Without discussing my old family issues, I just wanna share the #cutest #memory 🥰 with the whole world that, I just laid next to my father after 14 or even more years and he slept so relaxed holding my hand on his chest while I was feeling his #heartbeat looking at his face kissing his cheeks. Although it was just for 5 to 7 minutes but it made me breakdown into tears of happiness and feeling of love. And when my mother called me "Arham! Eat something", I didn't wanna leave him. And when I tried to get up, that was the love yaar, he held my hand firmly on his chest, like he didn't want me to go anywhere, and started kissing my hand. And I kissed his cheeks his beard and mother called me again then he let me go but I knew he wanted me to stay more. This made me cry, but my mother did know they were tears of happiness and love. I still remember when everyone tried their best to separate us and they get succeeded too. And a time came too when he used to say "Tum sy mujhy paani ki umeed bhi nahi". And now he just wants me, he get fell in love with me again after a long time. That's the saddest story of my life too, but now I will try my best to change it into the cutest love story too. I know he won't read this post ever, but still I wanna say to him; "You don't even know how much I cry for daily, you can't even imagine how much I love you, whenever I see you, I can't stop myself and when I am alone I cry for whatever I did to you. Just forgive me for all that, and I want to change this whole life with you. You don't know how much I miss you and then try to feel you with me, thinking about you, you can't even imagine my feelings, the feelings of a son, who didn't get your love he always deserved, the son from whom you were kept away. I don't have the courage to say all that before you. Just feel this all yaar, just try to feel my pain, my tears for you, my eyes that always want to see you, my arm that always want to hold you". Just feel me and forgive me. I love you so much Regards: arham MUSTAFA #cutestory #fatherlove #father #sad #sadstory #pain #love #lovestory #fatherson #fatherandson #fathersongoals #fathersonlove #islam #forgiveness #forgive #sadlife #alone (at In My Heart ♥) https://www.instagram.com/p/CKkJ1doHfH2/?igshid=1wwmfifsa0qo8