strange is what he would call what their relationship has seemed to blossom into. daemian does not hate it, but he is not used to it. affection was difficult, even when they had been on better terms with one another. though he feels he still needs to say something. a simple, "thank you." leaves his mouth, loud enough to where she could hear, but soft enough to where the guard outside of the door could not. the two words feel weighted. thanking vaiora for more than just staying by his side. perhaps staying by his mother's — his family's — while he was touch and go. maybe for the care she was giving him, something he did not deserve, but would selfishly take anyways. most likely, for everything. though he was sure she still had quarrels with him, she did not completely shun him from her life.
"i am glad to hear you are unharmed," he swallows, pain flaring up inside of him, his nerves alight where they still remained. daemian's words are gritted out as violet eyes gaze into her own deep brown ones, "i am sorry for not being there... to protect you, raqiarzy." what a good future husband would do, he has to remind himself. not galavanting off with his best friend to the dragonpit where they both did not belong. hopefully he would be there next time, but in truth, he hopes there will not be a next time at all.
her mention of the events make his mind hazy. maybe he needs more poppy, something to calm him and get him to rest. "i do not know," he did though, but he could not tell her. vaiora was a good person, but she had a mouth of her own and if daemian could not trust his mother with such things, he did not believe he could trust her. "i remember the streets," the silken stone that had guided them, anyone would believe to strapping young noblemen would find place there, looking for a whore to spend the night with. they had been there for something different and he does not say what. "then stone crumbling and fire everywhere," great beasts tearing down walls as they ran, as they were lit ablaze. as those around them were lit ablaze. it has him whimpering, eyes crossing at the memory. "screams," so many, so loud. smallfolk he cared for so deeply. "then nothing." blacking out against the stone, seeing the stranger before him. "i do not know what happened." his fingers clench into the sheets, his eyes flutter, his body shudders, and his mouth goes slack. "a maester—" daemian calls as the memories and pain tear through him, he cannot stay awake, he needs to rest, "please— get a maester."