Shoto Todoroki is anti willo and so am I.

Ash // Any pronouns // Teenager // DID system // Anti nontraumagenic // PFP by @pridewishes

[anti-willo-shoto]

Hello. I don't really engage much in syscourse but decided to make an anti willoverse blog regardless as a place to put my yapping about any MHA and system related stuff. We won't be sharing our main blog here. You may call us Ash. We use any pronouns and are bodily a minor.

This blog will likely primarily be run by our MHA fictives. Please be normal about them.

A the blog name suggests, we are anti willo and anti endo. We don't have a DNI but will block you if you piss us off.

At least for now, we don't have a strict tagging system. Asks will be tagged with #ask, and certain alters may choose to tag posts they make with their signoffs, but that's it.

Please talk to us about MHA. Our favorite characters are Shoto Todoroki (obviously), Himiko Toga, Izuku Midoriya, Ochako Uraraka, and Hitoshi Shinsou.

[reddragoncollective]

A message to those who are going through syscovery, or have only recently gone through it:

Syscovery doesn't usually happen all at once. You'll figure out you're a system, but you typically won't have access to all of your alters or even know that they all are there, your communication with them will likely be poor or non-existent, you almost always won't fully remember (or even remember anything about) the trauma that gave you a cdd, and you likely won't have access to an inner world or headspace yet.

Syscovery can also happen in bursts or cycles. You can continually discover your system, fall into denial/forget about it, then it can be revealed to you again. We went through about 3 or 4 syscoveries BEFORE diagnosis.

As your acceptance becomes more consistent and you begin to feel more safe, your alters and some of your repressed memories will begin to reveal themselves. Communication will improve. Awareness of switches, fronts, co-consciousness, etc. will improve.

And, it won't be linear. Alters can shut down, go dormant, communication can be halted or get worse, amnesia can affect your knowledge of your system, denial can overtake you

Just keep in mind that healing isn't linear, and neither is self-acceptance. Denial and amnesia work together, and denial itself is one of the most commonly reported symptoms of all cdds. Be kind and patient with yourselves.

[kitty-katzz]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY FAVORITE MHA CHARACTER IZUKU MIDORIYA!! ∩^ω^∩

[thepatchworksystem-speaks]

Do folks on social medias NOT FUCKING GET that putting all your alters information out there INCLUDING TRIGGERS AND TRAUMAS makes it easier for cruel people to use your system agaisnt you?

Sorry systems can be easily manipulated. Especially if theres high dissociation between parts.

Stop telling us about your nonverbal littles trauma and how bringing it up will make your little just do whatever a person says. Stop telling us that your protector has gone through sexual trauma and if you touch them the right way they shut down. Stop telling us your group of littles is a fawn response.

THIS. IS. DANGEROUS!!!!!!

[opossum-et-al]

CDD system ask game because it's been long enough that i need to make another one of these

🪅 Is splitting a frequent occurrence for you? How long does splitting take for you? What is that experience like?

🪁 What's a unifying like/dislike that (mostly) everyone in your system shares?

🔥 Are there any alters that swear more/less than most of you?

🏆 Who is a alter you'd like to thank/give some recognition to? (no need to name names if you're/they're not comfortable!)

💐 What is something someone has done/can do that makes you feel seen/supported as a system?

📻 How does internal communication work for you? Does the ability to communicate vary between alters? Does communication take the form of words, images, emotions, etc.?

🥁 Do you experience chronic pain?

🎒 Are there any items you carry with you that help ground you? If not, what would you choose to carry?

🐾 Do you have any non-human alters? Feel free to share what species!

🗓️ Do you have any alters that feel connected to/like they're from a different time period? Feel free to elaborate!

🍋‍🟩 Are there flavours most of you like/dislike that specific alter(s) hate/love?

🎻 Are there any songs/genres of music that most of you like/dislike that specific alter(s) hate/love?

❓ What is a question you still have about your disorder?

🚫 What is something about your disorder you don't think is talked about enough?

🗂️ (if you have a journal) Do you share a journal or do alters have their own journals?

🎼 What is a quote/lyric that really resonates with you?

🪵 What is a piece of advice you've received/something you've learned that has helped you and you'd like to share with other systems?

note: this ask game is made and intended for those w DID/OSDD/p-DID/etc. please only use this if this applies to you :))

[yuris-landmine]

hi guys if you see someone proxying with pk in a server please don’t 🥹🥹 try to roleplay or treat them as ai or anything like that 🥹🥹 it kinda sucks when that happens and it’s actually rather dehumanizing, and I personally am very tired of trying to explain to people that I am, in fact, a person.

[anti-willo-shoto]

Hi. What the fuck is going on in the antiwilloverse community.

[lostfanboyarts]

Shoto loving cats is one of my favorite headcanons for him

[theyaoimonster]

GRABS you by the THROAT. stop using "narcissistic", "slow", "depressed", "bipolar", "schizophrenic" and the literal R slur (i'm not saying it.) etc etc etc as insults. I don't care if you're neurodivergent and doing this you're still an ableist prick

[fir3d-up]

We had a draft already made... But Tumblr decided to delete it apparently.

Anyways...

Hello, you may call us Dabi

We are a teen system who finally decided to join the anti willo verse.

He/they for us, and refer to us a multiple (ex: you guys) as some of us feel more comfortable being viewed as separate individuals despite most of us accepting that we make up one person.

Not using our collective or alter names for a reason shared below, hence why we are using the character name.

Not sharing our main blogs due to the fact we avoid posting about syscourse on those, and we don't want to attract it towards them.

