Arsenic

|| 15 || R3dacted_Err0r, EuthanLX & ArtsyATLAS || Artist || RANT ACCOUNT GO BRRRR

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Cool!! Twitter’s gone to hell. Here’s my Intro post :)

Hi! My name is Arsenic, but I have many many names! Redacted Error, EuthanLX, Artsyatlas, LilMrSilas, (probably more)! I go by Any pronouns however, she/they are most common. If you have any questions about those here’s a link to my pronouns page ; [HERE]

I will not be posting my art on here (unless requested), so please go follow these accounts on my link tree, :) it’s v much appreciated! [HERE]

I’ll be using this account probably as a place to document my book reading, give opinions on said books, and allow people to submit book recommendations!! I love reading :) even though sometimes I can go into a burnout after a while- . Hah,

I like rambling if you guys can’t tell!! :D so def a rant account , !^^ Love y’all! (Can I just write a whole story n the tags, excuse me, what??)

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HELP??

Okay hi. So I’m lonely. I got like 3 friends. One being my ex.. which is so fucking awkward so.

I need friends:( I’m 15,!! Bisexual, and tbh looking for a GC to hang out in, I like anime , reading, ranting, and a safe place for those with mental problems.. cause I got those broo. Also.. if you ever want to play mc hit me up.

If you’re below 15 don’t msg me, if ur over 17.. don’t msg me.. that’s just weird..

I’m nonbinary and just.. 😔 im lonely bro friend me pls

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HUBBA HUBBA,

KÖNIG AND SM MORE COD CHARACTERS THEYRE ALL JUST SO FINE LIKE HUBBA HUBBA

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Vent ig bro

TW

The way I literally sometimes want to kill myself. Like I got broken up with over relapsing, and he seems perfectly fine after ending a year long relationship and not even a WEEK later when he’s AT MY HOUSE to pick his shit up. Some driver speeding down this damn rural road hits our 10 year old dog whose already got hit once back when he was younger and we had to put him down. NOT ONLY FUCKING THAT. BUT LIKE. I’ve asked my mother to tell me when people are gonna be at our house and to include me in whether they come over or not due to me having A social meter that’s sometimes low?? And when I communicated my needs to her like “hey, could we not have anyone at the house for a few days..” we proceeded to have cousin’s over. And they were loud and I was on a nocturnal type fucking sleep schedule so they woke me up twice and I yelled at them and told them to go home. (They’re cousin’s who live next door.) like if you’re not gonna get in the pool, go home, cause that’s the only reason you’re being allowed over is to get in the pool. So why are you using the cat toy I BOUGHT to hit *insert cousin’s name*.

This all happened in like a week. I’m starting to think I don’t have the best luck. Pretty sure it’s pretty bad luck at this point. I’m. Im so done with this shit dude. It fucking SUCKS. But yeah. Whatever

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Spider-Man: Across the Spider-Verse + text posts

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Victimise

I feel like an asshole.

But why? I feel like I victimise myself.

I feel like I lie. I lie for myself to feel slightly better.

Am I lying though? I don’t know.

There’s people struggling out there..

And so much more than me.

What makes my problems more significant?

I have a good family. I have a good boyfriend. I have friends. But who am I to commit? Who am I to overdose and die?

I tried. That’s the night my boyfriend cried. Where everyone in my family cried.

Who am I? To act like a victim of depression and more, when there’s people out there that have it worse then me.

(Gif for aesthetics.)

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What Do I Do? ~ Poem

What do I do?

Motivation is something I lack,

And that i lack i cannot make up for

So what do i do?

Do I lie in my bed and stare at the ceiling?

Or do i get up and do some chores?

What do i do?

Do i cry myself to sleep?

Or do i get up and read.

What do i do?

If motivation is something I lack,

What can I really do?

My room is a mess,

My hair is greasy,

I smell like perfume

Disguising the smell of stench.

My clothes are dirty,

The trash needs to be taken out.

But what do i do?

If I cant bring myself to do it?

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Okay Or Not Okay?

[Vent Poetry..?]

I am not okay, I am far from okay.

I cannot see myself as an ‘okay’ person.

I breakdown and cry over the littlest of things,

I cut and cut and cannot stop..

I am not okay. I am far from okay.

I wake up everyday and tell myself “todays going to be okay”.

But it’s not. It’s not ever okay.

Sometimes it’s better then bad.

Sometimes it’s worse then worst.

But hey; I’ll get through it.

Afterall;

“Im going to be okay.”

[ Poem by yours truly, Arsenic ]

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I am not an artist of this kind, I do not write poetry usually, so no this not.. good. It’s far from good but it’s expressing how I feel. And how I feel is not okay. But that’s okay.

