Post things that disturb my mind

english is hard, really they/them plz someone can draw what I write because I suck at it lol

[aossidhe]

Masterlist (I think I m supposed to call it like that)

I have a lot of story, universes, characters... which just take too much space in my mind. I just can't stop think about it and I need to put them somewhere to free my mind (do pinterest pin isnt enough anymore XD). Will takes time to put it all. IDK if Tumblr is the best place to put it but I dont have any other idea soooo. And why I write it in english? because is basically not my native langage... am I dumb? or I m just too shamefull to post it in my own langage? Only my therapist can answer.

☁︎𝕯𝖗𝖆𝖚𝖒𝖚𝖗☁︎

"Oh Sibylle, hear my pray and save my children from this cruel world. Bring them here, in this magic land."

A long time ago, a light guided seven lost souls to create a world of fantasy and magic. Six lands were formed, each protected by a guardian deity with great power. However, the guardians are not eternal and must transfer their powers to a chosen one. But at what cost?

Draumur is a fantasy universe. There is not just one story in this universe. It's more an alternative uniserve. Of course there is a main story in my mind but more the time pass more I just want to create a world. (Am I clear?). Moreover Draumur is a fantasy world where gender doesnt exist, sexual attribut are just physical attribut. If gender doesn't exist homosexuality/hétérosexuality doesn't exist too. There are just people who loves people and have preferences (like some people prefer long hair or things like that.) I Think it's kinda interesting to create a world like that 'cause it gives you an other perceptive on our world.

Stories

Draumur's Eternal Legacy

The fallen

The chronicles of Draumur

Characters

Species

The 5 Lands

Draumur

Saltare

Aquan

Silvestrea

Nivallir

Sinedeo

Timeline (Will change because I m confused)

Mythology

"At first there was a young lonely boy cry in darkness, now it's a land of magic and fantasy"

Important event

Randoms things

☣🅼🅸🆂🆂🅸🅽🅶☣ (𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙘𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙜)

"One hundrer years after the apocalypse, Loida wakes up from her cryopreservation. Her last memories is her friends saying goodbye. But when she looks around the young girl don't say any of them, just some random face and a Man calling her Suzie"

Characters

Story

Lore

Technologies

Timeline

randoms things

⟡𝓢𝔀𝓪𝔂⟡ (𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙘𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙜)

Another one like me (not a very original title but dont have any other idea) (𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙘𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙜)

☾ 𝕝𝕠𝕤𝕥 𝕤𝕡𝕚𝕣𝕚𝕥 ☾ (𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙘𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙜)

[aossidhe]

𝕰𝖚𝖗𝖔𝖘𝖘

For everyone Euross is a savior, someone brave and courageous. People who meet her once would say she's a stubborn and reckless one, always doing whats she wants even if it's hurt people.

Basics:

Name: Euross Adams

Age: 22

Birthday: 2 february Species: Humaine/nephilim

MBTI/enneagram: INTP/8w7

Physical appearance

I dont really want to do a specific desscription because she keeps change in my head. But there are still some important things.

Height: taller than Helios LOL

Eye color: green

fitness level: basic, she isnt the one who do sport but she can run without collapsing after 2 minutes.

Tattoos/piercing: butterfly on her belly, sea animals on her thigh, birds on her left upper arms, eyes on her back and some unserious small tattoos. She has 5 piercings on her right ears ( 3 lobe, 2 arcane) and 2 on the other (lobe and concq)

Scars: One burn scar on her left thigh

fashion style: "I never give on importance of what I m wearring, I just take what I have" but she deeply loves docs marteens.

Accessories: earrings, some rings (sometimes). One big black crossbody bag.

Cleanliness/grooming: Do the basic: water, soap, cream (sometimes)

Posture/gait: looks confident

Tics: bite her thumb nail when she thinks.

