My Mind Is A Hurricane ❌⭕❌⭕

Gemma (she/her) // 20+ yrs old // Brainwashed by ESC 2021 // Heated Rivarly took over my life // Choose Love🩷 // Trying to become a better person one breakdown at a time

[another-sun]

Welcome to this mess called my happy place

Hi, I'm Gemma. When I don't disappear without a trace because life got too much (again) this is what I like to scream about:

Blind Channel 😺(🐺)🐩🐨🐻🦇

Electric Callboy (especially Nico 💕💕💕)

Big Time Rush (Team Kogan, Kames & Jagan 🏒🩺🪞🪖 ❤️🖤🤍)

Røry 💙🖤

Dan & Phil 🐱🐻

Little Mix & their Solo careers (especially Jades🩷)

Tate McRae💃🏻

Heated Rivarly 🏒🧑🏻‍❤️‍💋‍🧑🏼 (sideblog: @foreveratthecottage)

High Potential 🔎🧠

Ghosts (US Version) 👻

Occasionally I write stuff. You can find me on AO3 as HelloGemma (very creative name, I know!)

My tag for everything personal is Gemma talks.

[damndorothea]

i saw this somewhere else but reply / tag what you did today so everyone can see that we all did something different today

[damndorothea]

i saw this somewhere else but reply / tag what you did today so everyone can see that we all did something different today

[legallybrunettedotcom]

what vibe does prev give off?

victorian gothic

roaring 20s

70s rockstar

y2k

90s grunge

distant future

Remaining time: 5 days 1 hour

stole it from here

[ready-to-flyy]

Nicky J, Kev the Flex

Shred D, Rocky Dee

Frankie Z, P-Money

[ready-to-flyy]

[fractalsandbroccoli]

SPC also getting hot and bothered by the Electric Badboys.

[ready-to-flyy]

Nicky J, Kev the Flex

Shred D, Rocky Dee

Frankie Z, P-Money

[partof-mydestiny]

[partof-mydestiny]

[wahteverwhatever]

[frogcult19]

I would dye everything green too

Inspired by this tweet

[tomorrows-unknown]

Soooooo are we gonna talk about he fact that 4/5 members of Blind Channel deleted all their Instagram posts?

[another-sun]

Woke up and the first thing I heared was what happened in Berlin. I'm so angry. Why? Why does it matter who loves who? Why do people have something against love and happines? Why can't we just live and let live? Fuck this shit.

[another-sun]

Today was a good day☺️. I finished 99% of my taxes🎉 and then met up with my Bestie and we talked for 2 hours straight and made plans for our Berlin Trip in 2 weeks🥰. I'm feeling so happy right now.

[another-sun]

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Love how I manage to pretend to be all smiles and happy at work but crash the second I get home. I promised my parents I would look after their house today, look if that card came, schedule a appontment for my car (two weeks ago!), make my taxes (deadline is in 10 days), and so one. Instead I do nothing but be tired from life.

And now it will be the third weekend in a row where I have absolutly nothing planed because my plans got canceld again. By a different friend and for valid reasons but still, I know I want to do SOMETHING satuardy, maybe travel somewhere by train to get out of town and see something else. Get my mind of things. But I just know that I will do absolutely nothing on Saturday and then wait all Sunday for my parents to comeback home.

I know it will get better next week, and then I will have vacation and two weeks off and go to Berlin and see Electric Bassboy with my Bestie but still. I want this week to be over and done.

[another-sun]

Update:

I manage to eat something, made food for tomorrow..... and then doomscrolled on Instergram. I hate that app. I know I should delete it but there memories saved I can't get ride off.

But writing down helped, so I'm doing it again to kick my butt and ho to bed.

[another-sun]

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Love how I manage to pretend to be all smiles and happy at work but crash the second I get home. I promised my parents I would look after their house today, look if that card came, schedule a appontment for my car (two weeks ago!), make my taxes (deadline is in 10 days), and so one. Instead I do nothing but be tired from life.

And now it will be the third weekend in a row where I have absolutly nothing planed because my plans got canceld again. By a different friend and for valid reasons but still, I know I want to do SOMETHING satuardy, maybe travel somewhere by train to get out of town and see something else. Get my mind of things. But I just know that I will do absolutely nothing on Saturday and then wait all Sunday for my parents to comeback home.

I know it will get better next week, and then I will have vacation and two weeks off and go to Berlin and see Electric Bassboy with my Bestie but still. I want this week to be over and done.

[sixty-silver-wishes]

sorry america but you’ve been really mean. and I don’t want to go to your birthday party in two days

[aphantimes]

🫵 YOU. STOP WHERE YOU ARE

say something nice about prev!!! find something cool about them!! give their blog a skim!!

compliments are FREE TO GIVE so GIVE THEM OUT. pls. thamnk. (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)