let your waves crash down on me and take me away

Hello! I am Emily Fields, US Olympic swimmer in training and recent graduate of Stanford University. I'm not really an open book, so that is all you'll get to know. Check ESPN for my stats!

[aquaticemily]

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Emily was always too nice. So nice it hurt. And Hanna never really felt like she deserved to have it in her life. The comfort from Emily’s hand was as always, nice and she almost found herself protesting when Emily switched back to the steering wheel. Her skin still tingled where her fingers had graced. It was all confusing. “Oh yeah? Pam still difficult to buy for? I feel I should gift her something myself, amazing that she still speaks to me when my own mo- when Ashley literally crosses the street to avoid me.” she commented, biting her lip slightly. It still hurt, even after this long. It pained her that Ember most likely would never get to know her grandma. 

“Ember will love it, especially experiencing her first ever mall Santa. Let’s just hope it’s one that doesn’t smell like weed and has a scratchy, moth bitten beard and takes a smoke break by the grotto.” she said with a huff of laughter. She had gone last year, whilst heavily pregnant and the sight had her almost in hysterics, at seeing so many parents in shock. But now she was one, she also wanted the magic. 

“You’re an angel for offering to take her. And there isn’t anyone else besides her father I trust more. So I might just take you up on that offer.” 

“Extremely difficult to shop for.” Emily sighed. “Christmas is supposed to be magical, I don’t know, I just really get into the holiday and gift giving spirit. I get her something with meaning, but she’s more into practical gifts, so I’ve been working on practicality rather than being sentimental. It sounds ridiculous, I know.” Emily sighed. No matter what came her way, Emily was always an optimist, dreamer, and mesmerized by festivities. Christmas time always brought that out of her. “My mom has always loved you. It’s Ashley’s loss.” Emily murmured as she rested her hand back on Hanna’s leg and patted her gently. 

Their high school years had been tough with Hanna choosing to move over to the Southside, it was upsetting that Ashley still hadn’t found it inside herself to accept that part of her daughter. Emily hated that and wanted nothing more than for her mother to accept it, she understood what it was like to be unaccepted by a loved one, she hoped and prayed that some day Hanna would receive love from her mother.

“Oh my gosh, it’s going to be so adorable.” Emily cooed. She couldn’t help but laugh at the comment about the Santa smelling like weed. It was one of the many things Emily loved about Hanna, her sense of humor and silly remarks. “Yeah, for everyone’s sake, let’s hope it’s not like that. Or like the drunk Santa from Miracle on 34th Street, that’s the worst.” She mused. 

“Any time. I am honored and as her godmother, I intend on keeping her safe and all of that. That’s what I’m here for, any extra help to both my goddaughter and her mom.” Emily stated proudly. They pulled up to the mall, and they got lucky with finding a spot super close to the door. “I think today’s our day, ladies.” Emily announced happily as she parked the car. 

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It was almost cute, the constant apologising. But Cosima never dwelled on unfortunate things and it was just a small hiccup in her day, it wasn’t as if the world had ended. But she also did want coffee and the offer was tempting to say the least. “It’s my job to worry, but maybe you should sit down or something? At least sate my concern by eating something.” she suggested. “And I’m not saying yes because you should feel guilty, I’m saying yes because I’m thirsty and I kinda have this theory you won’t be satisfied until you’ve made amends. Even though there is no need too.” she was babbling, bt that was also down to the fact the woman was fucking adorable and hot. 

“I’ll take a large white mocha with extra shot. And I’ll get us something to eat in return. If you’ve not got anywhere to be that is?”

“Your job, huh?” Emily quirked her eyebrow at the other girl. She chuckled lightly as she looked her over She was beautiful and Emily didn’t have to be at the pool for at least another hour or two. “Your theory is one hundred percent correct, and because you’ve figured it out, I will implore you and have some food too.” She mused with a playful smile. 

