ApostleOfLevity

.࿇ Journal of the flesh𓍢ִ໋ཐི༏ཋྀ󠀮 0rth0/4n4 girl blogging

[apostleoflevity]

With this blog I hope to keep myself and others motivated, I want it to be inspo for the people and myself, ill make regular updates as much as I can. Thankyou for taking the time to read all of this and and Im so excited to be in a community that understands that wanting to be fit and skinny is okay.

[To specify <3] Im not attempting to be bonespo, more focused on thinspo, so if youre looking to be super boney with low muscle mass// curveless I am definitely not gonna be a good motivator for that!!

[urvenicebeach]

f4wn1ce on tt again cause her moodboards are sooooo good

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I love romanticizing my life

[decomposedwings]

thinspo

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candids like the bottom left one are what im aspiring for/ achieving unhggggh

[whatqvrrr]

Persian cats are so fucking cute, I have one and I love him<3

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Me today, me tomorrow

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Eating and still being in the negatives for your calorie intake of the day is the biggest flex ever <3

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I need tips/help!!! asap!!

how do you guys get away with eating less around your partner?? This weekend(his days off) I ate well over 2000 calories each day because hes 6'5, has the fastest metabolism known to man and loves to cook- he adores food and gets sad when I dont eat with him. I love this man, hes going to propose soon and I cant bare to make him upset, hes my baby, but holy shit his eating habits are why ive relapsed on my ed- its the only way I can lose weight// keep it off. I just need help on ways I can get away with eating less ugh. please help everyone

[bonybliss]

Food is not the main source of joy in my life.

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repeating this to myself

[fatuglycunt]

Does pro4n4 YouTube exist or are they just super on top of shit there?

I spend a lot of time on yt and would love to find some 4n4 creators.

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Guys PLEASE im so serious I need inspo and motivation, im litterally watching recovery vids to get my fix

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Th1nsp0/F1tsp0: some of my fave charcter designs from games, edition. Woudlve added Leuce from that new game Moulder, but theres not really any good screencaps I could find that were cute enough and showed off her lithe physique <3

characters in order: Opheilia - cineris somnia airy - bravely default A2 - nier automata miu minasaki - fatalframe maiden of black water ciri - the witcher 3 shanoa - castlevania order of ecclesia shadowheart - baldurs gate 3 alice - alice madness returns tharja - fire emblem awakening firekeeper - dark souls 3 zelda - twilight princess

[apostleoflevity]

WIATD

breakfast- icelandic provisions yogurt, with 1/2 cup bear naked raspberry granola - 259cal lunch - iced london fog - 324cal dinner - homemade potato soup with ground beef - 410cal snacks - 1/3 homemade brownie + small ripped off piece of garlic bread that my grandma wanted me to try -200cal burned - 210cal total - 983cal

My 4n4/0rth0 has come back 10 fold since the last time I locked in, I set my limit to be 1,200cal (I see relatively fast change in my weight and leaness at that defecit), yet im more paranoid then ever to get near that.. ive been staying under 1000 for the most part and it.. feels odd.. I defintely have more prominent 0rth0 then 4n4 but damn my 4n4 has been flaring up like crazy it seems. Only thing I didnt add on here was a mini diet coke, really feeling gross that I drank that.. ill probably make myself drink a bunch of water and run on full elevation for an hour. I hate knowing theres diabolical chemicals in my body rn.

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My biggest th1nsp0s/f1tsp0s <3 (nora fawn + laurainchhhe)

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What I ate yesterday <3 12.11.25 breakfast - 16oz mocha latte  - 267cal lunch - iced 16oz matcha latte no sweetner - 130cal dinner - Grilled chicken rice bowl w/ pickled carrots, cucumbers and tomatoes - 625cal total- 1022cal I do believe I overestimated the caloric intake of these portions, nor did I count the amount I've burned today so it may be lower, either way, a pretty good day for my goals.. a little mad I ate rice though, it makes me feel bloated and can constipate me if I eat too much (my slav genes probably hate me for preferring it over bread)

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Tips for 0rth0/4n4 girlies

tw// I get a little meanspo coded at the end 1.Eat 30g of protein before noon, no matter what do not wake your metabolism up with sugar. This will stop the glycemic spikes that give you intense food noise and cravings for the rest of the day 2.Eat primarliy whole foods, the ultra proccessed slop that you find in stores, like overnight oats will entertain you but not sustain you. Buy steel cut oats, and then add honey or berries on your own 2.5 (a good rule to follow is, make half your plate protein, n the other half produce) 3. get your sleep oh my god I cant stress this enough, a big reason as to why I went back up to 136 lbs, from 112 lbs is because I quite litterally was only getting 4 hours of sleep a night. When you dont get enough sleep your poor fucking brain gets cooked with cotrisol which dirupts your bodies natural production of Glp1, so your cravings skyrocket to an insatibale amounts of hunger. SLEEP IS THE FOUNDATION TO WEIGHTLOSS. 4. 3 meals a day. I know you guys are gonna hate this but if you want to keep a fast metabolism, and be able to consistently burn fat then you need to eat consistently or your body WILL enter starvation mode and hold onto that weight that youre stuck at. Eating consistently with conscious intention will make getting to your goal weight much quicker and your mind will actully be more likely to sustain your restrictive lifestyle. Maintaining your metabolism and hormones is everything if you want to be skinny, elegant, lean and fit for longer than 6 months. Dont be stupid, only eat 400cal a day if you want to die, not be hot. Im here to be skinny for the long term, im here to sustain. have fun being dead while I walk this earth with my dream body.