.:. Sanguine truths ;

“If there ever was a god, he never stayed for the chaos his creation would come to plunge into. Abandoned, unloved. Wretched. That is humanity.” 

[aryasel]

"Who has said those who you do not know, aren't significant to your life anyway? But I guess.. the choice is yours, I am merely someone whom wants to warn you." — 邪恶

“I have made that choice. No one has said anything, I just chose to see things that way. It makes life so much more easy.” A shrug of slim shoulders and he offers the smallest of grins, as arms cross over his chest.  “So yes, the choice is mine.” He then adds. “I wonder though, what a stranger could want to warn me about? Seems strange to me.”  

[aryasel]

"Will you believe me, sweet Gwangmin, if I told you I have seen the future in the past? Oh, the horror that shall run your life- that is such a shame." — 邪恶

— A quirk of a brow and his attention is gained, though trust still far beyond reach. He ends up snorting, rolling his eyes even before he waves his hand in light dismissal: disapproval. “I’ve heard things like that before, I don’t give a flying fuck about them either. Maybe if you were significant to my existence but since I don’t even know who you are, you’re wasting your time.”

[wnq-writers]

yes i am alive, but i must ask myself, am i really living?

bunnies-html (via wnq-writers)

[oniwon]

I will keep this short and sweet. I don’t have many followers, but I still wanted to recognize the ones that stand out. Without people to interact with, Geun wouldn’t be able to develop as a muse. So, thanks to those that do.

Friends: [People who put with the asshole.]

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Gone, but not forgotten: [Inactive for a month or more.]

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This was done in a chaotic arrangement, so no particular order. 

[aryasel]

— When Gwangmin loses his life, rather than turning into ashes like the typical vampire, his body turns into splinters of ice, very similar to broken glass. This due to the simple fact that as a reborn undead, his body has been embedded by the element itself and he now lives as the physical embodiment of ice. 

[aryasel]

— As soon as Gwangmin believes he’s getting too attached to someone, he tends to step back a bit. Due to his childhood, he fears being left behind by people whom he trusts a bit too much and therefore separates himself from them before they can separate themselves from him. It is a behavioral pattern he barely notices himself, simply because it is a defense mechanism. Sort of. 

[thingsxflxre-deactivated2016081]

( @aryasel )

                              “Can we do something fun today?” Wonjin mumbles, sprawled out on their couch. His head is resting almost obnoxiously in Gwangmin’s lap as the TV plays some sort of KDrama that he’s never seen before. It’s a clear day, if a bit cold, but nothing was on and he didn’t want to see any of the movies they had on their shelves. What to do? Grumbling more to himself than to be heard, he cracks an eye open to peek up at his roommate. Taking a moment to admire his features from that angle, he speaks up only before he can be called out on his staring. But could he help it, when the vampire was so attractive?

“Want to go to the movies?”

[aryasel]

       — A small flinch at the sound of the other male’s voice, as it leaves Gwangmin surprised, he eyes him for a few brief moments. Moments spent in perfect silence. He has been unfocused for far too long, slipping into thoughts that should not even be present. What happened to that instant comfort Wonjin’s presence always gave him? Why does his skin almost itch with remnants of stress. He’s unsure, but in the end he smiles. “Something fun sounds like a good idea. What do you want do do?” He asks, raising a brow as reaching to play with the younger’s hair: motions gentle as always. 

“Movies sound good. Anything special you want to see?”

[aryasel]

[ Okay so, I can happily state that now when I have more time on my hands I will return to my stuff here. I have been super stressed lately with my two jobs and my uni courses on the side, leaving me with no energy for tumblr. Luckily, that’s all over! Please bear with me as I start working through everything again, I will get to every single drafter reply I have no matter how old! Thank you for your patience. 

[sanguineshadedtruths]

                                                                  ▲ Falling is easy ▼

                                      “  Į͙͉̤̰̗̹̮̹͕ ̡̭͇̩̜̗̻̗̻͜h̨͈̟̬͓̲̝̞͜͜e̢̤̦̪̖͎̰̘͕ͅa̡̟̹͎͔̜̤̖͚͜ŗ̢̨͎͇̘͚̣̳͇.̜̬̻̘̦͙̠͔͈͜.̩͍̙͎͓̜̰̭͖ͅ ̢̢̦̲̞̠͓̗͍̺I͈͓͇̜̦̦̣̳͉͜ ̡̘͈̮̭̖̰͍̫͜h̰͉̟̯̹̙̥̥͈ͅe͉̞̞̱̝̹̲͎͙͜a͔̹̰̟͚̮̙̜͓̳r̢͖͎͈̘͈̜̰̻͖ ̲̜͎̩̜̭͙̣͖ͅt̬͔̣͕̯̰͚͈̗̘ḩ̹͍͙̫̤̯̥͇ͅȩ̗̘̘̪͓̜̖̜̲m̨͈͔̬̜̙͉̙̼̫ ̡̼͈̠̯̤̲͇̯̤s̡̡͚̬̘̻͇͉͜ͅç̡̣̺͕̮̲̺̻͜r̟͉̬̖̜̫̩̞̭͜e͖̭̜̝̗̣͉̱̞̻ą̝̭̹̮̗̣̞̺͇m̤̟̘͚̖̯̹͓͜ͅi̤̙̱̘̝̲̺̗̹͜n̡̖̞͖̩͖̭͕̺̩g̢̖̝͚͙̭̝̪͖̝  “

ǫᴜɪᴇᴛʟʏ.

