WandaInWonderland

Just a dreamer with the weirdest dreams. In love with a rockstar who has the prettiest smile. I write about her, life, stuffs and everything I think about.

[anonymouswanda]

It’s been three years since we broke up and I can’t help but to wonder things. What if things were different? What if things happened on the other way around? Would we end up being together? 

[anonymouswanda]

Where are you?

Where are you? I’ve been waiting for you since the time I knew the meaning of love.

Where are you? I’ve been hurt a dozen of times trying to look for you.

Where are you? I’ve been ripped into thousands of pieces trying to search for you.

Where are you? Im afraid that when the time comes and our path crossed, I’m not the person I used to be.

But wherever you are now, I hope you’re good. 

I hope someone is taking care of you, specially your heart. I hope that person won’t tear you apart, but darling that’s part of love. 

I won’t hurt you the way they did. I’m gonna show you that true love is worth the wait. 

I will love you despite of your flaws and imperfections because honey, you will be my definition of perfection.

I’m not gonna promise you a perfect love but I can promise you a roller coaster kind of love.

I don’t know how long will it take for me to find you but I’ll promise that when I do, I will never let go of you.

I’m gonna wait for you, my love.

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Guys buying their girlfriends tampons.

I’M CRYING

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[anonymouswanda]

Butterflies

You are one of my classmates in math class. I hate math class! like, who does right? but I came to love it because of you. You seem so interested with it! You’re cute and you look so smart! 

I never really knew I liked you since the time I caught you looking at me. Of course, I know it’s not on purpose. hay, when you touched me it felt like something unexplainable. You’re gorgeous and no words can describe how much I want to be close to you. 

I saw you one time and I hesitated to say “Hi” because you look so serious and I’m shy as hell to do that. But then, today, I approached you and it’s amazing how I felt butterflies everywhere. I don’t even know why. Just a single thought of you makes me want to smile like there’s no tomorrow.

But at the end of the day, we can’t be together. You won’t like me. I know someone has your heart already and for you, I’m just one of the faces in the crowd.

[anonymouswanda]

She’s One Of A Kind

Come back before it’s too late...

She’s not like the other girls.

she’s different.

she might always be annoying.

she might always be clingy.

she might always want your attention and your affection.

but that’s only because, she’s head over heels in love with you.

she’s afraid that someone might take you away from her.

but you wanna know the real deal here?

you should be the one to be afraid.

because, she’s been watched by a lot of people and one mistake from you can lead them into getting your girl.

and she’s the kind of girl that comes once in a lifetime.

you won’t have someone so precious as her again.

not in the way she loves you. not in the way she makes you smile. 

You can fall in love again but not into someone like her. 

because, she’s the one of a kind type. 

The type that you don’t usually find.

[anonymouswanda]

Behind Those Hurtful Words

People have their own reasons why they say such hurtful words. 

There are things and reasons behind those distressing words. 

There are hurt and sorrow behind those bitter look. 

There are more to hear than what they actually said.

What they said is not what they always meant, dear. 

Sometimes, we just have to look and seek further. Read between the lines would be better as well...

But as much as possible? Let’s not jump into conclusion right away.

Maybe, things are not fine and they need some enlightenment. So, instead of leaving them even if they try their best to let go, better not let them. Because, you’re not just letting them go but you might as well letting go of your future. 

[anonymouswanda]

A Little Heartache

Sometimes, you just feel like it’s not the same anymore. The person you fall in love with is not same person they are now.  Sometimes, you’ll just had enough. Enough drama and tears. Sometimes, you’ll just have to let go. Not because you want to but because you have to. Sometimes, you just have to look back at all the happy memories you’ve spent together just to realize how things have changed and its all messed up now. Sometimes, we thought we could grow together as a person but in reality it is not always like that. Even if you want to, you two just kept on growing apart. Sometimes, one of you could just fall. Fall out of love. Sure, there will be tears and holding backs but in the back of your head there is hope. Hope that things will get back to the way it is. Not with the person you used to love but with yourself. You can see yourself having the time of your life alone.  Now, I think break ups are not that bad at all. Yes, it hurts but not too much anymore. Not like the first time your heart gets broken. Not like the first time you cried over someone. Not in the way, you would want to hate them but in a way that you forgive them and yourself.

“A little heartache will do.”

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[anonymouswanda]

Relationship Goals

1. MOVIE DATE. NOT THE TYPICAL "let's go to the cinema and watch the last part of mockingjay" kind of movie date. I want it to be romantic in a way that we could cuddle while watching our favorite movies together with a soft comforter where we lay down and a lot of pillows to make it more comfortable. No sex just cuddle kind of movie date. 2. Go on a roadtrip without anything but money and extra clothes. No exact destination. We just go wherever our wheels brought us. 3.Travel and go for an adventure to different amazing places. 4. Camping near the ocean while watching the sunrise and sunset together. 5. Go on a beach date with the best barkada. 6. Spend christmas together with each other's family. 7. Bake together. 8. Be wild and be lost together. 9. Make stupid stuff together while not caring about what would others think. 10. Weird dates. 11. Weird kisses. 12. Have cute and weird selfies and vlogs together. 13. Sleep together on cold nights. 14. Drink coffee together in far far away city. 15. Go to places that's far away from people who judged. 16. Make love in weird places. 17. Weird surprises during special occasions. 18. Move out and be independent with each other. 19. Shopping and eat a lot lot lot of ice cream even if I don't like em that much. 20. Watch horror movies while in a dark room.

[anonymouswanda]

Movies Way Back Then

There are a lot of pretty good movies in our generation today. The genres like romantic comedy, thriller, sci-fi and so on, are the movies that marks in the minds of youths these days. 

One of my professor suggested that we should try watching The House Of The Spirits. So then, I tried watching it and it was hella good! Then I told my self that movies in late 90′s, 80′s,70′s and 60′s is ain’t that bad at all. So after then, I tried watching movies like The Breakfast Club and Breakfast at Tiffany’s and I had to admit that the movies way back then were really good! Despite of their poor quality they’d delivered the story perfectly. I mean the actors and actresses were really great and the story was beautifully made. It’s just perfect, for me. 

The lessons from it are just incredible. It will make you think about the wasted times you spent out of nothing. It will make you think about the times you spent in front of your computer rather than exploring the beautiful city you lived in. It will really change your perspective in life, love and in everything, like it did to me.

I love sci-fi movies a lot! I’m a huge fan of marvel and I watched almost every movie in the movie house. But do you know what I’ve realized? Those movies that we called old,corny,sayang lang sa oras and other things? Those are the movies that could change your life. They are the best movies! 

I can say that movies way back then are the real blockbuster!

-Wanda