"You've never been good at lying, Brother." His voice was much quieter than anticipated. Soft on the edges and tasted all wrong. It made him scowl.
He stayed cemented in place, limbs too awkward to maneuver. He felt out of place.
Maybe this was a bad idea.
He wasn't supposed to be regretting the plan. He was supposed to be making the other regret his actions.
Instead, here he was, pursing his lips and feeling as if something was tearing apart his innards.
Damn him. It's his fault.
Loki looked forward, ahead of them; tried to find where Thor's eyes were at the moment. It was a small pass of time, something to take his mind off of the feeling in his gut.
He called a stop to his thought process, his feelings. He had to recollect himself. He was getting carried away, for whatever reason.
It wasn't like he was reunited with his brother.
His jaw clenched, and he closed his eyes momentarily.
All was cleansed with an exhale, and he was okay again. He always was more in-tune with his feelings than Thor.
The question was rhetorical. They both knew the answer. Loki had seen his face when he haunted his brother. Knew very well he mourned, especially when guilt would wash over his face every damn time.
At most, it was something to satisfy his sadistic streak. Something to ease his mind, to know for a fact he wasn't the only one affected here by the meeting.
He wanted to break down Thor.
Make him cry and scream and hurt.
Hurt as he did most of his life.
He wanted to be the reason his brother ached and couldn't sleep at night.
Unsettle him and leave him broken.
Only then would he feel okay again.