In My Mind

Nihil/Xander. Trans. he/him/his. This is a random dumping ground for my various interests. Visual Kei, personal rants, fandom stuff, cute animals, funny pictures, etc.... Follow my writing blog @nihilwrites

[grindrbooks]

[romanceyourdemons]

the great thing about the wuxia genre is you can start a sect called the Evil Blood Cult in a place called Demon Mountain that’s a volcano full of poison and you all wear crazy gothic black and red hanfu and practice Sinister Backstabber Style kung fu and like. that’s not a deterrent to prospective disciples. do all that and a fuckton of bright eyed youngsters will still show up at your door and say hello i would like to join the demon mountain evil blood cult where do i sign up?

[deep-green-existentialist]

Lockheed Martin was at my college's job fair

[victusinveritas]

[a-silly-poll-side-blog-yay]

the last food you ate is your nickname now how is it going

good

bad

great

awful

results

Voting ended onJul 20

[artemisnihil]

This is the most transphobic (and racist? Is it racist?) shit I’ve heard in a while.

Gay men do better.

Imagine making a blank Grindr profile just to harass one of the (3) gay trans men in Tokyo

[r0zeclawz]

explaining to my doctor that im getting artifacts in my vision but its not like floaters or anything i just keep seeing an ancient staff and a cursed dagger and shit wherever i look

[artemisnihil]

Ahh still in the Refusing the Call stage of your anti-hero’s journey I see

[best-of-inspirobot]

[tearlessrain]

this is in perfect iambic meter and sounds like the first line of a weird poem

[tearlessrain]

Rule #2

Don’t ever hug a lobster when you see one on the street,

For decorum is essential when a lobster you must greet.

You may comment on the weather, compliment his choice of hat,

But crustaceans like their space if one should stop them for a chat.

Don’t ever hug a lobster when you’re strolling down the coast,

Simply nod and give a greeting, or a handshake at the most,

For a lobster’s first priority is formal social graces,

And one seemes over-familiar if a lobster one embraces.

Don’t ever hug a lobster when you meet one in the sea,

For a lobster’s spines and chitin make it difficult, you see,

And he might become self-conscious if you bring that fact to light,

So don’t ever hug a lobster, simply put, it’s impolite.

[huariqueje]

Pastel Whispers - Line Holtegaard

Danish , b, 1980 -

Oil and acrylic on canvas , 120 x 100 cm.

[artemisnihil]

I’m in a fake it till you make it stage of life and I haven’t made it yet but I’m faking it so well that people think I have

[junecast-moonfast]

Album/playlist Kinsey scale

0 Exclusively listens to albums

1 Predominantly listens to albums, rarely listens to playlists

2 Predominantly listens to albums, often listens to playlists

3 Equally listens to albums and playlists

4 Predominantly listens to playlists, often listens to albums

5 Predominantly listens to playlists, rarely listens to albums

6 Exclusively listens to playlists

x Doesn't listen to music

x Listens to music, but not in either of these ways (eg: radio)

idk/i'm bald/results/nuance

Voting ended onJul 1

Reblogs for sample size are appreciated, as I feel like my circle of mutuals would probably fall on the lower end of the scale! :p

[mimosa-sexypeople-contests-2026]

Tumblr Sexyman Contest 2026 Round 3 Part 3

Howl Jenkins Pendragon (Howl’s Moving Castle)

Uncle Iroh (Avatar The Last Airbender)

Voting ended onJun 22

[mimosa-sexypeople-contests-2026]

These two have been neck and neck too

[clowniconography]

wait ok this is actually one that has caused some contention before when I've talked to people about it. reblog and tag whether or not you check the weather prediction every day before going out

[moldavite]

dude you look so masc wallowing in your misery like that

[fairycosmos]

fucked that you can’t fix other people especially when you really care about them. Oh so im just supposed to be there for you while you suffer. like a useless cunt gargoyle

[apolladay]

Do you miss being in your late teenage years (16 - 19)?

Yes, strongly

Yes, a bit

No, I'm indifferent towards those years

No, I have complicated feelings about those years

No, I didn't like those years

I don't remember enough to form an opinion on this

Nuance/results

Do you miss being in your late teenage years (16 - 19)?

Yes, strongly

Yes, a bit

No, I'm indifferent towards those years

No, I have complicated feelings about those years

No, I didn't like those years

I don't remember enough to form an opinion on this

Nuance/results

Voting ended onJun 13

[teathattast]

[patterns-pets]

When cats put their whole body into making a sound. Only to be squeak.

[artemisnihil]

Idk how to deal with my dramatic feelings I should be getting a stupid haircut but I’m already bald