She gave both their orders to the barista before turning back to her. “So, since we’re going to be enjoying breakfast together, I figured we should at least introduce ourselves. I’m Emily, and you are?” She asked curiously, extending her hand for the other girl to shake. 

[aquaticemily]

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Everything was prepared, there was adequate cover for the bar and she had it on SP’s authority that there wasn’t any club business she needed to be around for. She was looking forward to a afternoon of shopping, of being a young adult for a few hours. Even if she did have Ember in tow. Now Emily was home for a while, she was determined to get Ember around her as much as possible. Her first birthday was coming up and she knew after that milestone, memories started getting retained. She wanted Ember to know just how loved she was and how badass her godmom indeed was. 

She was waiting outside when Emily parked up and she relished the hug Emily gave her. It was fairly easy getting Ember buckled in with the car seat and Hanna took the passenger side. “Absolutely I am. A few hours of freedom? Bring it!” she crowed with happiness. “Thank you for this, the trip, the car seat- just thanks.” she added with a smile. 

“Of course, Han. You deserve it.” Emily grinned as she reached across the console and squeezed the other girl’s hand gently. She placed her hand back on the steering wheel and kept her eyes on the road. “I have a couple more things to get, something for my parents.” She mused. “Besides, I’m sure Ember will have a fun time at the mall as well. If you even need a couple minutes to yourself, we can shop around while you complete your own retail therapy. Just know that this trip is for you.” 

[aquaticemily]

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The annoyance was momentary, she was more surprised than anything she was rather glad she’d decided to wear a thick jumper, saving her skin from the scalding hot coffee which poured all down her. It wasn’t the worst thing to happen and she let out a huff of bemusement. “Listen, it’s chill hun. No sweat- thank you.” she took the offered napkins and began to wipe down what she could of the sweater. At least her lab jacket had escaped most of it, just a few brown splotches on the stark white collar. 

“More importantly, are you okay?” she couldn’t help, as a medical professional, when someone acted a little unnaturally. There was clumsiness, then there was something affecting balance and she pushed the glasses up on her nose further as she surveyed the girl. She discarded the napkins in the trash. 

Emily chewed the inside of her lower lip as the other girl in front of her seemed to be mostly unscathed. Even though she didn’t seem to be too upset about the spill, Emily still felt guilty. “Oh, yeah, I’m fine. Don’t worry about me thogh, tt’s cold outside, I guess I’m just a little shaky, I guess.” She had pushed it a little harder in workouts recently, perhaps she just needed some more fuel. 

“Again, I’m super sorry about this.” Emily sighed, shaking her head at herself. “Seriously, tell me what you’d like, it’s on me. I feel horrible about this.” 

[aquaticemily]

Emily was bundled up in a Stanford Swim hoodie and sweats as she made her way back up to the pier after spending some time down at the beach. Sure, it wasn’t as cold as some other places, but being a native Californian, it was easy to get cold. She made her way up to the pier and found herself at the coffee stand. “I just need a hot Americano.” She told the barista. The barista handed the coffee over to her, but Emily lost her footing. The hot coffee landed up on the person who was behind her. “Shit. I’m so sorry.” Emily said frantically. She turned back to the stand and grabbed as many napkins as she could and handed them to the individual she’d spilled her hot coffee all over. “Are you okay? I’ll buy you your drink and then some. I’m so, so sorry.” 

[aquaticemily]

Emily was happy to go on a trip to the mall with Hanna. It was something the two of them used to do frequently before she went away for college. She grabbed the car seat she’d purchased for Ember and got it set up in her RAV-4 before making her way to the Southside to pick them up at their condo. She made sure to text Hanna before arriving to let her know she wouldn’t have to worry about bringing a car seat since she set hers up. Once she pulled up to the complex, she parked in the visitor’s spot closest to Hanna and Sweet Pea’s place and opened up the backseat so they could load Ember in. 

“Hi ladies.” Emily beamed at her best friend and god-daughter as she leaned in to give them both a hug. “Ready to get your last minute shopping on?” She asked curiously as she plopped into the driver’s seat. 

