girl edm

luno ★ he/it ★ 22

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luno / lucas ★ he it ★ 22

bandom + fic ;; parx + holding absence

far left politics • mad liberation

transfeminism • youth liberation

blog | ao3 | bsky

no specific dni -- just be warned i post 18+ content, i do rpf, a lot of my fics fall under pro-fic, a lot of anti-psychiatry, and have zero tolerance towards anti-transfeminism, sanism, suicidism, etc.

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new xenogender just dropped:

madgender

a subtype of neurogender specifically relating to Madness - for those whos Madness feels inseparable from their gender

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nina is so fun to draw!!!!!

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then came the noise

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i see my future in their silly stories and its bright

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Because I CAN’T pursue my hobbies without therapy. Because I CAN’T make weird fiction without therapy. All my ideas are trapped in my executively dysfunctional broken brain and I can’t accept that. I’m an artist trapped in my own head and I need help to set them free. I cannot and will not accept my brain for what it is because it’s not making me happy. I’ll never be happy if my brain isn’t letting me do what I want. That. THAT is why I’d rather go to therapy. I’ll respect you if you can respect me and my choices. Leave me be.

I wish I had a nickel for every ask I got from someone assuming that the psych abolition movement had institutional power or is somehow stopping people who want therapy from getting it.

All of society and government and medical authority: You are morally obligated to seek therapy. If you don't, you're a terrible person.

One tiny lone voice in the corner: I don't think people are morally obligated to seek therapy. I don't think people who don't seek therapy are terrible people.

You, angrily turning to the lone voice in the corner: How dare you forbid me from seeking therapy!

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frostbite ch. 4: prelude - finders keepers

HURT NO COMFORT ‼️‼️‼️

https://archiveofourown.org/works/75022706/chapters/223048406

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currently (literally) torturing luwoo in a google doc Evil laughter......

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babe wake up new episode of me torturing lucas woodland just dropped!!

liminal ch. 2 - the artist in the ambulance

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THEY FUCKING GOT SALEM WHAT THE HELL. HES GONE MY FRIEND WTF

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Tumblr staff was getting tired of endless tgirl and decided the largest unabashedly Black and transfeminist transmasc would be a perfect nostalgia snack. “See! We ban diversely, we ban the Blacks in addition to white trannies :)”

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To be clear, Salem has also had a concerted harassment campaign against them which is likely the cause of this. It’s not something new or particularly unsurprising, it’s a documented white supremacist site doing white supremacy in its moderation and allowing white supremacists, transphobes, and transmisogynists (a mostly overlapping triple venn diagram) to utilize their site to harm the most marginalized among us over and over.

How long are you motherfuckers gonna keep letting this happen? As long as they are able to keep doing this arbitrarily to marginalized folks, especially historically Black people, transfemmes, sex workers, etc. At the whims of harassment campaigns, none of us will be safe. We will keep watching our friends disappear, we will keep watching medical, survival, etc. fundraisers die off, we will keep seeing this site become more fucking fascist as more marginalized folks get scattered to further and smaller corners of the internet again. If you can say or do something, put to fucking action your thoughts don’t just sit there anymore, fucking speak up about whats been happening!

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ending up in a&e with suicidal ideation has only strengthened my Being antipsych. because wdym the psych told me i was "putting a lot of pressure on my friends" bc they took pills out of my room and brought me food. and was insistent im only suicidal because i miss my girlfriend and i must have bpd (i definitively do not). COME ONNN

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he looked so batiful in this girl hold on im trying to spelll batiful

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How it feels seeing plural people hate on plural people and knowing im kind and compassionate

[imsobadatnicknames2]

The thing about the way people talk about the "cognitive effects" of AI use on this website is that 9 times out of 10 the way they do it leaves me thinking "damn friend you were *really* itching for a largely uncontroversial way of calling people 'retarded' huh"

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rn I can't find the screenshot I took, but the other day I saw someone (who as far as I could tell had never even mentioned using AI for anything) say they didn't understand something only for another person to reply with something like "this is what you get when you're unable to read anything without getting chatgpt to summarize for you" and like sorry but at that point what would have been the actual difference between that and just calling them the fucking slur?

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Okay I found the screenshot

The post in question wasn't even about AI at all, nor did person A mention using AI anywhere, so it's clear person B is just bringing it up out of nowhere as one of their go-to ways of insulting people's intelligence. Which like. When you get down to the underlying implications I don't think trying to insult someone's intelligence by invoking the idea of them having an atrophied brain from using too much chatgpt is meaningfully less ableist than doing so by invoking the idea of them having a developmental disorder.

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all of us should be defending endogenic systems from harassment and bullying. here's a blog post i wrote about that:

My system is traumagenic; formed due to childhood trauma. I've long wanted to write about antipsychiatry and mad liberation specifically rel

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anyway heres the better version of that dumb meme

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Well for one I’m turning people into lesbians. Which again is happening for real.

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As I said, unlimited forcefem and unlimited forelez forever. This is an actionable thing you should be worried about in real life.

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