girl edm

amelio ★ he/him ★ 22

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trans mutual aid rq ‼️‼️🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️

put the T in theo!

hi! my name is theo, and i'm a trans man from the uk. i'm looking to restart testosterone privately after a 1.5 year break due to finances a

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holding absence - lucid love

animation by braintickle

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bipolar disorder be damned i can get this fucking degree!!!!!!!!!

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hello friends i've been quite ia here lately! uni got the best of me, as did a severe depressive episode, but i'm feeling a lot better & am a lot more free now :] i have finished my second year of uni, spent 12 days with my long distance girlfriend to recover from uni, and am ready to Face the world again

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i was actually in intensive outpatient mental health treatment for most of the time i was ia. crisis teams and such. i luckily had a pretty good experience but it was a lot! very exhausting emotionally and mentally! but ultimately kept me alive (i cannot miss a commitment ever)

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hello friends i've been quite ia here lately! uni got the best of me, as did a severe depressive episode, but i'm feeling a lot better & am a lot more free now :] i have finished my second year of uni, spent 12 days with my long distance girlfriend to recover from uni, and am ready to Face the world again

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[sapphicsounds1312]

saw a post arguing that trans*ndrophobia should exist as a term even though other types of men do not get their own unique terms (ie, black men do not get a counterpart term to misogynoir, etc), and that the reason for this is because "discrimination against transmascs is more complex and nuanced than against cis male minorities" and that's gotta be one of the whitest, most birthday boy ass sentences ever conceived.

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new xenogender just dropped:

madgender

a subtype of neurogender specifically relating to Madness - for those whos Madness feels inseparable from their gender

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nina is so fun to draw!!!!!

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then came the noise

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i see my future in their silly stories and its bright

[hyperlexichypatia]

Because I CAN’T pursue my hobbies without therapy. Because I CAN’T make weird fiction without therapy. All my ideas are trapped in my executively dysfunctional broken brain and I can’t accept that. I’m an artist trapped in my own head and I need help to set them free. I cannot and will not accept my brain for what it is because it’s not making me happy. I’ll never be happy if my brain isn’t letting me do what I want. That. THAT is why I’d rather go to therapy. I’ll respect you if you can respect me and my choices. Leave me be.

I wish I had a nickel for every ask I got from someone assuming that the psych abolition movement had institutional power or is somehow stopping people who want therapy from getting it.

All of society and government and medical authority: You are morally obligated to seek therapy. If you don't, you're a terrible person.

One tiny lone voice in the corner: I don't think people are morally obligated to seek therapy. I don't think people who don't seek therapy are terrible people.

You, angrily turning to the lone voice in the corner: How dare you forbid me from seeking therapy!

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frostbite ch. 4: prelude - finders keepers

HURT NO COMFORT ‼️‼️‼️

https://archiveofourown.org/works/75022706/chapters/223048406

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currently (literally) torturing luwoo in a google doc Evil laughter......

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babe wake up new episode of me torturing lucas woodland just dropped!!

liminal ch. 2 - the artist in the ambulance

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THEY FUCKING GOT SALEM WHAT THE HELL. HES GONE MY FRIEND WTF

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Tumblr staff was getting tired of endless tgirl and decided the largest unabashedly Black and transfeminist transmasc would be a perfect nostalgia snack. “See! We ban diversely, we ban the Blacks in addition to white trannies :)”

[storyweavingspider]

To be clear, Salem has also had a concerted harassment campaign against them which is likely the cause of this. It’s not something new or particularly unsurprising, it’s a documented white supremacist site doing white supremacy in its moderation and allowing white supremacists, transphobes, and transmisogynists (a mostly overlapping triple venn diagram) to utilize their site to harm the most marginalized among us over and over.

How long are you motherfuckers gonna keep letting this happen? As long as they are able to keep doing this arbitrarily to marginalized folks, especially historically Black people, transfemmes, sex workers, etc. At the whims of harassment campaigns, none of us will be safe. We will keep watching our friends disappear, we will keep watching medical, survival, etc. fundraisers die off, we will keep seeing this site become more fucking fascist as more marginalized folks get scattered to further and smaller corners of the internet again. If you can say or do something, put to fucking action your thoughts don’t just sit there anymore, fucking speak up about whats been happening!

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ending up in a&e with suicidal ideation has only strengthened my Being antipsych. because wdym the psych told me i was "putting a lot of pressure on my friends" bc they took pills out of my room and brought me food. and was insistent im only suicidal because i miss my girlfriend and i must have bpd (i definitively do not). COME ONNN