hwhhwat the hell. thats me

just talking myself through things

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Ansequencesexual: Only experiencing sexual attraction if NO romantic attraction is felt. If romantic attraction develops, sexual attraction disappears. This is the opposite of sequencesexual.

The colors are inverted from the sequencesexual flag and flipped upside down

Term creator: Myself

Flag creator: Myself

-Vasilisa

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getting a little giddy at the thought of making v like me

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i guess im aroace with like 17 asterisks. thats great

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man. i do not recommend being sex repulsed. it messes with like, all of your senses of identities. it makes you question everything.

am i really ____? or is that just the repulsion?

and, yknow, the whole self loathing/psychic damage from things everyone finds normal part sucks too

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man, im so glad this term is a thing. its not a complete descriptor of my experience but when the conditions are right it makes so much sense.

romance and sexuality are two entirely separate halves in my brain that do NOT work together. i cant imagine nor stand the thought of seeing a character im romantically attracted to (or attached to in any way really) in a sexual light. but it also makes so much sense why more or less all characters i dont mind seeing sexually are furries/anthros, since i have 0 romantic attraction to them lol

seeing romance in sexual content completely takes me out of it. seeing romance stuff turn to sexual stuff squicks me the HELL out (tho thats probably just the repulsion speaking)

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on one hand, it feels good to find specific terms that describe your obscure experience

on the other, it almost makes them sound even more alien and strange when they have 358964 syllables and clumsily trip off the tongue

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my asexuality has been defined by my repulsion for so long that ive been having like a self loathing/questioning crisis for years whenever i have Those Days™. it kind of fucking sucks to flipflop between repulsion and enjoying something but at least im not alone in experiencing it

i like. forgot that identities that change sometimes are like A Thing and doesnt mean im just a weirdo faker

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Apothiflexible Pride Flag

Apothiflexibility: identifying predominantly as apothi- but flexible in its identity.

Similar to apothiflux, but this label indicates one is mostly/generally apothi- with occasional exceptions (for example, being apothisexual most of the time but rarely sex-indifferent (apa-) or sex-favorable (icula-)).