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[aquaticemily]

TEXTS 📱 EMILY🔄 HANNA

HANNA: Amazing! How about tomorrow?

EMILY: Perfect. I'll pick you up. After I can take you and Ember on a drive to see Christmas lights.

[aquaticemily]

TEXTS 📱 EMILY🔄 HANNA

HANNA: Glad you're back in the land of the living, Em! How about Christmas shopping? I'm miles behind.

EMILY: Girl, me too! I got most of the things I need, but I'm always down for an Emily and Hanna trip to the mall. Those have always been my favorite.

[aquaticemily]

TEXTS 📱 EMILY🔄

EMILY: I think I've finally recovered from whatever the hell that flu was. Let's make plans!

[aquaticemily]

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[tobiascavanaugh]

Toby wasn’t one to normally take a walk late at night - he was from the Southside after all, he knew the things that could happen - yet here he was taking a walk alone. He needed to clear his mind and the best way for him to do that was to take pictures. So, here he was, walking aimlessly walking down different paths and point his camera and clicking randomly when he saw something he liked. He liked using the moonlight opposed to his camera’s flash for nature shots at night. 

He’d just finished his latest “look, point, click, look” session and when he looked at his last photo and he saw a face, he jumped a comically high amount in the air. “Jesus!” He yelled. “How long have you been following me?!”

[aquaticemily]

Emily was on one of her nightly strolls, just enjoying the ocean air. However, Toby Cavanaugh caught her eye in the distance, he was snapping pictures, something he’d always done. She hadn’t seen him since her last holiday break, and it was nice returning to Andromeda seeing familiar faces. Emily immediately approached him, she was about to say something, but he jumped in mid-air, and Emily couldn’t contain the laugh that erupted. 

“Toby, hi! I’m so sorry I jumped you.” She chuckled as she moved close to him and gave him a hug. “So sorry, oh my gosh...” Emily repeated. “How are you? Besides being anxious after the scare.” 

[aquaticemily]

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It sounded regimented, but she wanted Ember to relate to Emily and to have something they could share and making a mental note of the timings she knew she could make it work. And she’d welcome the change of scenery from home and the bar. “Sounds good to me.” she loved seeing Emily’s excitement and it only fueled her own. She needed a break, this would be the perfect way to rewind but also bond with her best friend and daughter in one place. “Are we starting this Friday?” she asked, bringing out her planner from underneath the bar and placing it on top, opening the page of the current week. “Who knows, after you take the Olympic world by storm, that you could potentially be teaching the future generation of winner.” she said with a laugh. And she did want the best for Ember, she would encourage her daughter in anything and everything she wanted to do. And no doubt with the presence of Emily in her life, she would for sure strive to match her ambition and goals.

“Excellent!” Emily grinned. After finishing off her drink, she walked behind the counter and washed her own glass out and dried it before placing it with the other clean ones. It was a habit she’d gotten herself into since returning, she wouldn’t allow Hanna to clear her own things. “We can definitely start on Friday, I’ll make sure to have the equipment and if you want to participate, make sure to bring your swimsuit.” Emily stated simply. 

She plopped back down on the stool across from Hanna and grinned at the Olympics comment. “Yeah, I’d love to land a university coaching position and then of course to the littles on the side privately. I honestly love coaching the younger kids in swim, they get to learn the fundamentals, and that’s the most important thing you can learn before competing.” Being back in Andromeda was perfect. Not only did she get to see her best friend, but her Goddaughter as well, and she could feel like she was apart of helping Ember get involved in an activity. Even though she was a baby, it was never too early to get into a pool. At least, that had always been Emily’s philosophy. 

[aquaticemily]

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Reggie took rejection like a man. He didn’t need anybody fearing him like his sister had her exe. It wasn’t the rejection that caught his eye though. It was the reason. “It’s never nice to meet me. I make sure of it.” He ran a hand through his hair. “You’re gay? Damn. I hope there’s a lucky woman who has your heart. If not that’s a complete shame.” He nodded at her introduction. “I’m Reginald Mantle, but my friends call me Reggie.”