Personality

Euross is an introvert. Most people think she hates people, but she actually likes them even if she doesn't want to admit it; it's just exhausting for her to be around others. Euross can be described as someone who is gifted. She has heightened emotional and sensory awareness, and as a result, she feels drained by people. Most of the time, she prefers to stay alone or with her loved ones. She has excellent reasoning and problem-solving skills. Moreover, she loves to learn new things, constantly reading and trying to solve problems. But the most of time when she learns something news she has a fixation about it.

She appears very cold on the outside. She tries to hide her emotions, and one of her favorite forms of communication is irony. She thinks and processes information faster than average, and as a result, she may find most people slow and stupid. Because of this, she often believes she is right and may be perceived as very stubborn and having a strong temper.

Mommy issues and trust issues

Fears: She's deeply afraid to fail and not be good enough anymore. She's afraid of intimacy. She's also scared to one day look like her mother. She also needs to control everything and when she starts to feel helpless she destroy everthing around her.

Belief: She thinks the human is bad. She doesnt trust people because she thinks human always be bad and selfish (especially man lol).

Self-esteem: She is kinda confidence, she thinks she's more smart than everyone. But she sometimes hate herslef, especially when she hurts people she likes or when she goes to far. So when she's angry at her she starts to be horrible when people.

"Background" (how I am supposed to name that?)

Birth date: 2 february 1998

Place of birth: A big city with a river. I imagine an industrial city with abandonned fabrics and things like that, like Detroit. She was in a poor family and live in a run-down apartment.

Education: She goes to public school. She found it easy to learn but always struggled with rules. She went to college in a biology licence but spend more time outside lecture.

Drug and alcohol: Euross got drunk for the first time at 14 and tried drug at 15. She sees her mom drink a lot and takes drug so she was used to this kind of things. One time when she takes drug she wasnt be able to protect her little sister so she decides to dont take it anymore. She smokes since she has 17.

Euross had to grow up too fast because her dad died when she was 7 and because her mom is totally irresponsible. She has to take care of her sibblings. But now she's an adult she can be imature and irresponsible, like she is making up for the years she missed by becoming a child again.

Relationship

Family

Mother: Lia Jennings. Have a bad relation with her. She finds her irresponsible and thinks she is a bad mother.

Father: Rogers Adams. She always loves her dad. He was a fisherman and was absent but he always do the best for her daugther. Euross admire him. He dies when she was only 7 years old and it deeply affected her.

Siblings:

Helios: Euross is 7 years older than him. They don’t share the same father. Helios and Euross have a difficult relationship. They deeply love each other, but they struggle to express it. Both are stubborn and never want to admit they’re wrong. Euross always tries to protect Helios, and sometimes she might go too far. She thinks he can be very immature and perhaps is too hot-headed (which is quite ironic).

Hemera: Euross is 12 years older than her. They don’t share the same father. Euross cares a lot for Hemera. She sees the child she once was in Hemera and definitely wants to give her the childhood she never had. She always does everything she can to spend time with her and make her smile.

Significant other

Eric: Eric is Euross bestfriend. They known each other in elementary school. Eric and her are deeply different, but they known each other for so long that they are very close.

[aossidhe]

𝕯𝖗𝖆𝖚𝖒𝖚𝖗 𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖗𝖆𝖈𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖘

𝕯𝖗𝖆𝖚𝖒𝖚𝖗

Sybille

Euross Hélios Emera Eric

Leran Kuma Nasvo Shand

Valded Aeron Eunji Uzume

Loreleï Miu Hérodote Amyes

𝕾𝖎𝖑𝖛𝖊𝖘𝖙𝖗𝖊𝖆 𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖗𝖆𝖈𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖘

Elfim

Eagna

𝕬𝖖𝖚𝖆𝖓 𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖗𝖆𝖈𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖘

Tanloa

Kai

𝕾𝖆𝖑𝖙𝖆𝖗𝖊 𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖗𝖆𝖈𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖘

Indran

Kinub Sulkin Aulus

𝕹𝖎𝖑𝖛𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖎𝖗 𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖗𝖆𝖈𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖘

Dreane

Viggo

𝕺𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖗 𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖗𝖆𝖈𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖘

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