your pile to read a message from your inner child. it may involve healing or any other message they want to send you.
don’t take the reading too seriously. only take what resonates with you and leave the rest. remember that is a general reading and some things may not resonate with you.
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Pile 1, I feel your inner child is kinda restless. They want you to be more energetic (I literally had the need to charge my phone before starting your reading). You may be feeling low and tired, maybe overthinking and being stuck. It's like they're grabbing your shirt and trying to take you on adventure with them. They're literally wanting you to follow them, to distress, to enjoy some time doing things that you loved when you were a child. To stop thinking about the present and your adult life and just go out on adventure. Maybe run in a park, or be more creative... play! Just stop trying to work on something cause that's not how you will find the solution you're waiting for. Distract yourself, this could totally help you.
You might be a little too harsh when it comes to judging yourself, or fear/feel that others are right at your back waiting for you to do something with your life/finding a solution to something, but you are feelings stuck: it's either your fears blocking you or really you feel stuck in your head right now and see no way out. You're thinking maybe about a project and you're evaluating all the possible scenarios in which it could go wrong (try to think if it could go right... or better, "just try and see": this is the real message for you. You have time to find your answers). It's a loop (kinda anxious too, for some). Take care of your fears, nurture yourself and don't worry about others. People talk anyway. They don't know what you're going through, give yourself time and patience. You'll reap your rewards, you'll manifest anything you want. But first you need to let your creativity and inner child guide you to a more peaceful mental place. You're plenty of opportunities waiting for you, trut your inner child and follow them. Things will go great. Take a pause: sometimes we can go further than we can imagine after taking a break than if we continued working on the same matter for weeks. Trust that this is your case. Things will soon get more clear, give them time and space to be.
songs: 3 | flume; supereroi | meganoidi; i've been dreaming | awolnation
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The moment I started your reading, a couple of alarm sounds started filling the air. Lot's of noises are happening on tbh. Are you living on the edge? Like, you may be feeling kinda anxious? Or maybe that's a sound that you can connect with your childhood, somehow? There was a story you liked? Or a toy?
[could be triggering for some. Only read when and if you are in a good mental place]
Okay for many of you, you could relate a sound to getting some rewards. Like the sound of when you win the jackpot or hit the best score in a videogame/ at the arcade. It's like the sound of winning. Yeah, this is basically your inner child reminding you that you'll soon get your wishes come true. Just keep being strong and brave. Don't worry, no matter what you hear or read (some of you may get easily triggered by news they're reading around or hearing on TV - it'sa trauma that you may need to get more infos on and try to heal, maybe with the help of a professionist). Things will go well. Focus on living your life, welcome your emotions and fears, hug your inner child and talk with them. Talk with each other on how to be more expressive, and welcoming. Don't be scare of your feelings, don't be scared of what you cannot see. Your dreams will come unexpectedly to you in the 3d the moment you learn to let go, enjoy and accept (I literally got a phone call that informed me of a nice change of plans for me: I was okay with how things were but now they got better, the way I like them more). Focus on yourself first. Let your inner child guide you and be a guide for them as well: I feel like you may have had some problems with your caregivers while growing up, they may have denied you something, maybe they were not very present/emotionally open, so you two (you and your inner child) may need to heal this wounds related to your heart. You may also have grown up in an enviromment filled with anxiety, control issues, anger issues or something like that, maybe even treats or natural disasters happened (something that stressed/scared you a lot anyway, and caused you some wounds that now are resurfacing and you need to heal). Don't worry, you two will heal. I feel like you've already learned a lot now, and you can explain things to your inner child with simple words, and heal them as well. You'll be more complete.
I feel like for many of you this alarming sound is still just "an alarm" and you may have been living on alarm for a while now. Try to let go. All the stress isn't of help. Your inner child wants you to think about the beauty of things, and that even something that may look scary at first (as an alarm sound or the ambulance sound may be, also now that you've grown up and have a different knowledge from when you where a child - or this actually relates to something that happened as you were a child, and you take that experience as an example of how bad things may turn), can actually also have a brighter and more positive aspect to it. Look at that, look for that. Keep working, you're doing great. Don't give up, your rewards are coming.
