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i hate that i always feel so ‘healed’ but then the second i like someone my bpd symptoms flare up like a fucking disease and destroy everything in a 50 kilometre radius 😀

literally the only redeeming quality i have is that i’m pretty, but that only goes so far at this point

#bpd #vent #im sorry this is so depressing #i’m so tired #i can’t live like this #borderline personality problems

my ex fucked me up so bad that i can’t spend the night at a kind man’s house without crying on his fucking couch because i got triggered. like holy shit. and he just gets to live a normal life? while i deal with unpacking four years of fucking trauma.

#vent #ex bf #ex fiancé #i almost married him #holy shit

bark-barkley

I WANT TO LOOK AT THINGS MADE BY HUMAN BEINGS

softwetmoss

And also occasionally by pufferfish

life update

i’m dating a guy who’s really hot and treats me really nicely and i have no one to talk about this with

but it’s the upgrade of a lifetime lmaooo

#hesitantly hopeful #is this hopecore #i am afraid

sadharlot

anotherbpdbitch

me rn

oneheadtoanother

i’m going on my first date in SO long tonight

i have levels of anxiety that are unprecedented

pls kill me

#i’m genuinely afraid #how do people do this #first date

i’m too pretty to be sad tbh

my psychotic abusive ex fiancé’s mother messaged me 😀

why tf do moms do shit like that?

and this was NOT some apology for raising a garbage human being, no. this was her clearing her fucking conscience and ‘wishing me well’ and blah blah blah.

has ur family not traumatized me enough??? leave me alone holy fuck.

get ur son therapy or a lobotomy and fuck off.

and to my crazy stalking obsessed loser ex, if u managed to get to this point despite ur crippling illiteracy, die :)

#vent #lore drop #misandry #literally just leave me alone #why do men #sorry i should have censored m*n #anyways how are y'all