                                                             sǝpɐɥs uı sǝɯoɔ ɥʇnɹʇ

                                                           Of bittersweet sanguine. 

                                           ▲ Saving no one but yourself is easier. ▼

                  ▲ Yoongi \  Hoseok \ Jungkook \ Taehyung \ Namjoon \ Jin \ Jimin  ▼

                   We have been dead from the start, but it means nothing until we let it.

[aryasel]

"Move. You're killing her."

      — A single flash of golden to his eyes, the smirk curling at his lips growing wider, and he turns his head. Gaze adhesive as it lingers by her features, by her eyes mostly. “And what tells you, that killing her isn’t my intention?” Words laced with poison, his fingers tighten around her throat as sanguine trails from the corner of his mouth, down along his chin.

                 “What tells you, that she is not fated to die here at this very moment?”

[aryasel]

[ It kinda pisses me off a bit, that I continuously try to plot with people and instead of saying they don’t want to they just ignore my messages? Like what kind of way is that to treat someone? Sighs. ]

[aryasel]

"Hmm, little Gwangmin, have you heard already? Of the flower blooming in one's chest." — 邪恶

— A small exhale and brows come to a furrow. Lips parted for a sliver of a second before they are once again closed. Fingers move through bleached strands of hair and the young vampire ends up shaking his head as his initial response. “I have no idea what you’re talking about, honestly.” He then states with a small shrug. “But my real question here should be, ‘how do you know my name,’ Shouldn’t it? ”

[singultvs]

( spending the weekend with @aryasel ’s mun. Prepare for trouble hehe)

[aryasel]

"Yes, a chinese plum blossom", Haneul nods briefly, teeth gently pressing against his lower lip as he thinks. "I was thinking the hip area? I will let you decide the size, just not super huge"

— He nods briefly, listening to what Haneul is saying and tugging at the zipper, decoratively sewn into his pants mid-thigh. “Hip area..” He says thoughtfully, raising the picture to have a better look at it. “Can I have a look?” He then asks, raising a brow. “I mean so I can think good size and all of that?” He explains, motioning towards the other. 

[aryasel]

"Perhaps, but is he aware that he must look beneath the cover of this 'book'? Does he know that his silent pain may be all because a little vampire doesn't know how to look at emotions? Perhaps he should, lest someone else come around and treat him in a way that will have him move on."

He grows quiet, words dying in his throat as he lowers his head. The smile he wears is close to bitter, and so is the chuckle that slips past his lips. It is a rare occurrence for Gwangmin to find himself without words, but he can’t help it. Because he finds truth in the other’s words and he hates it. He hates the fact that he knows he isn’t treating Wonjin entirely fairly but what is he supposed to do? He can’t leave him, can he? “Perhaps, you should shut your fucking moth.” He ends up hissing, more aggravated than he wants to be, obvious in the way purple begins to give way for swirls of prominent cherry reds. “If you want to get to me, leave Wonjin out of it. If it’s him you’re after,  kiss the ground below your feet goodbye because you won’t make it within three feet of him.”

[aryasel]

"Your relationship has become quite strained with that boy of yours, hasn't it, Maximilian? I don't think I've seen the child cry like that before, it was quite amusing. So all he really is to you is just a body to find pleasures in - so cruel, little vampire."

—“If you really knew things as well as you seem to think, this is one of those stupid assumptions you wouldn’t make. Don’t judge a book by it’s cover, asshole.” He begins, lips pressed thin and brows furrowed. “My relationship with Wonjin has nothing to do with you, so step the fuck back.”

[aryasel]

"Max", Haneul says with a light smile tugging on the corner of his lips, pressing a photo into the other's hands. "I need you to tattoo this for me. Pretty please?"

     — He almost flinches at the mention of his name, one he doesn’t hear all too often. It’s really only Haneul and his sire who use it. But he likes the way it sounds, and doesn’t mind it at all. “Yeah?” He says as he turns his head to eye the other properly, brow raised in inquiry. His lower lip juts out a little as eyes fall to the photo pressed into his hand, eyeing the spread of colours with a thoughtful hum. “It’s Chinese plum blossoms, right?” He asks, more rhetorically than anything. “Where do you want it?”