Anomixs

Living in pain. DPD, BPD, BD.

[anomixs]

First, he breaks up with me and now he wants me back... like what am I? A boomerang or something? 🎭

[thoughtkick]

“When people walk away from you, let them go. Your destiny is never tied to someone who leaves you. And it doesn’t mean they are bad people, it just means that their part in your story is over.”

— Tony McCollum

[anomixs]

I just asked the president on Insta, openly, if he could make the trains less expensive, than deactivated my account again for the six following months. Who does this?

[imakeartwheniwanttodie]

[psychastria]

Simran, an excerpt from everything and nothing

[perfectquote]

“Memories warm you up from the inside. But they also tear you apart.”

— Haruki Murakami, Kafka on the Shore

[yoursoethereal-deactivated20230]

— Franz Kafka, from Diaries, 1910-1923

[perfectquote]

“I know what it’s like to be afraid of your own mind.”

— Dr Reid’s/ Criminal Minds

[chillpotato]

- Paul Celan, by Paul Weinfield from 'With Your Hand Full of Hours' // Forough Farrokhzad, from 'Sin: the selected poems-When will I rise'

[anomixs]

Let's talk about pain. Internal pain. The pain of loneliness. Being by myself. With myself. The person I hate the most.

I'm torn between past and present. Reality and anxiety. Anxiety of everybody leaving me. To be by myself. To face myself. To face the past.

There's a hole in my heart that will never be healed. I've already given up on that. The hole of the past. Everything I've had to miss. The pain that haunts me. The demons that are part of me. A bloodline. To the deepest inside of my heart.

Let's talk about pain. Internal pain. The pain no one asked for. The pain of being thrown into life. The pain of being thrown away.

Let's talk.