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If you’re struggling with depression or any disorder and need to vent please feel free to enter my dms , and just vent, if need be! <3 I like to be of help if I can,!!

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Tabbing Books

Do you all ever sit there and tab your books? I don’t- not usually, but I will tab books, for school. So I spent like 15-20 minutes tabbing this section of a textbook (that I have to return like later this week LMAO,), cause we’re doing Romeo and Juliet play scenes, and I tabbed the play according to its act, and what scene. Sadly I only have 4 colours. For 5 scenes.. :,)) so I had to reuse fkn.. yellow. I hate yellow :,) sm bro.

Wooo,!! Tabbing Plays!! (Not fun,)

Although, despite it not exactly being fun; I’m hoping to tan more things.. just need recommendations of tabs to use, preferably from Amazon, so please submit a response or message me suggestions!! Cause these tabs are not for book tabbing..!!😭

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CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WHY LITTLE COUSINS ARE SO DAMN MEAN?? I HAD 3 LITTLE COUSINS SIT THERE AND CALL ME A PIG, A COW, AND A FUCKING FATASS MONKEY. :( WHY ARE LITTLE KIDS SO MEAN BRO… TF I DO WRONG MAN??

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Do you team Xavier or Team Tyler ??

Def Xavier lol! I?? Never liked Tyler, aside from like the crypt picnic and the kiss, but Xavier? And his paintings ESP that one of Wednesday playing the cello?? PHEW,

Team Xavier all the way my dude! LIKE.. LOOK AT HIM..

Pretty boy

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WHY IS HE SO PRETTY? GOD. THIS UPSETS ME. 😭 WHY.

LIKE ACTUALLY DEAD ASS? HES SO PRETTY, AND OVERALL JUST REMINDS ME OF MY BOYFRIEND, IS THIS WHY HES MY FAVOURITE CHARACTER? IM SO CONFUSED. CRYING , SOBBING, SHITTING TEARS.

LIKE I KNOW I PUT THIS IN MY OTHER POST BUT FR? MY BOYFRIEND HAS LONG BLONDE HAIR, AND IF I PUT THAT SHIT INTO A BUN, WOULD LITERALLY LOOK LIKE XAVIER, HES TALL? AND IM ASSUMING XAVIER IS TALL CAUSE GAWDDAMN THAT HEIGHT COMPARISON BETWEEN HIM AND WEDNESDAY

LIKE? IM 5’5 MY BOYFRIEND IS 5’10 OR SO. AND,, AND, BOTH THESE MFERS DRAW. THE ONLY THING MY PARTNER CANT DO IS MAKE THEM MOVE. AND THEYRE BOTH HANDSOME. WHY? THIS IS COPYRIGHT OF MY PARTNER BRO. HOW TF?

But seriously though, Xavier is my favourite character<3 he reminds me sm of my partner and it’s crazy, that might be why he’s my favourite character, It’s just. Oml it’s not like, I’m gonna read fanfic levels of I love him, it’s just, I love his character, I love how they made him. Xavier is? Amazing. I love the way they did this.

I MEAN, my partner is also amazing too, but y’all don’t know them personally so , but yeah<3 my two favourite boys, real and fictional and they both so alike

Here’s one last gif for the road<33

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HELP?? MY BOYFRIEND LOOKS LIKE XAVIER THORPE FROM WEDNESDAY ??

LIKE THIS MFER ? LOOKS LIKE MY BOYFRIEND. MY BOYFRIEND HAS LONG BLONDE HAIR AND HAS A SIMILAR FACE SHAPE? I WONT SHOW MY BOYFRIEND CAUSE THATS AN INVASION OF HIS PRIVACY AND MINE TBH, BUT YOU HAVE TO TAKE MY WORD FOR IT

DID I MENTION XAVIER IS MY FAVOURITE CHARACTER FROM THIS SHOW AS OF CURRENTLY? [ I’m Episode 3 so no spoilers ]

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DID I EVER MENTION THAT MY BOYFRIEND IS ALSO AN ARTIST? THIS IS COPYRIGHT BRO.

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HELP?? MY BOYFRIEND LOOKS LIKE XAVIER THORPE FROM WEDNESDAY ??

LIKE THIS MFER ? LOOKS LIKE MY BOYFRIEND. MY BOYFRIEND HAS LONG BLONDE HAIR AND HAS A SIMILAR FACE SHAPE? I WONT SHOW MY BOYFRIEND CAUSE THATS AN INVASION OF HIS PRIVACY AND MINE TBH, BUT YOU HAVE TO TAKE MY WORD FOR IT

DID I MENTION XAVIER IS MY FAVOURITE CHARACTER FROM THIS SHOW AS OF CURRENTLY? [ I’m Episode 3 so no spoilers ]