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Late night shadows & poisoned memories,

Demanding me to drown.

Oceans and oceans and oceans

of nicotine and lovers spit.

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I sit beside myself

Am I me? or someone else?

or

What me am I now? and

Who will I be?

What makes a life be more than a body?

or

The I that I was,

Becomes into what?

This, or tomorrow?

or

A sunset beloved

Turns into, turns into,

turns into-

into what?

a Sunrise? to a Sunset? to a Sunrise?

and into what?

Am I anything?

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“You are a little soul carrying around a corpse.”

— Epictetus

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“You become what you surround yourself with. Energies are contagious. Choose carefully. Your environment will become you.”

— (via perfectfeelings)

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“One of the best lessons you can master in life is to master how to remain calm.”

— Unknown (via quotefeeling)

It's been awhile.

Missed this place. 🖤

Glad to be back.

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We eat honey by the spoonful drink from the carton old man yells to stop slamming the screen door, we run away in the November cold rocky shore throw rocks at the posts light the grass on fire We eat oatmeal cookies and she steals when she’s sad we bring quarters and scissors to the mall run from the tall mother who holds her kid by his elbows We flip the pennies on their back cuz finding one heads up is good luck and I’m always hoping some little girl finds a way out like I never could We pray over the streets when they’re empty walk through parking lots and everything stays on my mind I don’t hear them when they call out to me

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Wonderful.

Let's end some of the common misconceptions about meditation so that we can end unhelpful thinking, make painful thoughts useful, and recover.

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And where has he been?

An eruption in the heart of hearts,

but his head of heads is diverting.

He speaks slowly, he sleeps loudly, and he weeps weakly,

audiblebones tangiblewords

mindfulemptiness

and Where has he been?

Where is he going?

What will he do, when?

All I ask, should you find the world, bring back the stories of what you found. Tell us the journey, the struggle, the strife. Let us live, vicarious.

and, Where has he been?