The blush was faint, but it was still there and Pan could still see it. Such a lovely colour, like a flower starting to bloom under the pale skin. Pan could stand to see that flower bloom more often. He smiled, glad to see that Basil wasnât immediately rejecting him. A good start. Perhaps there was hope after all, even in such a strict time as this.Â
He smiled, shifting so that he could crouch and trace the petal of the lotus. âThen let me show you something else, if I may. Forgive me, your hands may get a little dirty, but I promise you it is worth it.â Ever so gently, he cupped one of the closest flowers, pulling it over without pulling the root out from the bottom, and when Basil came close, he placed the flower in the artistâs hands, their fingers brushing against each other purposefully.
âIt is not a particularly grand flower, but holding it feels a little like you are holding the world in your hands, I feel. Or a child, or something so delicate you are not sure if you will break it with a simple touch or it will float away.â
The painter did not understand, at first, watching the other lower himself to the waterlevel with that faint blush fading and a little confusion settling on place. The otherâs hands so gentle, they lured his eye, and he wondered if he would be allowed to draw them, they alone had more character to them than men he knew his entire life. Upon realising what was wanted of him, he followed Panâs suit, reaching his hand out in childlike wonder, not too far, scared he might be wrong â he might be assuming â ah the other would not trust him with such gentle thing !
Or would he? Their hands touched just for a fleeting moment and he felt that warmth settling in his face again, in his chest, too, pouring out throught his eyes like light. Before he looked away, as was proper, at the bloom on his hand. He could feel already the water on his palm, but there was something so profound about handling such a flower, one that did not belong, one that relied solely on the surface of his hand.
âI see what you mean. â But I disagree when you say that it is not grand. I feel there is much to it, much to its history, its essence. I should love to paint them more. Thank you.â A soft glance given to the other, most genuine, still with that warmth radiating.