Anna Deus

To be in this world, but not of it.

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Whenever I love, I cause damage– And that's why I'm distant; No one will ever want to manage, Because I'm like a disease that's contagious; I don't want to ruin anyone else's existence, I'm tired of waiting for the love that is mine, I just want to be by myself for a lifetime.

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maybe that's why i call you my home

because you feel familiar

you make me feel alone

oh just how similar

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"Happiness is a butterfly, which when pursued, is always just beyond your grasp, but which, if you will sit down quietly, may alight upon you." - Nathaniel Hawthorne

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bonnie ♡

a tiny seed of love

that was what you are

i know you're watching me from above

you're always loved no matter where you are

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there's no happiness in making love to you, but you're the only one who feels like home to me.

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seed won't take root,

choice made in quiet room,

empty cradle waits.

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i was willing to be used

but you were the one who refused

once again homeless

once again i'm hopeless

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i went down

but we never met

i compromised to drown

i didn't know it was just all for a bet

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Premise:

The year is 1912, and six-year-old Londoner Genevieve Carmichael is looking forward to spending the Christmas holiday with her many aunts, uncles, and cousins in Boston, Massachusetts. However, during a party being thrown by one of her relatives, Genevieve gets separated from her family and meets Atticus Bombardo, who claims to be a friend of the family and offers to take her to New York City for the night on the promise of returning her to her family the next day. Shortly after their meeting, Atticus shows the girl his true colors and Genevieve eventually finds herself in a sticky situation at an orphanage run by Atticus and his wife. In her efforts to escape Atticus’s clutches and be reunited with her family for the holidays, little Genevieve gets to explore NYC and even makes some friends along the way, but will Genevieve eventually be brought back to her little prison at the orphanage with no hope of ever seeing her loved ones again, or will she be happily reunited with her family in time for Christmas?

Tag List:

@primaba11erina @stylishtveit @lizzibennet @winterpilgrim @livingonfanficseyra @annadeusxoxo @badinstinct @bohemian-rhapsody-in-blue

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Birthdays? I don't like celebrating mine, But I'm grateful I still have some time, Not all first days– Are good days.

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Having an affair, And discovering them having one; Thinking it's just fair, Knowing that your relationship spun.

Everyone's discovering what they're lacking of, And they'll try to cover, uncover, and recover, But what for? For love? Knowing that you're not just each other's lover?

What a pity! But that's what normal is nowadays, right? Being pretty in the city– Without having a wit sight.

Ah! But that's how it is, Let's not mind each other's biz.

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There was a time I felt homesick, but even being at home gives me ick– not even sure if it's home, because I just feel alone. Everyone makes me feel like I'm a prick.

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Being invisible that is me existing is anybody listening? reading?

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A Toy I Had (An Acrostic)

Been there everywhere, Endless happiness was my prayer, And I could bare and share my care, Realizing it was rare.

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An Acrostic

Dad and I, Unhappy as the days went by , Befriending the high, And I didn't know it was about to die, I was surprised, but now I have to try.

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my grandmother's hands are as soft as a feather despite of all her hard work and the crazy weather here

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Fight Club (1999)