A Bit About Us And Why We Are Doing This:

We have been aware of our system for around a year now. When we first learned of our system, we found many (pro) Endo things and it clouded how we viewed and treated each other. We suppressed parts, as in quite literally locking them away in headspace if we thought they were an issue. We never stopped to think what caused them to be like this and try to help them. We genuinely believed in system hopping and tried to "send" an alter we found annoying away to another system, but instead it just forced him dormant shortly after. We considered ourselves neutral for a long time, thinking that as long as endos don't try to say they are a system then they aren't hurting anyone. But now we know that, at their core, they are still harmful whether they want to be or not. We have been trying to correct how we treat each other, looking at the core of why alters who are "issues" act the way they do. Improving our communication when we find things annoying. We've even been getting better at writing down things to help with our amnesia. But this process would have been way shorter if we never had our judgement clouded by endogenic input, and we would have dealt with issues in a healthier matter. We don't want others to go through similar things.

CDDs are not something that you can identify as having the symptoms for. If you genuinely have the symptoms, you should look further into the disorders instead of just saying you are endogenic and ignoring that trauma caused it.

You cannot "will" yourself into having a CDD. If anything you may just be beginning to stop suppressing it.

If you are endogenic or willogenic, you are ableist. End of story.

We are introject heavy and have three Dabi introjects, one of which is a co-host. Hence why we picked that as our character for the anti-willo/endo verse.

What To Expect On This Blog:

Experiences with endogenics/willogenics, whether they be our own or ones we hear about.

Resources when we find them

Why endos/willos are not valid

We may shitpost at times idk

Stances:

Anti-endogenic, ant-willogenic, anti-polymind, anti-tulpas, anti-non-traumagenic, anti-radqueer, pro recovery, pro-recovery paras

[the-guy-from-scream]

"I'm endo because I split because of stress!"

Well do I have news for you!

OSDDID are traumagenic disorders, they FORM because of trauma. The splitting of your alters / parts / headmates / whatever you call them can happen for any negative reason.

Too much stress? You can split. Something traumatic? Split. High anxiety? Split.

Once the disorder has formed, your splits are not bound to traumatic events. They can happen for any number of reasons, but it's always because your brain has found something that it feels it needs another part to take care of.

You are not endogenic with trauma simply because you don't split solely because of trauma! I don't know where this belief started, but it is simply false. Misinformation in endogenic communities is far too rampant.

[the-golden-gates-system]

Shout out to systems this disability pride month. We all deserve a nap with zero nightmares

[the-io-collective]

let me say specifically.

claiming that one alter is part of a marginalized group that you bodily are not part of is fucking weird. stop it.

[anti-willo-canada]

Piping hot take to kick off this disability pride month, but being a system is a disability and a disorder. It disorders you and fucks you over. It disables you. You cannot be a system and non-disordered, you can only work to minimize how badly it does disorder and disables you. Happy Disability Pride month and don't let the posers get you down this month

[the-io-collective]

actually i thought about this. this isn't a callout, this is a call-in. white systems, i am literally begging you to hold each other accountable. stop making it safe for other white systems to engage in racist bullshit.

stop letting alters that don't belong to an ethnic group claim it.

stop letting fetishization of "exotic" culture slide.

stop letting people google names in other languages and not show those languages the respect they deserve. like ffs, at least learn how to pronounce what you're part is calling themself. at least learn the context the word is used in.

stop being nonconfrontational about racism. yeah, you'll ruffle some feathers. maybe those feathers need to be ruffled.

stop. letting. this. shit. slide.

[anti-willo-dee-johnson]

if you think someone that claims to be a system is faking, mistaken, or “secretly endo,” especially over shit like who their alters are or their special interests being “cringe” and “popular among fakers.” please point yourself out the door. you have proven you are not a safe person for systems.

[hollowandcoldanddark]

i hate shoutout posts, so this is like... a whisper to every single fucking system who can't be in therapy. who arent safe. live with abusers. who dont have the money, dont have the location, cant find a therapist. who cant do this shit.

i think that most advice from the internet is like... if you have did go to therapy and i bet thats useful if u can have it but if you cant, its so isolationg. especially with an individualistic (every man for himself) culture, people often tell u to just... go to therapy bro. dont bother me about it.

here are fr some tips as someone who has a lot of problems and is not in therapy:

prioritise staying alive. it can never get better once you are dead.

take your time with it. you dont need to post alter intros or have a plural kit. you dont need to have a journal. take time to be comfortable as you can even if the circumstances are very bad

depending on your amount of control and interaction with your system, introduce people who don't have a lot of life experience to new things like food, new colours and textures and places. this especially applies if you have a bunch of alters who only really know the environment of their abuse

build community. its really really really hard but do try. having friends kept me alive. it still keeps me alive.

learn about healthy relationships - we all have internet access. learn about boundaries and triggers and talking to others healthily. a lot of people with did will struggle with healthy relationships even if they make them. learn and do your best to act with it

treat your body like a rental or a pot plant or an animal if needed - even if it doesnt seem like yours, you gotta feed and water and walk it bro. u need the sun. you need enrichment and interaction.

ignore the discourse if youre struggling - it actually doesnt matter and will make you more sick. thinkning about endo vs trauma or like.... idk... labels discourse can be a major stressor that can lead to warping your sustem presentation or repressing and harming bits that arent conforming well

engage in things that are irl like building mini legos or clay - it can help make outside a better environment and shit, aklso can help ground.

find your own triggers and talk about it with ur system. write notes or yap.

find joy in being alive and being a system. despite what reddit or youtube or whatever will tell you, as things improve they will get better. and u should look for joy and funnies when you can

dont give up

LISTEN TO YOUR SYSTEM. THEY'RE NOT ALWAYS GOING TO BE RIGHT. THEY LIKELY ARE ASSHOLES OR INSANE JUST LIKE YOU. BUT YOU LIVE TOGETHER.

healing is easier as a team.

i believe in you