There are so many interruptions in your reading, like your intrusive thoughts cannot really give you peace of mind. You need to find that, ask for help. And also, help your inner child get out of this scary place.
songs: the alarming sound of a still small voice | saosin; butterfly | bts; cosmic love | florence + the machine
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[could be triggering for some. Only read if you're in a good mental place]
Pile 3, sorry at first I thought you were a little too nervous but there's a reason (ofc, as for everything). Your inner child is playing and singing "ring around the rosie". It reminds me of some horror movies' soundtrack tbh. I feel like there might be a presence (probably a masculine figure, an authority person anyway) in your life, either family or work, that is kinda scarying you. They may be triggering your inner child a lot. It may remind you of a figure in your childhood who made you feel scared (probably a father figure, but it could be anything. Not sure if it's still them even now or another person, but I do feel you getting triggered and scared/insecure). This is someone who has a deep trauma related to their heart as well. They don't have it against you at their core. You may want to leave this environment so to find your mental peace or, you can try to figure out a way to reach for them and talk about your feelings with them, how they make you feel. You can have a new beginning with this person, change what used to be in the past. Take some time for yourself and think over this (don't stress yourself, just try to get infos on how traumas related to anger and guilt can develop and what you can do when you have to deal with them yourself or with someone else suffering from them).
This complicated moment will end, the moment you both find a way to speak with each other openly, and admit your problems. Find peace of mind and security/confidence in yourself first.
It can be hard to be so open, but you probably can both ask for help to someone else that can help you talk things out, understand your traumas and wounds, and heal them, so to be able to communicate without triggering each other continuosly. I feel your inner child would feel much better.
I feel I have to rush through your reading cause it's too scary to imagine such thing for you. To even think about this trigger. Or maybe you pretend this is not real, that it doesn't hurt this much, you are putting your trigger under some type of control that is hurting you even more deep down (don't do this to yourself, don't deny your feelings, let them be, embrace them always, no matter what kind they are). Please seek for help. Things are gonna be okay. You can heal. Things can change, or you can change environment if the other person is not willing to collaborate. Your mental health and security come first.
songs: still life | dawn golden; moonlight | down low; oblivius | the strokes
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Your inner child is totally consoling you? It's weird... They're telling you that things are okay. Maybe you turn to them when things feel a bit heavy, you get a rush of energy and joy that makes you feel better and go on with life. They are your first fan, your first supporter. They really like to talk, seem kinda opinionated. And they have a beautiful smile. You have it too, you should show/wear it more often. They keep saying "No way!! I don't believe it!" and smile. It's like they're watching you being an adult and doing things you could only imagine doing or either you're talking with them and telling them a nice story. Maybe you're showing off jokingly? LOL love this energy.
Anyway, here's a reminder from them: what you're worrying about are just useless things. You have grown into a very strong person inside, you are gonna make you both so happy! You're the person they wish to become. They are proud of how much you have accomplished: even if you think you have done nothing, in their eyes you're like a total hero. You're kind, sweet, brave... I'm hearing "you can do so much now that you're an adult (even use pointy scissors)!" LOL
Your inner child wants you to keep talking with them. They want you to connect with them more often, teach them things, show them adult tricks you thought were impossible to do or learn when you were them. And they will remind you how some thins that may stress your mind, are just so unimportant when you look at the whole picture of the person you are and the life you're living. Cause you're really amazing! Your inner child knows you're gonna be so very happy, and they're very proud of you. They keep saying it, and when they don't say it, they have a look in their eyes that shows how much admiration they have for you. They seem a bit messy but also kinda calm and comforting. Very curious. Nurture them more often, please. They're as sweet as you. It feels like, on a certain level, you're still the same. No matter how much you've gone through, you still have left a small side for your inner child to shine. Let them take some more space, whenever you can. They are so lovely. You are so lovely too. Never let the world bring you down, you can do that. Keep doing what you do, I mean the both of you.
songs: lost in you | three days grace; labyrinth | elisa; waterloo | abba
gummygunk
origamiaround
turnnoffyourmind
2087
germansingergirl
stormborns
discoholicmusic
