Spent a year in semi recovery. Or at least eating. Up at least 25lbs but I have t eaten for three days. I feel back to my old self and back in control. This has happened a couple I’ve times in this last year and after 4 days I break down and just start consistently eating again. This time feels different though. The last few time was pure willpower but this time around I’m getting all these endorphins and a groovy feeling high to carry me through. Treating myself to breakfast tomorrow (whatever I want) and breakfast the day after and then another 3 day fast. I will get myself and my identity back.
















