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Fabulously 21 dear Diary ✨ | Freelance Photographer | email, [email protected]

[annorirdania]

"I lost it all I'm just a silhouette, a lifeless face you'll soon forget." #vscocam #vsco #vscomy #vscomalaysia #portrait

[annorirdania]

"I was hearing symphony before all I heard was silence, a rhapsody for you & me, and every melody is timeless....and now your song is on repeat & I'm dancing on to your heartbeat." #throwbackipoh #exploringipoh #ipoh #perak #rooftop (at The Deck Gastro Bar)

[annorirdania]

Of beautiful old buildings & good foods? I'm in! #throwbackipoh #throwback #exploringipoh #ipoh #perak #ipohperak (at Ipoh, Perak)

[annorirdania]

Recent journey was a quick one, on my way home now, alone, on a bus. I had a breathtakingly beautiful view by the window. Thinking & reflecting, it was truly a good one experience. I brace my inner fear, hehe. #nopenotvscocamthistime (at Ipoh, Perak)

[annorirdania]

Being silly. #vscocam #vscomy #vscomalaysia #vsco (at Seoul, South Korea)

[annorirdania]

We had so much fun together! Miss this gal a lot! Overnight at her sister's house, eat till to the limit hehe, selfies to the limit till phone's battery drained and a lot more lol. It feels like those days in college again ok 😂till next time @azhanieeeee 😘🌸 #vscocam #vsco #vscomy #vscomalaysia #ikeadamansara #overnight #movies #shopping (at IKEA Mutiara Damasara)

[annorirdania]

Golden blue beach scenery! Perfect timing & light! 🌅🌊 Masha Allah, I'd love to come here again 😍 #beachlover #dontneedvscocam 😍 #freshfrommydslr (at Port Dickson)

[annorirdania]

Specific fear

Some people fear of what they may become if they are close to these people; That they USED to love, USED to care, USED to have. They have high ego, they have dreams of their own, and their differences that puts them apart.

[annorirdania]

Perspectives.

There are two types of people, two perspective, that confuse me; They tell me to believe in myself, they tell me that I worth good/better, and to never put my expectations low. But, The others also tell me to lowered my expectations, life is about excepting what's around me and stuffs that sounds the same. And I also believe that we are actually free to pick of which to be our perspective. Don't let others decide for you. You made ur own.

[annorirdania]

I wish I am someone else, I wish I am someone's, I wish I live a luxurious life, I wish life is easy, I wish for a lot of things, We wish for a lot if things. We never satisfy. We never quit wishing.

[annorirdania]

I miss people that makes my existence worth something.

An'nor Irdania Anuar

[islamicrays]

Become your own best friend. Always give yourself positive messages. Don’t rely on people for happiness. You need to be happy with yourself. If you rely on people then you will be hurt because they won’t always act the way you want. Talk to Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala. He is with you and He won’t let you face anything alone. Trust Him

(via islamicrays)

[hijaberdiary09]

When your heart is hurting

• Pray. • Sit on that prayer mat and pour your heart out until there’s nothing left to share. • Remind yourself that it’s okay to cry. He’s seen you crying in your sleep. There’s nothing left to hide. • Then - Breathe in. • Close your eyes and with a firm intention say, “Oh Allah, I trust that only you can take this pain away from my heart.” • Breathe out and.. • Just Let It All Go.

Tawakkul breaks down barriers you didn’t even see coming your way.

- Hijaberdiary09

[al-firdaus]

الصبر

The beauty behind your tears is that they soften your heart, such that the sweetest du'as Allah ever hears are of those who have no hope in anything but His love.

[rohayatiazizli]

‪When things are bad, we take comfort in the thought that they could always get worse. And when they are, we find hope in the thought that things are so bad they have to get better.‬ ‪ Malcolm S. Forbes‬

[annorirdania]

All On My Own

I feel worthless For uncertain feels I get. I don't know who I can depend on, My friends? My family? Even I can't help myself. It feels cold, it feels dim. Everything around me. Safe zone is never a safe zone, Its a trap that u don't notice. I need to get out, But I never manage to hold onto that desire. I lose grip, Before I could even start. How? How? How? Why? Why? Why? Hoping the time will answer all my questions.

[annorirdania]

Isolating

I kept feeling empty, Tend to isolate myself a lot. Its been happening for some time, I don't know why. Everything is blurry. Maybe I'm not getting enough sunlight. Staying at home a little too much. Or perhaps do I need to find a new company? Or a new group of same on going interest? A new start? And stop pushing people away? Stop trying to seek for perfection?