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spilled pasta on my toes

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call that feetuccine

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three inches in my drawers

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packin teeny weeny

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I don’t know why people hate Hamilton so much this shit slaps

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why? @ 6am

Why exactly do we yearn for things we know we can’t have? Like, what exactly makes us want things or people we just can’t have? While I’m at it, why does it hurt so much to know we can’t have them? But at the same time, we still want it? Gibberish or facts? It’s like when we are younger and our parents tell us “don’t touch that hot stove!” or, since we were too little to understand, “HOT! No no! It’s hot!” and somehow we understood not to touch. If you were anything like me, you still touched it or desired to touch it.

Is it not the same with people or things? Being told not to do it, but still wanting or needing to. It’s incredibly infuriating to crave something to another level that’s unreachable. Maybe that makes me crazy, but I’m crazy in love. Is it even love? Is it me just wanting you just to have you? I don’t know. I’ll tell you what I do know.. it’s so annoying. I’m annoying. I’m annoyed. Everything sucks without you and I don’t know why I’m so heavily attached to you. It’s been a year and I miss you.

I just want to know why. Why everything? Why care? Why try? Why even bother?