How I long to be the shore and feel your waves crash upon me

Ash. 30. She/Her. 18+. ○On Haitus○

[asahipleaseloveme]

Gone Fishing...

Ash. 30. she/her. INFP. perpetually tired.

Some of my favorite pieces:

All Bets are Off - Kuroo x reader

On Golden Wings - Asahi x fem!reader

4:13 am  - Asahi x fem!reader

The Fighter - Iwaizumi x fem!reader

Threshold - Tsukishima x reader

The Cat’s Outta the Bag - Asahi x reader

She Loves Me - Tsukishima x fem!reader

Masterlist ||| Prince Charming Collab! ||| AO3

Minors, Ageless Blogs, Blank Blogs - Please Do Not Interact.

...Might just get lost at sea.

[asahipleaseloveme]

It's my 3 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

Hard to believe I made this blog 3 years ago! While I don't have a set timeline in sight, I do hope to come back to writing again. Things have been weird for the past several months.

Anyway, I hope everyone is doing well! Thanks for all of the support over the years; I appreciate it more than you know!

[mi-soleil]

Asahi for @we-are-so-close

[asahipleaseloveme]

*Announcement*

Hi friends. As much as it pains me to say it (but I'm sure it's been expected), I think I'm going to retire this blog. I just haven't had the motivation to write lately and I haven't come up with any original ideas.

I won't delete, because I'd still like to come back and see the things I've written (and I hope you do, too). And I might add a few things here and there. But for the most part, this blog will no longer be active. I'll still be active on my main blog @/we-are-so-close if you'd like to see more writing stuff there.

I really want to thank those of you who followed me and stuck around to read my work. I appreciate it more than you know! Every comment, reblog, tag meant the world to me!

It's not goodbye forever, just goodbye for now.

Thank you for everything,

Monica

[asahipleaseloveme]

*Announcement*

Hi friends. As much as it pains me to say it (but I'm sure it's been expected), I think I'm going to retire this blog. I just haven't had the motivation to write lately and I haven't come up with any original ideas.

I won't delete, because I'd still like to come back and see the things I've written (and I hope you do, too). And I might add a few things here and there. But for the most part, this blog will no longer be active. I'll still be active on my main blog @/we-are-so-close if you'd like to see more writing stuff there.

I really want to thank those of you who followed me and stuck around to read my work. I appreciate it more than you know! Every comment, reblog, tag meant the world to me!

It's not goodbye forever, just goodbye for now.

Thank you for everything,

Monica

[theglitchywriterboi]

I hope every writer who sees this writes LOADS the next few months. Like freetime opens up, no writers block, the ability to focus, etc etc you’re able to write loads & make lots of progress <3

[masterqifrey]

[sunken-standard]

For Writers:

Reblog if it’s okay for your followers to leave you an ask telling you what the one thing is they remember you for as a writer.  Is it a scene or a detail or a specific line? Is it something like style or characterization?  Is it that one weird kink they never thought they’d be into, but oh my god wow self-discovery time?

[screamin-abt-haikyuu]

Smiling Asahi Collection - PART 51🌞

I miss him too fucking much :((((((

It's not the weekend yet but today is the only day I got a little time to post. I miss being on here so much :(((( How have you guys been?

You can request for a smiling collection of your favourite character here. You can request a repeat character too!!

More smiling Collections | Masterlists

If you want to support my work, you can Buy me a Kofi! <3

[asahipleaseloveme]

4:13 am

Warning: Pregnancy, f!reader

Word Count: 960

Author's Note: This is my very first fic. I realize that it's probably not very good. I proofread this once, but I didn't have anyone else read it. Um, if there is anything I forgot to tag please let me know. I'm also sorry if the format is bad. Agh, I'm so nervous. Feedback would be very much appreciated!

Asahi opened his eyes and looked at the clock. 4:13 am. Ugh, I have to be up in a few hours, he thought. He rolled over in hopes to cuddle you for a little bit before he had to get up. But as he was searching for your body, there was nothing there. Your side of the bed was empty? Immediately, he shot up; something’s not right. He threw on some sweatpants and walked into the living room. There he found you, cuddled up in the heated blanket, eating ice cream, and watching your favorite comfort show.