“Uh huh... Reginald, got it.” Emily chuckled slightly. She typically got along with everyone, and this guy definitely had a douche complex about him, but he hadn’t been directly rude to her, so she was fine being civil toward him. “Yeah, we’ll see. I’m not really looking for a relationship right now, swim pretty much has my devotion.” She hummed to herself before asking him a question. “By the looks of it, you’re pretty desperate, the fact that you’d ask for a date from me right out the gate. You might need a wingman. Or a wingwoman for assistance.” 

[aquaticemily]

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She shook of Emily’s concern for her. She would be okay, she’d done alright for herself so far. Instead her eyes lit up at the idea of Emily being able to teach Ember. Of course, Hanna only wanted the best and when the best was right in front of her, she’d be a sucker to say no. “I’ll take the discount over anything…and to have the most trusted person in my life in charge of Ember? It’s a mothers dream come true. How do we set it up? When can we start?” she was eager, that was for sure and it wasn’t just for the fact it would be her and Emily….alone, with their own thing. It warmed her heart more than she expected. “But we don’t have to do it more than what is needed, you need the time to train.” 

Emily beamed at Hanna’s happiness. “I’m so happy to do this for you and for my goddaughter.” She grinned. “It’s always best to get them started as early as possible too, so I think it’s awesome you’re already thinking about this. We can start as early as later this week if you want.” Emily mused. “I’m thinking if you can get her to me by let’s say... Two or two thirty, we should be fine. That way it gives you enough time before you have to go into work and all of that.” She mused. “I recommend two or three times per week, so maybe like Mondays and Wednesday, or Monday, Wednesday, Friday?” Emily suggested. “I’ll have plenty of time. Like I said, I have it blocked out to me for three hours per day minimum, plus it would only be an hour lesson, so not cutting into anything I do at all.”  She was genuinely excited. It would give the two of them more time to catch up, and then of course, more time for her to spend with Ember which was always something Emily enjoyed. 

[aquaticemily]

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It was when Audrey caught a look at the jogger’s face she instantly recognized her. “Yeah. And you’re Emily right? I think we had a couple of classes together in high school. How’ve you been? I see your name plaster all over about going to the Olympics?” Audrey didn’t really know how that all worked. 

“Yeah, you’re right about that. Also GSA.” Emily mused with a small smile. She pursed her lips forward and nodded when Audrey mentioned the Olympics. “Yeah, I’ve been really good, it’s nice to be back home after being away at college for a bit. And yeah, the Olympics are on their way, I’m on the US team. It’ll be my first one, so I’m super excited.” She grinned at the thought.  “How have you been?” She asked curiously. 

[aquaticemily]

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[aquaticemily]

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She placed her other hand atop of Emily’s and brought it up to her mouth. She pressed a gentle kiss against her knuckles, looking at Emily like she was the most precious thing on earth. Well, besides Ember. “I naturally worry, it’s my constant state nowadays.” she mused with a chuckle. She knew though, Emily could look out for herself, but Hanna’s maternal instincts were in overdrive constantly. “I meant to ask, as you’d be the most knowledgeable- I was thinking starting Ember with swimming, does your gym hold baby sessions or is it something you think we could arrange on a private basis?” she was unaware of still holding Emily’s hand in hers. 

“I know it is, but It’s my personal goal now that I’m here to get you to relax. You’re going to end up worrying yourself sick.” Emily mused gently. She was happy to hear Hanna wanted to get Ember into swim early, it was the best time and it was supposedly good for the baby’s development. She had some experience with baby swim lessons and she enjoyed it. “So there are a couple of options. You could officially book it through the gym but you’d have to pay a stupid fee because baby lessons are private. Or you could book it through me personally and get the friends and family discount.” Emily mused. “I have that pool blocked out in my name a solid three hours a day.”