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[without-ado]

NOX ATACAMA (2)  

>>nox atacama (1)

[crossstitchworld]

just a little nihilism for your timeline by normiebean

[sd-electronics]

[annh3d0nia]

Got head?💀

[annh3d0nia]

The dream for some, the nightmare for others 💙

[annh3d0nia]

Beauty and the Beast 🔪

[opheliadreaming]

I don't know if there's a better way to put this but my Grandma was a pushover. All she knew was to give because she didn't know how not to. She lived her life by feeding everyone around her even when it took her ripping out parts from herself. When you grow around such kindness you grow entitled to it. And this was the tragedy of her existence. To give and give without knowing when to stop.

Another tragedy of being a woman is you eventually turn into your mother and all the women before her. I love my mother.  She is brave, resilient but she has recently started to look a lot like Grandma.

All her life my mother took paths opposite to my Grandma, because that's what life is to us as a woman. We love each other so much that we try to seek emancipation by choosing all the paths they did not. I think this is what women whisper to each other while waiting for men of the house to finish eating first. Secrets of survival in a man's world where your only redeeming quality is kindness And your ability to give.

Despite these secrets, my mother has started to look a lot like her mother. Which is to say no matter what sort of path path I pave for myself, my eternal doom will be to chase liberation, from the society, from myself, my own gaze, dissect it, process it, only to realise there's no escape, while my brother goes out in the world and take just like he was taught to.

[thegirlthatcriesacademia]

All I want is not to poison life anymore with tragedy. My tears are exhausted, my capacity for suffering is exhausted.

Anaïs Nin, The Unexpurgated Diary of Anaïs Nin

[ouroborosmotifs]

both torturer and torturee

anaïs nin “henry and june” // carrie fisher “the princess diarist” // mitski “humpty” // georges bataille “ecstasy” // @cartomaniac // richard siken “a primer for the the small weird loves” // juansen dizon // mitski “humpty” // hilary mantel “wolf hall” // art for mitski’s “the only heartbreaker” by @taohun // unknown // heather havrilesky // sylvia plath “the unabridged journals of sylvia plath” // franz kafka “diaries 1910-1923”

[heavensghost]

Frank Bidart

[annh3d0nia]

Manic nightmare mermaid girl 💙

[annh3d0nia]

You're on her stories while I sleep

I'm their dream gore girl on Tumblr

We aren't the same

[killthe-head]

“We are both wrathful to the point of madness: we desire death.”

— Anaïs Nin, Henry and June (via ioiohekate)

[jdandchi]

NOT EVERYTHING IS ABOUT A GOD DAMN RELATIONSHIP AND LOSING WEIGHT AND BEING BEAUTIFUL FOR GODS SAKE GO OUTSIDE AND ROB A STORE AND FEEL ALIVE AS YOU RUN AWAY FROM SECURITY

[thoodleoo]

me whenever a woman in greek myth gets fed up and destroys the men who've caused her trauma

[linkinmoon]

Franz Kafka, The Diaries of Franz Kafka

[ashstfu]

man 2021 is literally over and all i did was listen to music and waste my time on the internet