“________? Why are you up? It’s 4 in the morning. We have work in a few hours.”

You sat there and strained your eyes trying to see his face in the dark. You could hear the concern in his voice and part of you couldn’t help to feel like you have disappointed him.

“Couldn’t sleep. Thought watching some tv would help me.”

“And the ice cream?”

He knew something was up. You only did this when you were extremely stressed. There weren’t any deadlines at your work in which he was aware. And your home life was easy-going. He always tried to make sure of that. You both did, actually. So, what were you hiding?

“I’ve just had a lot on my mind lately. It’s nothing to worry about.” You try to sound as cheerful and reassuring as you could, but your husband could see right through your ruse.

He sat down and got under the blanket with you.

“You’re going to be so tired at work today, babe. I think we should wrap this up and go back to bed for a couple of hours.”

“I’ve already emailed my boss and requested a personal day. It shouldn’t be a problem.”

Personal day? You never took a personal day, even when you had a headache. Now, Asahi knew something was seriously up. He gently took the ice cream from your hands and set it on the side table. He turned the lamp on and paused your show. Turning to face you and pulling you to face him, the look in his eyes was that of uneasiness and distress.

“______, please tell me what is going on. We don’t keep secrets from each other and you are really starting to worry me. I love you so much, and whatever you are going through, you shouldn’t have to do alone.”

The dejection in his voice is what made you break down. You started sobbing. You couldn’t get out a single coherent word. But Asahi was patient. He was the kindest man you had ever met. Nobody treated you better than Asahi. So, keeping something from him and causing him anxiety was not something you were intending.

He pulled you into a hug and just let you sob. You hugged him back and immediately started to feel better.

After a few minutes, you were able to compose yourself. Wiping away the tears, you looked at your husband. His features were so soft at this moment.

“Babe, I...I…”, you were having trouble getting the words out. You knew he was anxious about what you had to say.

You take a deep breath and finally blurt out, “I’m three weeks late!” Your heart thrashes inside of your chest. You were so scared to see his reaction.

He furrowed his brow taking in what you said. It takes him a minute to actually understand and then the lightbulb finally clicks.

“__________?! Really? Oh, my gosh. What do you need from me? What can we do right now? Where’s my phone? I’m calling in, too. Let’s make a list of things we need. What about…”

“Asahi, wait,” you cut him off. You can tell his anxiety has kicked in. “Let’s take this one step at a time. I went to the store after work and got some pregnancy tests. I haven’t done anything with them yet. I wanted to wait. I’m just really scared. I know we have talked about this before, but I just wasn’t expecting this to happen so soon. I-” Asahi cups your face in his warm hands and kisses you so tenderly.

“Let’s go do this together,” his anxiety has seemed to be replaced with a newfound confidence. “We can do anything as long as we’re together. You are my favorite person in the entire world. You go get the tests and get set up. I’m going to text my boss and tell him I need a personal day.”

He kisses the top of your head and leaves the room. You get up from the warmth of the couch, grab the tests that were hastily stuffed in your work bag, and head toward the bathroom. You remove the test from the package and read the instructions carefully. You grabbed three different brands, you know, just in case one was faulty. You set the tests on the counter and wait. You start to think about what if they were positive what you would do. A light knock on the door snaps you back to reality. Asahi enters and sits across from you. He’s nervous, but he tries not to show it. He knows that you are even more nervous.

The time is 4:39 am. You glance over at the tests sitting on the counter, but Asahi keeps his focus on you. You take a deep breath and stand up. He stands up with you. All three tests indicate the same outcome. Two lines, a blue cross, and the word “Pregnant”.

Asahi scoops you up and hugs you so tight. You’re not sure how you feel yet, but you know that as long as you are in his arms, everything is going to be alright.

[scepterno]

[asahipleaseloveme]

I'm writing an Asahi angst fic and a Kuroo angst fic. Both are 2k+ so far.

And I wonder why I am the way I am.

[memories]

The day I started posting about #haikyuu was the best day of my life.

[tired-fandom-ndn]

Hey here's a reminder that you're allowed to publish unfinished fics and snippets of fics that you're never going to continue and you're allowed to abandon WIPs and you're allowed to orphan unfinished fics and ficlet collections and you never have to finish a single fic if you don't want to.

And there will always be someone who reads that unfinished work and is happy with it and feels glad that they read it even if it's never continued.

[shoulmate]

Yamaguchi is everything you could want in a boyfriend.

A list of his positive attributes could go on forever; he's the kind of guy you bring home to meet your parents.

He's the kind of guy your parents want you to bring home.

The man comes with you to parties to spend time with you and keep you safe, even though he hates them. He, himself, might be uncomfortable drinking but he never judges you if you want to and has been the designated driver for you and your friends on more than one occasion.

As your college sweetheart? There's no one better.

Yes, Tadashi is perfect. He's perfect.

He's perfect.

Really, you try to convince yourself that it's fine. Everything is fine.

It's not his fault you're not so put-together.

It's not his fault that you're a pervert who wants to corrupt his pure, innocent soul.

It's not his fault you want a little bit of toxicity in a literally perfect-as-is relationship!

You'd just like to see the Yamaguchi devolve... into a...

jealous beast.

To see the passion of possession harden his eyes.

You know it's not healthy and there's no need for it in a relationship...but the thought of him getting territorial and acting a little bit irrational is appealing.

So when you're at a party and your friend starts to dance, pulling you with them, you oblige. Jumping and swaying and pumping, the atmosphere makes you bolder and dance harder, aware of more than just the eyes of your boyfriend on you and your eyes bulge when a pair of hands wrap around your waist--hands that are definitely not Tadashi's.

He appears in front of you a moment later yanking you away from whoever tried to grind on you.

"Find someone else to dance with," he barks over the music, eyes flashing with a hint of the green-eyed monster you've been dying to see...

"This one's mine!"

[kaelio]

A persons fanfic tells you a lot about them, i , a fanfic writer, realize in terror

[staarshines]

new ask game: give me an extremely specific assumption you have about me based off of my fanfic. go.

[asahipleaseloveme]

Hey I'm glad that you are back!! My prompt -

27."I can't take my eyes off you" with Asahi azumane (with him saying that to y/n)

Have fun! And thank you!

"I can't take my eyes off of you," Asahi whispered to himself. Why does that sound familiar? He pulled out his phone and quickly searched the phrase.

"What?" you asked. You were standing in the bathroom, finishing up in front of the mirror. Asahi was sitting on the bed and you were in his direct line of sight.

"What?" he repeated back, a hint of nervousness flashed across his face as he quickly tossed his phone on the bed.

"It sounded like you said something. I just didn't hear you." You smiled and he was sure that his heart was going to pound out of his chest.

"Oh, uh, I can't find my...black...shoe?"

"What do you need your black shoes for? You're already wearing the brown ones," you chuckled. "And between you and me, I think the brown ones go better with your outfit."

You giggled with delight, "It looks like your stylish expertise is rubbing off on me! Or," you paused and tried to look as though you were giving a serious thought, "you're just always handsome no matter what and anything you wear looks good on you."

His face was fully flushed. You always knew just what to say to make his heart flutter. He smiled. He opened his mouth to compliment you, but a voice on his phone sang over him.

You're just too good to be true

Can't take my eyes off of you

You'd be like Heaven to touch

I wanna hold you so much

He scrambled for the phone to turn it off. When he finally shut the music off, his shoved his phone in his pocket and turned away from you. You could tell that he was embarrassed.

"What was that?" you asked teasingly as you reach up to squeeze his shoulders.

"It was a song I looked up earlier," he said, trying to regain his composure.

You walked around in front of him. No matter how stern you tried to look, the love and joy in your eyes was exuberant. He laughed a little as his hands made their way to your waist. He ever so gently pulled you closer.

"I was wondering if there was something that could come close to describing how I feel about you, and wouldn't you know it? There's a song that comes pretty close." He lightly kissed your forehead. "I can't take my eyes off of you, ______. I'm glad you let me be the one to love you." He held you tight in his warm embrace.

"Asahi?"

"Hm?"

"You're just too good to be true. You're the only one for me, babe. I love you."